"Mommy? Why isnt Daddy talking to us anymore?" Jaesmin pouted lifting her arms so her mother can pull down a dress.

"He's just busy sweety." Jaemin sighed lifting her up so they could go visit Donghyuck and the baby. Jisung held the reds arm with his small ones as he skipped his way to the room.

"TuTu!!!" The children screamed running to crib next to Donghyucks bed. The red head was asleep on his husbands chest.

"Hey Jess. Are you alright? Heard that you blacked out." Mark opened his free arm so his brother in law could hug him. Jaemin ran into his arms, hugging the male tightly.

"What do I do Hyung? He isnt guilty neither is Renjun at fault. Where do I fit in? No where. Not here not there not anywhere." Jaemin sniffled caressing his brothers chubby cheeks.

"You are my family Jess. If you dont fit in with Jeno then the doors to my house would always be open. Hyuckie would love having you and the kids around." Mark ruffled the younger boys haired and kissed his forehead.

"My lips are dry and spilt after giving birth to your baby." Donghyuck puckered his lips making the older chuckle as he lifted him up to smash their lips.

"How do you feel hyung?" Jaemin giggled at his exhausted brother. The twins were playing with their baby sis.

"I feel drained out. I'm going to miss having her inside me. Haha. And I guess she split me down there and now I barely move my butt. Gosh." Donghyuck giggled making grabby hands at his baby girl. Jisung proudly lifted her as he passed the baby to his uncle.

"She's beautiful." Mark cooed as he handed her to his wife. Donghyuck sniffled making Jaemin carry her, the boy smiled as Tyuzu giggled at her. A miniature Markhyuck with a gummy mouth and big round eyes twitched and cooed at her aunt.

"Omg! She's so gorgeous." Jaemin cuddled her up.

"Look at her parents bitch." Donghyuck smirked.

The time flew by quickly, Jaemin smiled genuinely for sometime before he left since Donghyuck fell asleep and the twins complained of being hungry.

"Mommy! We want to eat.......Seafood!" Jisung squealed bouncing and giving his mother palpitations.

"Honey slow down....I'll take you out once I finish my clinic okay? Can my super hero's hold on a little longer?" Jaemin crouched down as his twins nodded running off to Phaelyn binging to Coffee.

Jaemin waved at Lucas as he passed by, the older smiled back in return. They driffed apart or more like the giant did for he knew Jaemin still loved the Dean like crazy. The clinic was tiring, with all the patients ranting about their illness, sadly Jaemin decided to be a doctor, why didnt he be a coffee shop owner?

"You look tired.....Umm. How about dinner?" Jeno sat by the beautys table, Jaemin raised his eyebrow.

"The kids havent eaten yet. I have to take them out Jeno." Jaemin sighed getting up to pack his things.

"Mommy!! Mommy!!" Jisung and Jaesmin came running inside the room as they threw their arms around their mother.

"All set to go?" The red head bodded his nose with their tiny ones. Jeno noticed himself in them,the eye smile engraved in their faces. He suddenly missed them. He missed the 10 years of their lives.

"I'm sorry Jaemin." Jeno ran his fingers through Jaemins red hair fondly.

"Mommy how we call this man?" Jaemin pointed at Jeno feeling a sudden love fill his heart. The little girl climbed on the mans lap as she hugged him very tight.

"He....He.....Umm Call him Da...Uncle Jeno." Jaemins heart broke at the words he said. So did it break a certain someones. Jeno removed the girls arms around him and left. He just left.

Maybe Jaemin just found it shameful or perhaps Lucas was a better father for his twins. What was Jeno even thinking? That Jaemin still loved him and wanted him? Bullshit. The red head though went to get food for his hungry babies, and his brother and Mark.

"Jaemin he loves you. After what you've said its not his fault he married Renjun. He tried to protect you and his kids." Mark fed Donghyck a big mouth of seafood noodles.

Little Tyuzu sucked on her mommys nipple innocently, he little arms kneading the red heads chest. Donghyuck smiled sweetly at his blessing.

"Jessy babe......Jeno gave you them." Donghyuck pointed at the twins sleeping on his lap. "If not for Jeno you might have been killed, I dont know if Mr Lee is alive but if he was he's going make trouble. He protected you, scarificed his life by marring Renjun so you and his babies would be safe. Its okay if you let him in alittle.....Lucas isnt their father dont make Jeno feel like Lucas is a better father for them than him." The red head handed the sleeping girl to her father. Donghyuck buttoned up his shirt ashe hugged his brother tight. "Do you understand?"

"Excuse me!" Jaemin sprinted away after giving Mark and his brother kiss on their cheeks. His children were asleep and he needed to find their father.

Jeno was no where to be found. After hours of running around Jaemin was said he went home, keeping a gut feeling where he would be the gorgeous boy ran up to the house they first did it. The house Jaemin remembered far more than anything. He didnt bother knocking, he just ran inside and he smiled through tears finding the older sitting on the sofa, staring at one of those many pictures they had clicked back in highschool.

"Nojam!" Jaemin wiped his tears gaining Jeno's attention.

"Why did you come? Go away! Marry Lucas and have a bunch of kids for all I fucking care!?" Jeno stood up with his voice loud deep and commanding.

"I-I'm sorry I cant tell them you are their father in the condition they are in. And.......What about Renjun? Yang Yang?.....He loves you he....he needs you." Jaemin backed away from Jeno afraid of the sudden aura he carried.

"And you dont need me? Dont I fucking deserve to get the love of the children we created for love!? I dont fucking care if father finds out! I'm a grown man! Jaemin I have always loved you!! Why cant you see that? Urghhh I wish I died instead of living to see this day." Jeno dashed the younger boy on the nearby wall, Jaemin flinched whimpering at the impact. Thats when Jeno smashed their lips together.......