Vineet was riding his bike, he does not know where he was heading so he started to drive silently with a low speed. It's always been his mental self which always fought with him. He just couldn't feel that what was he trying to do and what he felt like doing so. Today it was feeling like he has just woken up from a nightmare but every moment beer dialogue of his was banging on his head. well the reason was ... quite shocking. today a very big truth was revealed in front of his eyes..

He thinks "Aarav aur drugs aisa kaise ho sakta hai wo ek cid ke senior officer hai joh khud drug trafficking ke mujrimo ko pakar tey hai jail mei daalte aaj khud iss drugs ka shikar hai lekin drugs apne aap nahi. liye jaate yeh sab kaise hua unke saath? Kab hua? hua hi kyu? joh hua so hua.. par ab aagey kya hoga? Acp sir ko jab yeh sach pata chalega toh kitna bada toofan aayega yeh mai bhi nahi janta isse pehle baat aur bigde mujhe sab suljana hoga mujhe pehle wale Aarav wapas lane honge haan mujhe wahi Aarav wapas lane honge chahe kuch bhi ho jaye.. mai ab unhe iss drugs ki aadat se bahar nikalke rahunga."

He was determined but seeing the certain circumstances there was no chance of it lasting more than minutes.

Here at Aarav's house... he was being seen by his own self in the mirror but don't know why he was unable to find that Aarav who had joined cid long back maybe he was no more the very person on whom acp sir used to be proud of but now he himself was feeling like he is losing the only thing he owed.

That is "his identity "himself"

Now every word started to get into his gaze as he started to memorize each instance that made him realize what he was doing and who he really is.

Aarav thinks "kya sach mei ab mai iss drug ka aadhi ho gaya hun? khud ki jindagi khud ke haatho barbaad kar raha hun.. Vineet joh keh raha tha.. wo sab... shayad sahi tha?"

Well this question was something anyone else would have answered in a moment but he was unable to do so.

And the thing was from the past two hours all he was doing was thinking that what would be Vineet's reaction? will he lose all the respect in regard with him? will he never stand up again and try to stop his "aap"? Will there be a day when he himself would not be able to meet his eyes? or like any other person who will make him stand in the square of justice will he also be in them?

And lastly..."will he be the same as he was moments before?"

Yes there were immense questions and none were holding a gripping answer to make up his mind. But the thing why was he just being so much cared of what will his junior think? when he was "just a junior"

"Aarav.. aap jante hai aap kya kar rahe hai... yeh drugs hai drugs.. jindagi barbaad kardegi aapki aur aap kabse le rahe hai maine sapne mei bhi nahi socha tha ki aap aisa kuch.."

"dard meetane ke liye drugs nahi Aarav apne aapko dekha aapne.. kaisa kar diya hai isne"

Aarav just wiped that sweat which had gathered on his forehead how well it was a good question .

Kya sachmei.. iss drugs ne mujhe.. badal diya hai... Vineet.. wo.. sach jaan gaya hai.. toh kya aab wo mujhse nafrat karega..

He just started his new old imagination techniques and brewed up new scenes. Well in this situation too he could do that claps to his sharp mind that he could make out the consequences.

But unfortunately it wasn't enough. He was feeling.. different he is just his collegue why is he so worried.. "haan wo mujhse nafrat karega aab.. Kitna gussa se gaya wo yaha se sirko agar bata diya usne toh.. kya hoga.." Well this question rather than raising new questions.. raised sweat and fear in his spines.

Well if it would have been that he would have been that clear Aarav whom acp sir trusted the case would have been different. But now. Everything is different and firm any point of view he was getting the same answer that no! If sir gets to know about that it would surely be a blunder.

His body started to sweat in tension same time. Rohan entered inside the house.. He saw Aarav sitting on the sofa and lost somewhere Rohan came near to sofa, sat beside Aarav placed his hand on his shoulder called him "Aarav"

But no reply from Aarav.. then.. he shook him a little and louder.. "Aarav"

Aarav turned to the direction from where sound came from.."tum.. kab aaye.." (tone was calm and quiet)

Rohan said "kuch der pehle.. kya hua yaha? Tum itne pareshan kyun ho?" A clear "fake" care was present in that tone.

"kya mai sach mei drug addict ho gaya hun..."

