Author's Note 

 Hey guys, it's me Mary. I wanted to apologize for not getting updates up yet today. I'll try to get some up after, but I can't make any promises. Today's been really rough for me. I tried to do some things to myself that I'm not so proud of... I think you guys can put two and two together. I just hit my breaking point. I've never been so low. They say when you hit rock bottom there's only one way to go which is up. I just wish that'll happen to me soon. In addition, I have a lot of family problems I'm dealing with. I don't want to lie to you guys. You're all wonderful people and I want to be honest with you. I'm not fine. I haven't been for awhile. If things keep up like this, I think I'll be going to get some professional help. I've had it before, but it never made a difference. -Mary