Aarav thinks what just happened. He wasn't even looking up at those angry eyes. which had love and concern somewhere but was hidden behind the current of harsh words.

He felt as if he lost everything.. today.. Aarav looks at Vineet with his teary eyes "Aarav.. mai"

He was cut, as he had been expecting though.

Aarav angry on him he knew that he wasn't the person to be angry on but currently his hopeless.. " tumpe hi to bharosa kiya tha aur tumne bhi tor diya..."

Vineet just looks at him and the remaining tears fell down with Aarav smiles painfully..

And says "rishte mere liye bane hi nahi..."

Vineet who was stand still yet up till now he came forward and stood beside him

Vineet: nahi Aarav.. please.. aap..

Aarav looking in a unknown rage.

Aarav: jao ab... sir nahi chahte na unke officer koi drug addict.. (paused) jao tum ...kahin meri wajah se ye..(pointing towards himself) rog tumme fail jaye...

Vineet who was going to put hand on his shoulder but stop and his tears run in speed as he hears that word "rog"

"Why did he said so?"

"What all I did?"

"Why it is always me?"

"Who is never pardoned?"

"I wanted to break through"

"I made every possible move"

"Why? why don't they believe?"

"Is it that I should have died?"

"Or it that is should have cried?"

"Cab my tears wash it off?"

"Can they clean me back?"

"I am still there deep down "

"I am drowning but still I am trying"

"I know I did no good"

"But I did whatever I could"

Vineet stares at the person in front don't know what and why is he seeming to hug this guy and make his realise that yes he believes him no matter what.

But yet always that four alphabetical word stops him doing so and he hide his real self behind that glorious name of "duty"

And today it's just like the history repeating again!

Vineet thinks "nahi mai yaha nahi aau.. yeh mujse nahi hoga mai khudko nahi rok pata yaha aane se.. kaise ruku khudko.. Aarav ko jarurat hai meri bilkul akela hai wo mai chala gaya toh.. kya hoga nahi I am sorry sir... par iss baar mai aapka order nahi manunga.. nahi Aarav itni aasani se rishta nahi tutne dunga mai.. nahi jaunga chodke aapko chahe iskeliye mujhe koi bhi keemat bhi kyu na chukani pade"

Vineet says.. to Aarav: nahi Aarav.. mai nahi jaunga.. sir chahe jitna bhi kehle mai nahi jaunga aapko chodke...

When looked down instead of shocked glance but got a shout!

Aarav: nahi chahiye mujhe koi hamdardi! nahi chahiye koi pyaar... (looking at Vineet with fire in his eye but water too which was falling in speed by now) issi... issi jagah ke layak hu mai... (pointing towards that bed) drugs! drugs liye hai maine yahin yahin hona chahiye mujh mujhe milne toh kya mujhe poori tarah bhool jaana chahiye sab na... (His voice was yet too strong) hun kya mai? ek mamooli sa inspector aur kya? (Vineet was looking down) meri haisiyat kya hai? jo thi wo toh maine apne apne inhi hathoon se gawa di... (showing his hands) ab... kya... bacha kya hai han? (his voice a bit lowered as he was saying at the wall when again his voice pitches) ab kya cheene aye ho mujhse? han? (Vineet was shocked) meri izzzat toh sadkon par aahi chuki hai... jo ek do nazreen thi inhe aaj... (pain in his voice as it was breaking l)

mera chehra tak nahi dekha jaa raha ab tum... (holding Vineet by his shoulders) tum kya le jaane aaye ho? sab kuch toh chin gaya hai? ek... ek baat achhi tarah se sunlo Vineet mai ab tak mara nahi hu naa toh koi handicap hu... (he was looking at Vineet with a deadly stare and tears rolling in both eyes) mujhe kandha abhi mat do... (then with a slight breaking tone) mujhe kandha dene mai abhi waqt hai... waqt hai... (and whatever that was remaining he breaks down and his eyes spread tears all over.

Vineet frustrated moves towards the door entrance, he opens the door. He hears his name.. Vineet.. Aarav calls him. Vineet stops leaving the handle and turns.

