"Appa, I think daddy work here" my son tells me as soon as sit down

"What!?" I think I stopped breathing with that comment

"Aish! I am, I , I no explain Appa" my son whispers with tear clouding his wide eyes.

"It's okay baby, you can try again later" I tell him while I ruffle his hair

"I no baby, Soobin is baby"  he pouts just like the baby he is, the pout is replaced with a smile after I had him banana milk and some cookies.

"You are both babies, you are my baby and Soobin is your Uncle's Joon's baby"

"He's my baby too"

"Of course he is Tae, now drink your milk before Joon starts looking for us"

After Tae is done and I pick up his mess, we head back to the lobby where a pink hair guy excitedly waves a Taehyun.

*"Aigoo, your sons are so so cute, Hi! Oh I just love kids"

*"Thank you, that's my son Tae and this is my nephew Soobin"

*"Oh I'm sorry for assuming they're your-"

*"Jimin, Jungkook is back in his office you can go head" as soon as I hear the receptionist voice, I'm frozen in place

*" Bye cuties" Jimin says as she hurries towards the elevators, once it opens Namjoon steps out

"Ready to go?" He asks

"No Joon, can you wait a couple minutes , I have a gut feeling and I want to check on something, watch the kids yeah?" I whisper as I hand him Soobin

I walk towards the receptionist gulping down all my fears

*"Can you tell me, what floor Jimin just went to? He dropped his keys" I lie

*"Oh you can just hand them to me" she smiles excitedly

*"I rather give them to him, and say a proper goodbye, I have to get going and I have not seen him since the last time he was in America" I lie again while the fear starts taking over

*"Oh sorry, yeah of course he's on the top floor, the CEO's office probably talking Jungkook's ear off "

*"Thank you so much!"
The fear does not reduce as I take the elevator to the top floor.

If I see him I'm only telling him about Tae, that's all, just Tae, I'm doing this for Tae I keep repeating this even though I know it's not the truth

As I step into the top floor i don't see anyone in sight, but next to the the reception desk I see what looks to be a small kitchen where voices can be heard

I try to be as quiet as possible as I get a closer look at the face I've long to see for so many years now, Jungkook

I see Jimins pink hair and I try to concentrate on my breathing

*"Jungo, you're not understanding I'm pregnant, I don't know-"

*"Its okay Chim, there's nothing for you to worry about, we can tell our parents together, I'll hold your hand the whole entire time and then I'll cuddle you all night long while we watch those stupid romance movies you like so much, we can do this Chim. I'll be with you the whole time"

My heart breaks into a million pieces as I see his bunny smile while he ruffles jimins hair and places his arms around him, engulfing him in a hug thats clearly full of love, a love he never had for me but he has for this guy.

How am I supposed to tell him about Tae when he's building his own family.

I wipe my tears and head back towards the elevator when I bump into someone

*"Sorry, Are you okay? Oh wait- are you looking for your husband"

*"Husband? What husband? I don't- do you mean Namjoon?" I tell the familiar red head

He nods his head rapidly looking alarmed and confused
 
*"Namjoon is my brother in law not my husband, I'm not married"

*"Oh, Oh!!!! Really!? Wow!"

*"Yeah, uhm, I have to go, thanks again" I rush out of there and as soon as reach the lobby I don't look at the receptionist I just head straight to Namjoon and grab Soobin from him

He whispers a quiet "what happened" as I tell him I'll explain at home, needing to get as far away as possible as quickly as I can.