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-Michael Jackson's Suicide notes
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- "Dear Mom, I love you with all my heart. I just wasn't meant for this world! I hope I can find a place of peace and happiness, a place I am child enough to live, yet man enough to survive. I love you! I hope you can truly believe me. Maybe on my journey I'll find Jesus. Pray for me mom. Pray I will find happiness. I hurt so bad inside! I want it all to go away. I want a new beginning. I am honestly afraid to die mom. But, I'm more so afraid of tomorrow!
To all my friends and loved ones, I ask of you one last favor: don't let my spirit die. Remember me for the laughs and the good times, the thrills we all had together. I hope I made a place in all your hearts and touched each and every one of you in a special way. I have chosen to die, but I haven't chosen to be forgotten. I must find a new world, a world of peace and happiness. I want you all to know I am so hurt, too much pain, i dont think i can bare it again, i only want to quit living. I'll miss you. And please dont ever forget me, i love you" -
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-After writing that letter, Michael break down and sobbing hard.. he doesn't know why he wanted to die, he has no one, he feels so all alone..he may have everything, cars, jewelries, gold, and everything, but... he has no one.. where is everyone when he needs them? he always be there for them.. even his shadow leaves him.. -in count to three, Michael takes a deep breath while shakily holding a gun pointing to his heart.. the unstoppable tears flowing to his neck and his collarbones and dropping to his shirt and wetting his cheeks... "i hate myself" he wishpers shakily... -"one, two, three..." (sounds of trigger pulls)

A/N Credit To Fuxinglisbeth On Instagram.