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CHAPTER FOUR [REVISED]

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Ryan was persistent in being a part of his daughter's life. After all he was her father, he had equal rights in her life just as Mitchelle, but he abandoned them and didn't even care that they existed a few months ago so what had made him change.

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A banging knock to the wooden door of the Carter residence had the possibility to awake a dead town, Jayden sat on the couch with his eyes connected to the sitcom. He had watched The Proud family more than the money, his third generations would even make in one lifetime. Indolently, he threw the remote on the couch, and pushed his weary body to the very patient visitor. Obviously not paying endurance to his poor ear lobes.

Jayden blinked his undeniable long eye lashes a couple times, as his cerebrum lost illegibility to the familiarity of the figure.
His unkempt coffee brown hair was exactly the same as a lion, his pale white skin didn't even glow at the golden hour and he was ridiculously tall as a pole.

"How may I help you?" Jayden's raspy voice questioned the man with messy beard.

"I came to to see Michelle, and Who are you? Why are you in her house anyways?"He answered blankly;His pupils diluted at the young man with mesmerizing skin and a bright smile.

"Come in."Jayden shifted his structured body as he allowed Ryan indoors ignoring his inquires.

Jayden sat and listened to the man his boss Michelle loathed the most; Ryan's words didn't disclosed much but it had favor.

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Michelle's P.O.V

If I had plates in my hands they would  have fell to the ground; even such wouldn't have made such an impact like this.
The man that tore my blood vessels and ripped my heart away like a used material. Ryan Miller stood six feet strong and towered my phsique.

I couldn't stand that I shared the same oxygen as this shameless man. Much less I shared my baby with him; our daughter, my princess.

He must be crazy like his brown hair to think he can come back into my well our lives.

*Flash back *

"Jade, where is he?" I asked as I winced in pain, the contractions were getting worse and it was getting closer for the baby to pop.

"Miss,  it's time." The nurse informed strictly , as I watched my cousin Jade moved over to my other side, as she held my warm hands and I clinged to her well manicured fingers  for support and tried to pop this baby out.

End of flash back.

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Ryan was never there and abandoned us as antique. He left me when I wanted him the most. He wasn't  there to held my hands when the contractions hit my system as hard as a rock or rubbed my back when I poured out my stomach's content. I suffered those lonely nights. Like any other woman, even though I was financially inclined ; I longed for his touch, his care and love well at least for my baby's sake. I smiled away the bitterness and the ghosts of my past. Nothing said or done couldn't change history, not today nor years.

He left me but he doesn't need to know how I still cry my pupils to sleep. Every time I close my orbs, his disgusting face pierced my complicated mind.  Michelle Carter was a queen; she didn't see the value of a man, they were just useless and evil creatures.

"What do you want Ryan?" I confidently ask with strict remorse and pure disgust.

"You know what I want." He replied with his cocky nature and charming smirk.

"Well I don't  know, so speak up bastard."

"Oh I see, you got feisty."

"And I see you, got dumb and desperate fool."

"That's it."How dare he come into my house and demand me.

"Get the fuck out my house and never come back!" I pushed him out of the kitchen losing my composure as I cursed like a mad woman.

"Listen woman, I want joint custody with my daughter, whether you like it or not." Ryan angrily screamed out at me, those words "I want joint custody with my daughter." It rang through my ear lobes and invade my immune system like a virus. The only key to my heart, in just verbal displays he stabbed my bleeding soul. 

"Hell, fucking no!"I  screamed out of my lungs as he existed through the door.

"I will see about that." He spit out like a small child winning a game.

He had won, he got want he wanted to see me like this. I was so stupid to ever thought for a second that he was sorry and that he had changed. Oh no!
Fuck! It's not going to happen.

I gave him a spit fire of the old me well I still am the same. His cocky nature, charming and deceiving smirk was so evident that he craved war and I desired vengeance.

The walls of my heart came trembling like Jericho walls, the veins in my body burst defeat. I was broken, the tears flowed down and I just couldn't keep them.

You didn't care Michelle you are fire, a warrior and mostly definitely a confident woman but I had lost a battle that I never even started yet.

I vented, my head hit the marble surface of the counter table. My world went crashing in seconds; I was going crazy.

My mind was over heating like a car engine and it was almost time to explode. I threw what ever my hands could get a hold of and tossed it on the titles of the kitchen. The stirring agony was like the acidity in my stomach, I desire to destroy just about anything present and existing.

It was all in ruins now. The splinters of broken glasses, vases, plates, pictures and utensils decorated the area as the leaves in fall. It was like the after mat of a severe earthquake.

The cute sounds echoed of a baby. It was prominent and gradually getting louder, it was totally annoying.

She had lost it again.

*Flash back*

The words of my uncle in total disappointment as his words lingered in my ear drums.

"You damn crazy bitch."

It was third time since everything went out of control and my mental health was invaded by life's troubles.

"I can't do this anymore." I sobbed more likely venting like I always do.

I was clinged to an hospital bed and my uncle looked down on me like a failure and one of his subjects in his mighty kingdom.

"Michelle you have lost it."My uncle, Terrence angrily and carelessly spat as he disappeared out of the white room.

My body was numb as I winced in pain and how I just wanted someone to love me enough to just understand. I was only eighteen.

End of flash back.

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"Michelle! Can you hear me?" The soft voice spoke as my eyes blurred and it all went black.

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