Chapter 7: His Decision

He just couldn't get that how?

All types of questions were coming in his mind and playing a merry go round..

"How can anyone cheat a inspector this easily?

"How can he get to this? why didn't he resisted himself?

"Drugs? how dared he made him addict to this thing?

"Why the hell is he doing this?"

"Was he a friend? no a devil"

"How? how is this all possible"

Then soon he opened his eyes as a jerk of disbelief passed through him.

How can the person he so much adores get this easily fooled.

When Aarav unknowingly answered seeing his gaze.

"Dosti thi wo Vineet... jisne mujhe andha bana diya tha"

Vineet just felt a pain in his heart and said "dost? huh... yeh dost hai"

Aarav smiles and said "pata nahi mujhe to main khud kya hun ye bhi pata nahi kya bolun?"

Vineet was like look at this guy.. he want "sympathy" why the hell does he needs he need sympathy? why?

Is he handicapped is he crippled has he lost his mental balance and needs to consult a psychiatrist?

No none of the above.

Just this damn thing known as "drugs"

Vineet was having mixed emotions.. whether he should get angry on him.. or should he pity him the Rohan was fooling him all this while.. he took advantage of his emotions he was getting angry on that Rohan... whom he would want to kill any minute.

Then Aarav spoke.. "ab toh.. sab.. mujhe chod denge tum bhi" Vineet looked at him..

"Nun will believe me everyone will betray me"

"They will all be silent just to back itch behind me"

"My tears would be regarded fake, they won't even let me break "

"All will give up on me"

"Will you too leave me?"

"Will you be there for me"

Vineet who was net to break his head in the front wall that is if I had to leave you would have been here at this moment and hearing to this piss of yours?

But seeming him to be in the drugs effect controlling and coming in his shoes.

Vineet asked "aap nahi chahte na mai jau?"

Aarav eagerly says.. "nahi.."

Vineet nodded "tek hai mai nahi jaunga.. par meri ek shart hai.."

"kya?" Fear yes the best inhabitant in Aarav mind now a Vineet's

"aapko rehab jana hoga.." he said

A heavy jerk passed through Aarav's body. He didn't even realized how harsh it was.

"They will leave me alone, I won't be able to stand again!"

"This world will gulp me down, with the guilt and the pain"

"Everything will be crashing and nothing would work"

"All I had all I have all I want all I wish... they will finish it!"

"I won't be able to stand them up, I won't be able to create it again! that will take away all of it! all my agony and my pain"

I would be just a soul! without anything to be proud"

"Life would just be a curse, and in depression I would immerse

"My respect will burn in the pyre"

"I won't be anything more than a sin"

"And soon would be unseen"

"They will forget me"

"But won't forgive me"

"They would bury me but not worry for me"

"They would light the pyre of me"

"I will burn I will scream, they will make this the most extreme"

"They would wait till I perish"

"they would wait till I finish"

"But will you be there? be water on my pyre"

"Will you heal my burns, and cure my respect"

"Will you splash the truth on them?"

"Will you wash me of my shame?"

"Will you prove that I am not lame?"

"Will you make it that it was not just for fame?"

"Will you bring me back from the ashes?"

"Will change the hatred into the love?

"Will you forgive them or forget me?

"Will you fight with them, against all odds?"

"Will you make them know why you are proud of me of?

"Will you cancel all the punishments?"

"Will you clear all those blots?"

"Will you make a place for me in all those hearts which were just waiting for me to make to hell"

"Will you do this all for me?"

Listening to this "rehab" Aarav.. got up from sofa.. Vineet!

His tone got into tone of anger as angrily.. "nahi mai nahi jaunga mai kahi nahi jaunga"

Vineet relies in and in true anger "tek hai.. aap nahi jayengey toh phir mai hi chala jata hun.. Vineet turned to leave" but Aarav stopped him by holding his hand

Aarav immediately spoke.. "nahi.. Vineet.. please tum mat jao mai chala jaunga tum jaha kahoge mai jaunga par.. tum mat jao please"

Vineet's eyes were becoming watery he closed his eyes for a moment and smiled a little he was succeeding in his mission Vineet turned and said "tek hai phir aap tayar ho jayie hum abhi jayenge rehab"

Aarav left his hand... nahi.. abhi nahi jaana mujhe.. turning to other side in anger.

Vineet thinks "inke nakhre.. chahe kuch bhi ho jaaye wahi rahenge" then Vineet thought for while and said to him "mai aapse aakhri baar puch raha hun aap chal rahe hai ya nahi?"

