Chapter 4: In Front Of Him
When Vineet looked aise hearing that please from Aarav's mouth... It would have been his heavenly moment if Aarav would have demanded for a single thing to him.. But today he is asking for "it" but no he cannot give it. that was a sucking fortune of his.
Finally Aarav who was still trying to balance himself now moved forward forcefully..."Vineet..."
Vineet just turned as he could not hear the rest of the sentence but what he saw was not something he ever had wished even in his nightmare. Aarav the senior inspector of the central bureau of investigation was today just there on his very knees. Yes.. he was on his knees with folded hands. it was very hard for him to be in that position also..
While Vineet was just in shock glanced at him.
He was just feeling like apologies to him but his love and care was stopping him from doing so..
Aarav: V..Vineet...please...! (his hands folded) please...mujhe... (his sweat was falling like as if he was standing in rain) please... ye... Vin...Vin.. Vineet.. Dddo...
His eyes were closing, his knees were also dabbling means like the person was just nothing more than a heap of dust which will be flown away if one blows one full breath of air. Vineet was just dumbstruck..
He was just hazing at him tears gathered in his eyes. It was of frustration live and helplessness which was killing him every moment the spent gazing at the person above.
Aarav was instantly saying please and please... his pleading was working like daggers. It was making him think twice. His heart and his brain were having the biggest battles of lifetime. He was just in mid of a valley and a red hot lava. If he says yes it will smash his future into pieces and if he says no then he too doesn't know if this guy would be alive. Vineet had started to sweat by now. the scene of Aarav in front the words of his plead, the side effects if drugs.. Everything had started to bang his head like a henge.
He just took a deep breath as a tear feel down Vineet without even looking at Aarav once and neither did tried to lift him up. He went to ward desk near and put that syringe there. Aarav who was looking at him just saw him go with that syringe lying on that plane table watched him go.. Vineet didn't comprise of the capability of giving it to him in hand. No he didn't had that dare yes he was a coward... yes he was a coward .
Soon Aarav who was now feeling uneasy had begun his efforts to get a hold of it. Aarav got up with whatever strength he had left.. and walked towards the table with his trembling legs.
Aarav took the syringe sat down with a thud and immediately injected it... as the pain was really extreme for him to bear... after taking the drugs the sooth of relief came on his face... which was totally wet by now.. he just let the sign of relief... Vineet was looking at him with fixed glance... he could se.. within few minutes Aarav was feeling better... Aarav's vision was also getting clear... Aarav was feeling more better and boost in his energy.. Vineet was trying to capture everything in his mind... what just happened.. he himself saw Aarav taking the drugs.. in front of his eyes...
Vineet was just looking at him. there was no feelings no emotions nothing. absolutely nothing was there .
"A friend piercing a syringe full of drugs in front of a cid officer and he himself being one there can be no other better curse for the person watching."
Aarav looked around found Vineet standing there with blank expressions he was first trying to grab the hold of the situation while
Vineet pov: mere samne hi Aarav ne drugs liye aur mai kuch nahi kar saka.. lekin mai kya karta mere samne yeh haath jodke ghutno pe they... jis insan ne kabhi kisike samne haath nahi jodey aaj wo mere aapne junior ke samne.. aise.. wo bhi (feeling angry) uss drugs ki wajah se... bhala koi senior kaise haath? jaise ke acp sir unke saamne hath... (and fear passed through his spines) acp sir!
Yes it was hell to deal with of course drugs wasn't something acp pradyuman would be happy to hear about and specially when his very own officer is an addict to it.
Aarav got up and moves towards Vineet he was now having nothing else he just went and grabbed Vineet by his shoulders and a very unpleasant happiness was present on his face.
Aarav said "thank you! Vineet!"
Vineet was just kicked back to the reality by the words of Aarav.
Vineet(removing his hands in jerk and tears present) "Aarav.. aap jante hai aap kya kar rahe hai yeh drugs hai drugs jindagi barbaad kardegi aapki aur aap kabse le rahe hai maine sapne mei bhi nahi socha tha ki aap aisa kuch.. "(he said looking at him)
"Vineet please tum jante ho na mai bahut akela padh gaya tha bahut ajeeb lagne laga tha mujhe ghar mei sakoon se soh nahi pata tha mai pata nahi kyu phir ek baar.. issey liya toh todha ajeeb laga lekin phir baad mei mujhe aachi neend aane lagi sakoon milne laga.." he was telling all this as if he was saying it about a food stuff... it was so very casual and the reason ! damn it... it was the most worst thing he could have given
Vineet said "sakoon lene ke liye aap yeh le rahe hai.. nahi.. mujhe yakeen nahi hota aap apne aap kaise mujhe ghar se jaane ko aasani se keh diya aapne... pehle toh aapne kabhi aisa nahi kiya tha..aap..."
Aarav who was no more having a tinge of guilt. "mujhe darr tha Vineet.. agar tumhe sab pata chal gaya toh tum mujhe.. rokogey.. aur phir mera dard badh jayega.. itna badh jayega.. ki mai shayad.." he was speaking in influence of drugs...
Vineet smiled with that sentence... while the closing and opening of eyes and sling in the language made him laugh at himself.
Vineet "dard meetane ke liye.. drugs nahi Aarav apne aapko dekha aapne kaisa kar diya hai isne aapko iske bina.."
Aarav who was showing himself all well normal
"janta hun iske bina.. kya hota hai.. mujhe maat batao.."He said while looking aside.
Vineet tried to make him understand "Aarav aap samjhtey kyu nahi hai.. yeh bahut buri cheej hai bahut buri.. mai toh aapke bhale ke liye hi keh raha hun na.."
Aarav trying to make him understand inspire if him himself being half sleepy.
"Vineet.. dekho.. mai koi baat nahi karna chahta.. tum itne sawal jawab karte ho.. baat nahi suntey meri.. Rohan kam se kam.. mujhe.." then paused.. remembering something.
Rohan.. A single word was flashing in front, Vineet's pov "kahi Rohan ne hi toh nahi.. kiya yeh sab haan ho sakta hai itne time se Rohan yaha reh raha hai.. par mujhe pehle confirm karna hoga"
While Aarav seeing him there .soon realized his presence... and before he strikes another questions...
Aarav said in irritated tone.. "Vineet please jao yaha se.. aur agar tum sach mei mera bhala chahtey ho toh.. kisko kuch maat batana aur dubara yaha maat aana... just leave... Vineet ... leave... j...just leave..."
Vineet who was now feeling no point to wait in there.. he himself was fallen weak was feeling guilty.
He just glanced at Aarav... and wiping that left over tear just moved out of the house with fast steps and banging that door with a bang.. While Aarav...here who was looking down... Smiled as a tear fell down unknowingly.
"Drug addict"
A last word spelled by Aarav
To be continued....
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