Aarav said not looking at him.. "phir dubara palatke peeche mat dekhna... bhul jaana ki kabhi tumhe kisiko apna bhai banaya tha"

Vineet gets mad now.. he yells.. "bas.. Aarav bas.. bol bol liya tumne aur bahut sun liya maine sir kehtey hai ki.. tum yaha kabhi mat aana aur tum bhi kehtey ho ki mai tumse rishta na rakho.. sabki sunta hun mai kabhi toh mere dil ki sunne diya karo... tumne apna faisla suna diya aur sir ne apna faisla suna diya.. aur ab tum mera faisla sunlu.."

(He gazed towards that person who was shocked also) toh mai yaha se na toh jaunga na koi rishta todunga.. aur na tumhe akela yaha marne ke liye chodunga.. (his tone was so tough that even anger of Aarav lowered down)

Aarav tried to speak.. Vineet.. mai kisi rishtey ke layak nahi hun aur ab koi rishtey nahi hoga.. (his eyes becoming moist) sab nafrat karengey mujhse.. jaise sir kartey hai

Vineet came to him and spoke with a very different tone in which he might have rarely spoke "Nahi Aarav sir nafrat nahi kartey tumse.. wo bas thoda gussa hai naraj hai.. mai samjaunga unhe.."

Aarav fells on the ground on his knees with: "nahi Vineet.. sir nahi sunegey tumne suna na.. unhone kya kaha.. ki.. k..oi.. b..hi.. ..ek drug.. adii.. (tears were rolling his eyes) tum ja..ntey ho na.. ma..ine.. ku..ch bhi.. jaan..bu..jhke.."

Vineet hugged him "haan Aarav mai janta hun sab... (his voice was teary) Aarav who was silently crying making Vineet's shirt wet "nahi Aarav mat roye aise I am sorry I am sorry mujhe sir ko yaha nahi lana chahiye.. tha lekin maine tumhara bharosa nahi thoda Aarav.. nahi thoda sir ko pehle se hi shaq ho gaya tha wo tumse milne ghar aur.. unhe mujhe bureau bulaya mai unhe kaise batata tumhare yaha hone ka koi bhai khudke muh se kaise bata sakta hai ki "mera bhai drugs ka shikar hai.. aur yaha rehab center mei hai.." please.. maaf kardo mujhe par yeh rishta khatam karne ko mat kaho.. jindagi mei pehli baar koi rishta bana hai ussey mai khona nahi chahta hun"

Then Vineet could not hear sound of Aarav's crying, he lifted his head up and found his eyes closed.. with his wet face he made him lied down on bed he wiped the tears under his eyes with his hand

He hears his whisper...

"Vineet jao nafrat sir.. nahi drug addict rishta"

Vineet closed his eyes and let his tears flow down.

"Aap mujhse meri jaan manglijiye par ...is...is rishte ko mat tudvaiye (tears rolling)m..mai nahi kar pata...(then rubbing those tears) chahe Jo ho jaye...m..mai aapko wapas lake rahunga.aap maano ya na maano aapka bhai hai aapke saath chahe puri doonia sath chod de main nahi chodunga nahi chodunga"

"They said I was the culprit"

"I was the one who was the shame"

"I did all that ,that made them lame"

"But all that jeppened was always a accident"

"I didn't knew I was unknown"

"I believed ...but was fooled"

"But...I did whatever I could"

Next day Aarav opened his eyes he tried to move his hand but could not move it, then he looked he found Vineet sleeping with his head down on his hand. Aarav smiled caressed his hairs, Vineet opened his eyes and lifted his head up.

Vineet: sorry..

Aarav was confused and asked "kisliye?"

" wo tumhare haath pe.. sar rakhe sone ke liye" He said while getting up while Aarav just looked at him with.

Aarav smiled.. koi baat nahi... Vineet..

He was trying to act normal as he could but was failing in every bit.

Then doctor comes in seeing the doctor Aarav face expression changes to tensed..

Again fear was galloping from inside.

Vineet said "Aarav ghabrao mat"

"Vineet.. mujhe aur dawai aur injections nahi chahiye mai tak gaya hun kya ab humesha mai aise hi jeeyunga" he asked

"nahi Aarav.. nahi.. tum jaldi tek ho jaogey yaha se joh bhi jaata hai tek hoke jaata hai isliye toh mai tumhe yaha laaya hun.. aur tum acp sir ke baare mei bilkul mat socho.. unhe mai samjaunga" Vineet explained.

To be continued.