Thus was really a good question but was framed to a very wrong person. Rohan was just shocked for the moment as if he was feeling like someone pointing gun right in his temple. But he composed himself and stared at him in confusion

Aarav continued "mai koi galti toh nahi kar raha, Vineet kehta hai yeh meri zindagi mujhse cheen lega logo ko barbaad kardega yeh main ab nhi lunga ise nafrat karega Vineet mujhse ab jo main nhi chahta"

Rohan was boiling in anger by now as he was unable to make out that who had put this thing in this mind! And not getting any answer he felt frustrated

"Aarav.. kya keh rahe ho tum aisa kuch nahi hai jaisa tum soch rahe ho.."

His tone was really high and Aarav just looked at him confusingly Rohan realized

"yeh kya kar raha hun mai... aise toh iske deemag mei shak baith jayega ki mai issey kyu uksa raha hun drug lene ke liye..."

Well a true mastermind he was. He quiet early realized that whatsoever be the case he is dealing with Aarav a person who has been a good trained cid officer. So in spite if knowing that the tiger is sleeping he didn't dared to put a hand in his jaw. Then Rohan took a deep breath.. .and continued in a soft tone

He said to Aarav..."Dekho Aarav agar tumne lagta hai toh chod doh.. aur karo uss duniya ka saamna jisne sirf aur sirf tumhe bura thehraya bass ab kaunsi cheez de sakti hai tumhe? Vineet? acp sir? cid ki duty? Ya yeh fazool ke usool naam ke sab dikhate hai magar phir bhi chodna hai na tumhe chodo nai nahi rokta.. mai bhi ya bass isliye hun kyuki itne saal baad aaya tha Canada se kuch din tumhare saath waqt bitaunga tumhare siwa ab hai kaun mera maa baap toh gujar hi gaye.."

Rohan looked at Aarav.. who was feeling bad looking in front he knew that Aarav always used to feel bad whenever it used to be the case of his parents or anyone's else. it was his weak point which was a good weapon of Rohan. Then Rohan smirked.. and gets up, he goes to drawer and takes out the drugs packet.

he was facing the enters and says "Yeh packet hai.. choice is yours ab tum yaha drugs ke uss behoshi mai jeeke iss dard ko senna chahte ho ya har roj ghut ghut ke jeena chahte ho haan drugs koi dard khatam nahi karega magar kamse kam jee toh sakenge but choice is yours... Rohan was playing mentally.

He looked at Aarav.. who looked in thoughts Rohan smiled evilly

Aarav thought.. ""yaha drugs ke uss behoshi mai jeeke iss dard ko senna chahte ho ya.. har roj ghut ghut ke jeena chahtey ho.. haan drugs.. koi dard khatam nahi karega.. magar kamse kam jee toh sakengey..."

Rohan moved towards the main door, he stopped.. when he heard a voice... "ek minute..." he turned...

Aarav moved towards him, he took the packets from his hand and kept it back in drawers.

Here Vineet reached bureau, he took off his helmet parked his bike and started climbing the steps to bureau thinking about Aarav... pov: kya karu mein kaise laau Aarav ko bahar kaise? koi rasta nahi dikh raha mujhe..." he did not realized when he entered inside.

Purvi looked at him and asked "kya baat hai Vineet.. tum pareshan lag rahe ho..?"

Vineet denies "nhi Purvi kuch nhi"

Purvi said "hmm.. acp sir tumhare baare mei puch rahe they.."

Vineet said "aacha.. mai milta hun unse.."

Vineet went to acp's cabin.. acp was looking at file.. Vineet entered in with "good afternoon sir.."

Well thus time he was really not feeling like facing anyone. he was feeling a lot bored means everything was seeming gloomy.. nothing was working and all that was truly working on the very wrong way.

Acp looked at Vineet then at his watch "Vineet.. shyam ke 4 baje tum good afternoon keh rahe ho..."

Vineet first looked shocked but composed as his shocked face will surely answer him.

Vineet thinks "shyam ho gayi.. pata hi nahi chala.. Aarav ke baare mei itna sochta raha kinwaqt ka pata hi nahi chala" he looked lost now

Acp started talking.. "Vineet.. wo dhamu murder case mei koi lead mili." but he did not get any response he looked at Vineet and called him "Vineet"

Vineet said "yes sir.."

Acp asked "kya baat hai.." closing the file keeping it on the table... "tum pareshan lag rahe ho.."

Vineet just tried to stay normal as it was really hard as he knew that one wrong word and he is done.

Vineet: sir.. wo.. a.. thinking.. nahi.. sir ko batana tek nahi hoga..

Acp: batao Vineet..

Now he knew that he has to make out something as his heading will lead to something worse.

So he just grappled a story.

To be continued.

I know you have been waiting for this. Sorry for delay will update it regularly now @mignitydesire @rati'sgirl