100

ONE FUCKING HUNDRED 

100 OF YOU SAW THE LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT I AM AND LIKED IT 

I LOVE YOU ALL

I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH TO PUT INTO WORDS   

GODDAMMIT THAT'S UNUSUAL FOR ME BUT IT'S TRUE   

I JOINED THIS SITE BECAUSE I WANTED TO MAKE A VANOSS CREW FANFIC THAT IS A PIECE OF SHIT 

I ALMOST DELETED MY ACCOUNT SO MANY TIMES

I THOUGHT IT WAS TOO MUCH OF A RISK

BUT NOW FUCKING LOOK AT ME     

I'VE MADE A FRIEND ON THIS SITE WHO I WOULD BOTH KILL AND DIE FOR   

I'VE GOTTEN AMAZING PLANS FOR THE FUTURE WITH HER 

I'M A PART OF AN AMAZING FAMILY NOW

I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW   

HOW OR WHY I DESERVE THIS 

I HAVE MY DEMONS AND FAULTS AND SKELETONS IN THE CLOSET 

BUT I HAVE YOU ALL AS WELL

I.....I just can't.

I can't comprehend how all you looked at me and thought 'I like this son of a bitch' and pressed the follow button

Until 2 years ago I couldn't even spell the word follow (I spelt it fallow)

So how???

How have I made 100 beautiful people, so unique and complex and amazing 

think that I was worthy enough to be followed?

I......

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

I love you all. 

I wish I could celebrate IRL, but eh, you win some you lose some.

This is a win. 

Oh God this is the win.

Thank you all for being here. 

Thank you all for dealing with me.

Thank you all for being you.

You've pushed me to stay on here, and thanks to that, I helped bring two sisters together, and made people smile, cry, laugh......

To think I almost left. I almost hit delete and move on. 

Thank you for keeping me here. 

If the day comes that can never see you again...

Know that I love you.

Thank you for changing my life.

~Misty