Aarav said stubbornly "nahi.. jaana mujhe abhi"

Vineet said teasingly "tek hai phir.. mai acp sir ko sab bata deta hun phir aap hi baat kijiyega unse.. samjha dijiyega unhe ki aap yeh sab kyu kar rahe hai"

Aarav turned to Vineet

He said in scare.. Vineet.. tum aisa nahi kar sakte

Vineet (in anger) "mai aisa kar sakta hun... phir mujhse madad mat mangyega aap hi sab jawab dijiye unhe kyuki mai kuch nahi kahunga aapke pass ab doh raste hai ya toh aap chup chap mere saath chaliye.. rehab centre ya toh acp sir ke gusse ka saamna karne ke liye tayar ho jayie wo kya karenge iski mere pass koi guarantee nahi hai"

Aarav was in dilemma now the best way is to go with Vineet then to face acp sir..

Aarav said "tek hai main chalunga tumhare saath"

Vineet smiled broadly he wanted to hug Aarav but can't do it then came on his anger mode "toh ab yahi kadhe rehenge ya andar jaake change bhi karenge"

Aarav went in to change...

Vineet thinks "chalo.. acp sir ka darr hi sahi.. kam se kam aapko iss musibat se toh bahar nikal dega I am sorry par yahi ek tarika hai aapko leke jaane ka.. bas ab sab sahi ho.. koi rukawat na aaye"

Aarav came back...

Vineet: chaliye..

Vineet moved.. then turned Aarav was still standing at his place he knew Aarav was feeling.. awkward it was not easy Vineet came to him he hold his hand and took him Aarav who was listening to his junior and following him why? He even did not have the answer for this? This feeling was different? He could have easily denied scolded him.. but.. no.. he just moved with him with a new hope.

"Will you mind me hugging you with the burnt body of me, will it bring a stain in you?"

"Will you mind me keeping me my head in the cozy shoulders if you allow me?

"Will you rub the tears that appear will you make me feel clear?

"Will you just..."

"Will you just hug me dear"

"And let me leave all this in that warmth of my dear"

"Will you ..."

"Will you be there with me?"

"Will you be?"

Duo locked the house and after grabbing the driving seat Vineet's gaze turned towards this left side where he was expected a person but no no one was there.

He looked outside and found Aarav standing still on his prior place his face was displaying a mixture of emotions nervousness fear and hesitation.

He can also easily feel that and feeling very bad for him but on the other side he also knew that he has to do this otherwise Aarav will go too much deeper in this co-web of drug that he can't be back or release himself from the trap if he himself wants to be..

He called.. Aarav..

To which Aarav's body jerked a bit. he looks at Vineet with a hope and starts moving forward with baby step.

Will do what u say.. and never argue...

Then will u .. be my side..

Then will u be there for me..?

To support me whenever I stumble..

To boost up my confident , whenever I loses it.. completely..

Vineet opened the door of Aarav's side whereas, Aarav was just stare Vineet's face as he searching a trust on him and a assurance too don't know why but a unknown bond was pulling him towards Vineet and also trying to find out the answer of his question.

Will u be there for me..?

Aarav reached near the car and sat inside in silence and in same silence Vineet too initiated the car.

While, driving he keeps his eyes on Aarav.. who was looking disturbed and nervous too the reason was very well known to him so he kept silent but inside his mind and heart something was roaming which is purely love for his senior or his friend.. whom he himself was utterly confused

As in professional level he is senior but in spite of this, a unknown thing was present there a strange place starts forming inside his heart for his senior his Aarav sir.

Vineet thinks "i'm really sorry Aarav mai janta hun Aarav aapke liye yeh aasan nahi hai... infact ye kissi ke liye bhi nahi hai.. par.. iske siwa aur koi rasta nahi hai aapko iss musibat se bahar nikalne ka"

Aarav just rested his head behind on the head rest pretending to be sleep but in reaĺ he was introspecting himself that where he was wrong at that time when he trusted Rohan or at that time when he easily starts following him or when he told everything to Vineet clear - cut and because of that result he is here he is now too much confused that couldn't find out what is right and what is wrong.

Soon he felt a jerk in car and after that car stopped which informs him that he reached his final destination... THE REHABILATION CENTER a current passes down his spine and that fear starts engulfing him. He tighten his eyes in fear and was just waiting for a miracle that Vineet himself "takes a turn back to home" but no in spite of that his ears heard a call for him..

"Aarav ... hum puch gaye.. aap bahar aa jaiye.."

He opened his eyes with a sadness looked outside from the mirror window

"REVIE THE LIFE.. REHABILATION CENTER."

To be continued.

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