Donghyuck was in labour and Mark had to straight on leave one of his live shows as the father ran to where is wife was. Jaemin was there beside his brother though the red head idiot refused to push until he saw Mark.

"Baby." Mark was quick to appear as he held the beautys stubby sweaty arms. Donghyuck was screaming but Jaemin smiled through tears. If not for his brother he would have never given birth.

"I-I.....Cant.....Markk!!!" Donghyuck started crying his nails digging into the olders skin.

"Baby our little Tyuzu loves Mommy so try a little harder for us? Hmm?" Mark kissed those plump lips as the boy gave a broken nod as he pushed harder.

Jaemin stared at his brother in law, he was the father figure for him, Mark had always made Donghyuck his first priority. No matter what happened he would leave everything for his wife and baby. It was Mark and Donghyuck who held his arms when he was in labour until he gave birth. Jeno was never there but now he couldnt hate the blonde man either.

"Hyuckie baby a little more and she'll be born." Mark whispered as loud cry was heard along with the small cries of a baby girl.

Mark squealed when was given his new born daughter, she was such a bundle or cuteness, Donghyuck had already blacked out after hours of labour. Jaemin giggled at his brother in law for being so excited and happy. He walked out waving at Mark, he wanted to see Jeno, hug him, kiss him but he knew he had no right anymore even if they still loved each other.

"Have you seen Lucas?" Phaelyn asked the boy who passed by, sadly he didnt hear.

"Mommy!!!!" Jisung ran towards his mother with the tiny hospital gown.

"Baby you shouldnt be running." Jaemin carried his ten year old son.

"Why isnt Jasmin waking up?" Jisung pouted with a small sniff.

"She will soon." Jaemin kissed his sons chubby cheeks fondly.

"Mommy!! Is baby TuTu born yet!?" There came Jasmin waddling towards her mother excited to have been said that her cousin was going to be born.

"Yes honey. She's with uncle Mark right now." Jaemin ruffled her hair, with a smile that carried so much of pain.

"Mommy your spacing out." Jisung patted Jaemins cheek as he slid down his mothers body with a frown.

Jaemin blacked out on the hard floor, his children screamed their heads off, Jeno rushed towards the gorgeous male as he lifted his ex lover like a bride and ran to one of the doctors.

"Phaelyn take care of the kids!" Jeno ordered while leaving.

Jaemin was depressed, stressed, hurt, broken and shattered that his body could no longer take it. It drained all of his energy it made him weaker by the day. When he woke up he jolted up, plucking of the UV needle from his upper arm as he stumbled towards the door. He slipped, before he could hit the floor an arm wrapped around his waist securely.

"You need to rest!!!" Jeno carried Jaemin again like a bride his arms touching placing it once touched with rights.

"My children are out there!!" Jaemin screamed at the Doctor, Suddenly Jeno looked too gorgeous for words.

"Phaelyn will be bringing them any minute. You were uncontious for over five hours." Jeno fixed the UV needle again, as he lifted the pillows at the back.

"Daddy? Mommy is not well he keeps throwing up." Yang Yang waddled in as he hugged Jeno's waist with a pout.

"I'll be there in a few minutes. Go be with him hmm?" Jeno ruffled his sons hair as the boy nodded and ran off.

"Y-You love him d-dont you?" Jaemin sighed looking away with a pang of hurt.

"He isnt pregnant if that's what your thinking." Jeno ran an arm through his blonde hair. "I love you Jaemin I always did and always will continue to do so!" The Deen tucked Jaemin into bed and left.

Renjun had drunk too much that he had started throwing up. Jeno was lost inbetween to boys, one who had his heart and the other who had his life. He put Renjun to sleep as well, Yang Yang quickly following after. Jeno couldnt sleep, he kept thinking about Jaemin, about his children. So he got off the bed, he walked through the empty erie hallways of the hospital slowly sneaking through the door where Jaemin sat on the window with tears running down his gorgeous eyes as the twins cuddled on the bed like babies.

"Why wont you sleep?" Jeno whispered tucking a strand of hair behind the doll like ear.

"How can I when my world is crashing down? My babies are going to die, I'm neither mently stable nor I'm I healthy. I cant sleep knowning Jisung and Jaemin would not be alive anymore one day. Jeno you have a wife, a son and obviously have more kids but who do I have? Nobody. My children dont even have a father!? I'm not married anyway right, I'm just a boy that got played." Jaemin glared at Jeno who felt him down his arms with tears in his eyes.

That eye smile Jaemin was crazy for back at highschool, the very eye smile his little girl always reminded him off. Both the children looked so much like his Nojam. Why did life have to be so cruel? Jeno kissed Jaemins forehead his lips lingering more that it should. Jaemin only broke down more as his arms hugged the olders waist tightly, his  eyes balling out.

"I love you Jeno! I still love you!" Jaemin shouted into the hard well built chest, Jeno only nodded crying himself. Yet no matter how hard they loved each other they had no way of getting together. "But......Renjun needs you more than I do. It's not his fault that he was brought between us." Jaemin pulled away, wiping his tears, he carried his children and left the room.