" Vineet tum kaha chale gaye.. mujhe acha nahi lag raha hai please aa jao na.." he said. 

Vineet replied "Aarav.. mai nahi aa sakta"

Aarav said "Vineet.. please aao na tumne to kaha tha ki tum raat ko mere saath ruko" cutted by Vineet in harsh tone till now he was controlling a lot but all these tension.. those media calls making him more irked and frustrated "Aarav.. mai nahi aa sakta hun"

Aarav: Nahi.. tum aao warna mai soyunga nahi aao tum.. (Stubbornly)

Is it a medication effect or something else but nowadays Aarav behavior became very complicated.

Sometimes he reacts normally sometimes turned very hyper and sometimes starts behaving like a small school going kid stubborn cute innocent.

"Aarav.. (shouted) zidd mat karo.. tumhari har baat manta hu to iska matlab ye nahi ki tumhari har baat manunga samjhe.. pyaar se samjha raha hu lekin nahi.. mai nahi aa raha hu matlab nahi aa raha hu..samjhe tum"

And he cuts the call.

Aarav: hello.. Vineet.. Vineet..

Aarav gets angry with that sudden disconnection of call which deliberately did by Vineet himself.

He just putted back the receiver in frustration and moves inside his room straight with fast steps don't know from he get all the instant energy.

He threw himself on bed doing nothing just sitting silent yes the man who's temper was at the peak a while ago now sitting silently.

fear starts taking the place inside his already scared heart the fear of losing his ultimate support his last hope.

"Today i again left a pain of being betrayed.. not by other but by my own.."

"Standing on a long road.. but still searching for my own"

"Will i be able to find him.. Is itself a big mystery.."

Looking at the entrance.. with a hope..

"Will u come and drag me out from here.. in open wind crossing a known street"

after a while compounder comes inside the room with food.

Compounder said "khane ka time to ho gaya lo khana khalo"

Aarav (angrily): mujhe khana nahi khana hai le jaao issey

Compounder: khana nahi hai .. par kyu? Aur agar khana nahi khaogey toh dawai kaise logey.. please khalo.. forwarding a tray towards him

Aarav throws it on the floor and shouted "nahi khana mujhe nahi leli koi dawai samjhe.. jao tum"

Compounder gets shocked as he had never seen Aarav so angry he picks up the dinner plate and said "kya kiya tumne yeh khana gira diya.. (angrily) mai dusra leke aata hun.. chup chap kha lo"

Aarav said harshly "nahi khana mujhe kaha na ek baar"

Compounder: dekho.. phir mai jabardasti.

Aarav gets up and pushed compounder outside and locks the door from inside so no one could enter in.

Soon compounder informed the on duty doctor who in tension came.

Doctor said "Aarav.. darwaja kholiye"

"nahi.. jab tak Vineet nahi aayega mai darwaja nahi kholunga samjhe jaao tum log" said stubbornly

"sir ab kya kare... kal subah tak wait? Compunder said so looking at the doctor.

Doctor: nahi subah tak intejar nahi kar saktey.. patient ki haalat kharab ho sakti hai inke bhai ko phone karke batana hoga

Doctor checks for the phone number in the form which Vineet filled and calls Vineet.

Vineet picks up the phone.. hello..

Doctor said "Vineet jee main Doctor Sameer rehab se"

Vineet now in tension and worried instantly asked "jee doctor... Aarav tek toh hai na"

Sameer said "Vineet.. jee.. Aarav ne khudko apne ward me band kar liya hai aur kuch kha phi bhi nahi rahe hai dawai tak nahi le rahe hai zid pakad ke baithe hai Vineet aayega tab hi"

Vineet interrupted in mid.. "kya? tek hai doctor main aata hun abhi" Tension clearly reflecting from his face.

Purvi asked "kya hua?"

Vineet said "kuch nahi.. Aarav ko"

Purvi got a hint that what happen so uttered and said "gusse mei aap unhe kuch keh mat dena"

but Vineet moves out without answering. Vineet reaches there as soon as possible. Vineet enters inside the center Aarav who was sitting he could feel someone's presence he smiles he gets up and walks towards the door he unlocks the door and opens the door Vineet was standing there with his most frightening look "ab bhi darwaja khu khola.. nahi kholte"

Aarav said "Vineet.. wo"

Vineet moved forward Aarav taking back steps as Vineet was looking at him angrily then Vineet holds him by his shoulders

" kyu? Aarav.. kyu? meri problem ko aur bada rahe ho? Kyu? khana nahi khana dawai nahi leni.. itni zidd kaha tha na maine tumse ki mai nahi aa sakta.. ab.. kyu nahi suntey tum" then leaves him.

Aarav was stunned as he had never seen Vineet such frustrated, so he asked "Vineet kya hua?"

"kya hua? Aarav" then tears starts to flow his eyes... jiska darr tha Aarav wahi hua.. he get to his knees and let his tears follow down Aarav bends down he too get on his knees lifts his head up.

Aarav asked "Vineet kya hua tum aise?"

"Aarav.. t..um..hare.. drug.. addict.. hone ki khabar news channel sabko pata chal gayi mai nahi chupa paya kuch kissi se upar se sir gussa hai chale gaye sab mujhpe chod gaya akele kya karun main Aarav kya karun kaise bahar nikalu tumhe kaise"

Aarav secured Vineet in a hug who was crying letting his all tears get shade into Aarav's shirt. Aarav did not know what to do as he himself was in fear what will happen when he will go out from here? How will he face people? How will he answers the questions of media? He himself was feeling everything is getting over and he is getting into deep darkness.

Aarav said "bas Vineet sab tek ho jaayega.. hmm tum jao ghar aaram karo"

Vineet looked up at him "aap.. chinta mat kijiyega mai sab sambal lunga haan"

Aarav nods, Vineet wiped his tears and moved from there.

Aarav remembered Vineet's words...

"Tumhare drug addict hone ki khabar news channel sabko pata chal gayi hai"

Some kind of fear gets present on his face he lies down with closed eyes.

"ek cid officer.. DRUG ADDICT"

"desh ke raskahsk.. khud ka shikhar hai wo dusro ki raksha kya karengey"

"tumhari wajah se cid ki naam badnaam ho raha hai... jawab hai tumhare pass media walo ke sawalo ka.. logo ke sawalo ka"

"nafrat.. ho gayi hai tumse.. tumhari wajah se itna kuch sehna padh raha hai humhe"

He gets up with a jerk.. "nahi meri wajah se kisipe koi aanch nahi aayegi meri wajah se Vineet, acp sir, puri team ko bejayati nahi sehni padegi koi sawal ka jawab nahi dena padega mai iss jadh ko hi khatam kar dunga haan marr jaunga mai"

The compounder enters inside his room with tablet packet..

"yeh ek goli aap le lejiye.. aur yeh ek sedative ki goli aapko aaram milega.."

Giving him the medicine and glass of water. Aarav looked at the medicine outside some voices is heard few people are trying to calm down the patient the compounder went to help them out. Aarav took the tablet packet which was filled with 11 tablets of sedative and 8 tablets of other medical he took out all of it and ate all in one go with the water.

"jab mai jinda hi nahi rahunga toh sawal apne aap hi khatam ho jayengey"

he began to cough feeling uneasy his vision started to get blurry and he collapse on the bed with his eyes closing.

To be continued.