Mizure's Struggle story, Sad, Dark.

H-Hello? Is ..Is there anyone here? It's so dark..so cold, I can't grasp anything, every time i do... SHE...yes SHE takes it all away, I used to be a happy child, I'd be naughty and get in trouble, then I'd be a good girl. But now, I can't grasp memories..It's like a faded blank...I'm so terrified...I want to remember, why is there so much black fog shrouding my mind...It's unfair... It;s...Oh, I hear the noise, the sound of the door . She stands there, he cruel smile always playing.

'I want out.'

Is the words she'd scream as she lunged, I have struggled through...16 long years...this never ending fight...I cry all the time, with each wound i get, I don't want to lose...every day that I lose, I get eaten by more shadows, the pain is killing me over and over...I just really can't hold up...

BLACK

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Oh dear. It seems the little bitch has passed out...such a shame, she really does have mind over her matter, but ah last, mind was not the best choice this day, now. I want to go have some fun...with him...with her...or maybe both....this fun is so arousing...it makes me ... want to drown in it...

Ah... that was so much...delicious fun, he gave out so much of it i nearly died, her too, look she is still doing it, flow just flow out...that lovely liquid...it is so arousing to see, don't you agree? to see the person just collapse? It brings a joyful smile to MY face...well, mine tehehee~ Oh poo...I am growing weak...I wanted to stay and play more...I guess I will have to play with more tommorow, plenty to choose out of...like many fish in a vast sea. Well, ta ta~

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I did it again...I fell asleep...I fell asleep and let her control me...I can't last much longer this way. I just, I want to end this...this wretched existance of prisoner and captor. It's unfair and It's all my fucking uncles fault, why did he do this to his only niece?? Why did he...I guess I cannot worry right now, I have to run. I have to flee again, I really want to die.

I fled to a new area, my memories are cloudier than ever, why is it, everytime.. SHE comes...I lose more and more of who I am? I don't get it...my head is blackened more than it was before...Mizure...that's...me...yes, it's me........is it? Am i Mizure...is it me or is it... HER....Oh fucking god...I'm starting to give in to it....please....Someone....Free Me....don't let me forget who I am....

I sit, just eyes peering at my door, the fear, the dread. I wait for a movement, something to give me a bit of ease. But this time . There is nothing. Is it possible, my nightmare is ending? I am not afflicted ? Is it...that I am free....?

Creeeaaakkkkk

No....I ...I knew the dream wasn't over, this...won't EVER end....not untill one of us dies....

'Let me out.'

The same scream echoes ,as the same fight starts, I stare at her wild, blood red eyes as she lunges, plunging into my chest, I am fighting my hardest to pull her out, to try and cling onto my sanity, I don't wanna lose this anymore, if I lose anymore, I am going to be lost in the sea of my memories.

BLACK

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Sheesh, she was fighting stronger than normally today, fucking resillient bitch, I'll teach her to mess with me and show her who's the damned alpha in this place! Now, let's see.....Ahh, let's show this adorable memory. I am sure you will love it.

16 years ago , I was born, y'see, her dear uncle made this pact, for the price of his ultimate revenge, he would do anything, even give his niece and brother up for grabs, it was so fucking priceless. The look on that dorks face when his beloved brother, gut his ass to shreds.

But if that wasn;t the icing on this delicious cake, no, he storms up to the wifes room, guts her like a piece of pork, in front of his 5 year old niece. Now bettin' you are all like wahhh no, no not the little girl, keheh~

Soon as he is done with that, he takes the blood of her poooor~ Mother, and drenches her in it, stripping her naked and stabbing into her little head a tirara...hmhm through the death of so many, I was born into that little brats subconsiosus of course, sharing the body of a snot nosed kid was the hardest task..but , so easy to manipulate her into thinking I was an angel...yea i am one, the darkest fucking angel ever to be cast from heaven....

Oh damn...I spent so much of my brain time telling this, that I used my energy up, ah well, doubt it'll be much harder, only a little bit more to go. hehe...ahahahahhahahah!

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I..I...who...what happened? Where am I...it's so dark, i can't see... am I alone? I hear all these voices crying out....who's Mizure? Is she me? I don't know anymore...It's funny...I see a mirror before me... Is that what I look like? I look scary...my body is emitting a black mist....I ...I am getting sleepier and sleepier...my body feels so very weak....I want to sleep...I want to... to.... to......

ZAP

GAHH! What?! What happened?! I was...I was in darkness... but I see..see light, it's so bright...why can I not move? Is this heaven? No...I heard that mans voice alot before...who is he? Is he my father? his voice sounds so distant...I want to pass out.....just let....let me sleep a while.....

ZAP ZAP ZAP

I cry out in pain. what?! why won't they let me sleep, why can't I just let the pain go away out my body?! Why- ....w-what....no...no this isn't.... I see myself....the the me in that mirror...it's not me...it's... IT'S HER!!! LET ME WAKE UP....IM NOT HER...SHES NOT ME....HELP SOMEONE HELP!!!!

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Doctor...Doctor Ishtar....the prisoner keeps screaming insanity, can't we just kill her and be done with this? It's so tiring to waste breath.

Ah my friend, have you never heard of...the mirror punishment?

No Doctor. I have not.

If you were to leave a person in the room, in darkness, with nothing but a single mirrot, without them moving, well, they will slowly, and painfully go insane...make up things, believe what they want....however....it is far more prognent...when the same person, has a demon living in their very body.

Uh...Doctor?

She very slowly, killed herself, from the very inside out. This is the best way, to punish the prisoners.

So....her family never died?

Ohohoh they did, all apart from one of them, but I bet you can't guess who it was my dear friend.

Uh....her Unc-

Tut Tut, must you...be so very intelligent, look, I have dirtied myself up...sigh...just, die quietly. but.... Hmhmhm......it was...in very deed....or...at least what LOOKED...like him..aahha..hahahaahahahahahahahaahahhAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!!!!