Chapter Twelve
Nothing is going as per Jungkook’s plan.
Absolutely nothing, The moment he decided to remind himself why he shouldn't bother about Taehyung, why he should stay the fuck away from him. The male came and pissed all over his monologue.
He was standing right there, looking so pretty and handsome with his sharp features and soft skin, how was Jungkook supposed to control himself? How was he supposed to not think about inappropriate things?
It was wrong, very wrong. Jungkook knew it, he kept urging the male to leave, to get lost and not look back just as he had said.
It was almost pathetic with how fast he gave in, even initiated the kiss despite what happened last time. It was stupid of him to do but it seems like when It comes to Taehyung, Jungkook’s rationality is thrown out of the window.
He's like some lovesick— No not lovesick, like a puppy. Yeah. A puppy having separation issues. That's definitely the accurate way to explain him because the moment Taehyung was turning to leave Jungkook couldn't help but pull him back.
Maybe it was the way Taehyung looked so vulnerable (dare he say; close to crying) or he is just too needy for Taehyung, he doesn't know, the only way he could think of stopping Taehyung was to kiss him. It was on autopilot, even before the mobster could think it through he was doing it. He didn't expect Tae to reciprocate, heck he even expected him to slap Jungkook right on the face.
But somehow he didn't, Jungkook isn't the curious type, he'll rather take the chance then to question the action. Though, he still tried to shoo Taehyung away by his weird ass rules. Of course, he knew Taehyung would refuse them, or at least he guessed he would. Taehyung didn't seem the type to stick around or let anyone else control him but he agreed nonetheless.
And from then on, you can say, Jungkook learned a lot about Taehyung. On a personal level, one not any digging could give him. He got walls and Jungkook full on board to break them one by one. He's pretty sure, he only has gotten past the first or second layer since they pretty much have normal conversation, instead of shark remarks there's clever But witty remarks.
He has given him a nickname for crying out loud! Jungkook wouldn't dare say it in front of Taehyung but the racer has gone soft on him.
Or at least he thought he had, ‘Cause the sight is definitely not the one he'll like to witness right now.
The smile he had when he saw who was coming inside his office had soon faded away as he saw the anger on Taehyung’s face.
“You!” He roars, marching on Jungkook, pointing his index at his chest with anger.
“How fucking dare you”
“Who the fuck gave you the right to do that?” The mobster gives him a patient look, eyebrows drawn from inside.
“I have no idea what you are talking about, Tae” The racer couldn't help but grimance at him, eyes shining from something close to tears.
“Of course you don't! Zotoloy, I told you! Don't fucking meddle in my business! Why did you have to go and threaten Ricardo huh? I told you not to try to help me! Jungkook it's not fair” Taehyung moves his hands in air in exasperation, pushing him back over and over making almost touch the wall behind the mobster.
Jungkook felt colours drain out of his face, he hadn't mean to threaten him per se, they crossed paths and well Jungkook couldn't control, he cornered him and gave a nice and sweet warning to stay the fuck away from Taehyung.
“Taehyung i—”
“Can't you fucking trust me?” Taehyung who seemed to be in his own thoughts didn't let Jungkook speak, he pointed the finger at himself.
“I'm perfectly capable of taking care of myself! You can't— you have no rights to decide what happens in my life you hear me? No rights! It was so—” Taehyung choked on his words as a bitter laugh bubbles out.
“Of course you don't, why would you trust an irresponsible reckless toddler right?” Taehyung hissed with venom, A watery smile on his lips.
“Is that why you are with me? Afraid I can't take care of the gun you gave me? Is that why you stop by once in a while? To check if I have blown up someone or not” By now Jungkook had enough, the racer didn't have any idea how it happened. Everything was done A little way too fast for his brain to comprehend.
The mobster had grabbed his hands, twisting them against Taehyung’s back, slamming the racer against the wall his own back was facing. Face pressed against the wall as Jungkook locked his shoulders by one hand, putting his one thigh between Taehyung’s legs, forcefully keeping them apart so he wouldn't try to kick him.
Completely keeping the racer defenceless. Taehyung is quite strong and builds himself but is not a match when it comes to Jungkook. While Jungkook had made his body both by working out and field work, Taehyung has gotten his muscles by only working as a mechanic.
Taehyung tried to free himself, fighting to get away, giving A hard time for Jungkook to keep him still.
“Enough” Jungkook hissed in his ears, hair tingling his neck, body uncomfortably pressed against Taehyung’s back and hands. Slowly but surely, He felt the racer go pliant into his arms but Jungkook could see him glaring at Jungkook through his side eye.
“I'm sorry okay” Jungkook said slowly, hesitantly letting go of Taehyung’s arms from his back but instead of letting them fall on either side of Taehyung, the mobster intertwined their fingers together.
“I'm sorry for calling you reckless, irresponsible, toddler. It was wrong of me to say that alright? I just wanted you to leave so I said whatever came to my mind. I'm sorry Taehyung. I gave you the gun because you need it and that's not the reason why I'm constantly stopping by you know that. ”
“I trust you, I trust you a lot Taehyung. I didn't threaten him because I thought you were incapable of protecting yourself. I did that ‘Cause when I saw him I couldn't control my anger alright! He said so many vile things about you and I couldn't just sit and watch. I know it was wrong, I know I don't have the right to decide how things go in your life but please, I never meant it to harm you, Sweetheart. Trust me”
For a good amount of time, all that the room was engulfed in was silence. Then slowly Taehyung said, “Let me go, Jungkook” Jungkook hesitated then released him, stepping back.
Taehyung turned towards him, he didn't look as angry as he did before but he wasn't looking very pleased either. Jungkook waited for him to say something but all the racer did was walk past him, purposely bumping his body with Jungkook’s.
The mobster couldn't help but sigh. He knew he had struck a nerve by saying those three insults. He had learned in the past week how much the racer seems to value his control. He had seen him struggle to give in and let it go during their intercourse, it was something Taehyung wanted, to be vulnerable but had a hard time trusting Jungkook.
Jungkook had gained that trust because even Taehyung had asked to do it once or twice again, had crawled on his lap and kissed him and ask him to fuck the racer again. He had started trusting the mobster but it has all gone to waste hasn't it? He totally fucked up with Taehyung.
“Jungkook” The mobster turned to see Taehyung standing near the door, hand on the doorknob.
“You aren't my babysitter so stop trying to ‘Save’ me from the horrors of the world. Don't ever try to do that again, it won't end well and this time I promise you, Zolotoy. I would never see your face. I'll make sure of it” and with that Taehyung left, closing the door behind.
Jungkook sighed in relief, leaning against the wall. At least, they aren't back to square one.
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In next chapter you'll get a little insight in Taehyung’s past.
The plot is set up, the characters are established. Let the show start 😌
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