Anxiety is a Piece of Shit
I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO BREATHE
WHY THE FUCK DID DECEIT JUST PICK UP PATTON!?
I MEAN I KNOW THEY WERE BROTHERS IT MAKES SENSE DE'S SPIRIT WOULD HELP PATTON BUT HE LOOKED ALIVE BUT HE CAN'T BE ALIVE
.............
Why is Logan so surprised? I mean, I know Deceit just told him to stay away from Patton, but he's more disturbed by that than he should be. I don't think Logan ever knew Deceit so it cant be that
..Wait, is this normal? Does he normally scratch at his arms? I don't think I've seen him do it before... god his face is so pale. Is he scared? He looks kind of scared. Why is he scared? Should I be scared? No I've known Deceit since we were kids there's no need to be scared.
THERE IS EVERY NEED TO BE SCARED YOU DUMB ASS
What the fuck do you want?
YOU KNOW LOGAN, HE ISN'T SCARED OF ANYTHING. THEN THE SCRATCHING AT HIS BANDAGES WHICH HE'S NEVER DONE. HE LOOKS TERRIFIED.
What are you trying to say?
YOU REALLY ARE RETARDED. I'M SAYING THAT MAYBE DECEIT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH LOGAN. MAYBE HE IS JANUS.
WHAT?! No, Deceit wouldn't do that.
THINK ABOUT IT. PATTON SAID JANUS WAS A SHAPE SHIFTER AND DECEIT JUST RAN UP OUT OF NOWHERE. PEOPLE WOULD HAVE SEEN HIM AND PROBABLY SCREAMED OR SOMETHING.
Well then Deceit would have to be the Roman who attacked me and Patton. And Deceit wouldn't hurt either of us like that.
(Ok so I put a bunch of swears into a randomize generator to see what Virgil's anxiety would call Deceit and it chose probably the one people find most offensive out of my options so I apologize but I shall not cheat the generator) (also wow that was a lot of build up)
OF COURSE THAT... THAT CUNT WOULD! HE ALREADY DID HURT BOTH OF YOU BY TRYING TO KILL HIMSELF. AND WITH HOW HE SURVIVED THE FIRE I'D SAY HE WAS NEVER UNCONSCIOUS IN THE FIRST PLACE. HE COULD HAVE PREVENTED PATTONS PTSD BUT HE DIDNT, DID HE!?
NO! I guess he didn't. But I can't focus on that right now. Logan hasn't stopped scratching his arm and if he doesn't soon then he'll reopen the wounds.
"Hey.. stops that." I grab his hand and gently pull it away from his arm. He looks up at me and he winces, quickly looking down at his arm. I look and see blood stains slowly showing on his sleeve.
"It's ok. I'll fix that right up for you. Just focus on your breathing while I move us somewhere more private. Latch on to my arm if you want." He wraps his arms around my arm fairly quickly. He must be really freaked out. I look around and see Roman in a red hood trying to hide himself. I don't know what he thought wearing his signature color would do for him but everyone is more focused on me and Logan. I practically drag Logan over to Roman and tap Roman's shoulder.
"What are you doing?" Roman jumps and looks between me and Logan, probably trying to figure out what's happening. He nods to himself then focuses his attention on me.
"Well I was trying to hide because Remus doesn't know I'm here. If you need to get him out of here I know where we can go." I nod and Roman takes my free hand in his. He leads us through the crowd and brings us to Ms. Mariner's room. Aka the most fucked up teacher who is always high and only lets her favorite students in. She only teaches 2nd semester but she's always here first semester so that her favorite students can have a place to get high or drunk. Nobody's here right now though which is weird.
"Ok we'll be safe in here. I demon proofed the room just in case." Seriously you nerd?
"Are you serious?" I look around and notice a lot of weird symbols that I guess keep demons out. Or at least Roman thinks they do.
"Look, I don't know how Deceit is alive, nor do I know how he can so perfectly mimic my looks when I spend HOURS getting it down. Then those multiple arms that he has? There's no way he isn't a demon. Plus, he went from looking like me, to looking like some Scooby doo villain in less than a minute and I should know how hard it is to get out of some of my clothes."
"Could you be any less of a nerd?" Roman pouts and sighs, brushing my comment off.
"So what's up with him? Looks like he's seen a ghost or something." I raise my eyebrow at him and he looks genuinely confused.
"Again, are you serious?" Roman just continues to look at me, not changing his expression.
"Roman, did you seriously forget that entire conversation? Or did you forget the last time this happened?" Roman looks shocked and worried.
"This happened before?" I sigh and look at Logan, who's scratching his arms again. I pull his arms apart and hold one of his hands in mine so he can't scratch himself again.
"Yes it has happened before. What's up with you?" Logan pouts at me and I just smile gently at him. We're lucky he isn't as bad as he was the last time this happened.
"Nothing what's up with you?" I glare at Roman and bring Logan around to my front so he can latch onto me entirely.
"Other than the fact that my ex-boyfriend, who was presumed dead back in freshman year, just took my best friend, who also passed out from an episode? Absolutely nothing." Roman looks confused and I just sigh.
"What do you mean ex-boyfriend? I didn't know you dated Deceit?" Is he serious? Or did I actually never tell him? Have I been mad at him for nothing? No. Definitely not. He's known he's just being weird right now.
"You know what? Whatever. I'll take care of Logan if you go find Patton and bring him here." Roman nods and leaves the room. Now to figure out how to help Logan.
Word count: 1040
(So I know these chapters are pretty short but I just don't feel like writing long chapters especially since the next thing to happen will be in Roman's POV so enjoy that when it comes)
Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: AzTruyen.Top