83.Now

November 25 (2014)

I knock on the door nervously. Soon the door is opened reveling Anne. She hugs me and says "Happy birthday darling"

and Then she hugs Marcel.

A "Come in children. Come. I'm so happy for you"

When we told Mum about how we planned on getting married she was so happy. So here we are to give Harry and Kylie the first invitation. Also I'm here to take mum and go because she will be living with me cuz Marcel will be living here in Harry's house .its tradition that the boy should not see the girl before marriage so that's why. Actually I was supposed to live here but I didn't want to bcuz of Harry so Marcel is living with him. Harry and me haven't spoken at all. Even for our birthdays we don't call. More like he doesn't. I did tweet him once but he ignored it. I really don't know why he hates me. It really hurts.

I walk in while Marcel carries his bag and comes. We both sit on the couch.

A "Want anything to drink?"

M & me "No mum"

I look around but find them no where

Me "where are they mum?"

A "They'll be here in a minute. They just went to have ice cream"

I nod. Mum sits in front of us

A "I can't believe my baby is gonna get married. I'm so proud of u"

She becomes emotional

Me "Mum C'mon "

A "Take good care of her Marcel"

M "I will mum. Don't worry"

A "Don't ever let her cry. She's been through a lot"

M "I won't don't worry. I love her too much"

A "U too infinity take care of my son"

I giggle

Me "okay mum"

A "So what did Marcel get u for your birthday"

Me "This Chain"

I show her the Chain I'm wearing

A "wow its beautiful"

I hear footsteps behind me. I turn and see Harry walking in carrying
Violet in his arms. I smile inwardly cuz finally he cut his hair. His hair is short now and he looks so adorable like before. I also notice some extra tattoos on his hand.

A "Harry Come come we are waiting for you"

I stand up and look out for Kylie but she doesn't come. I frown

Me "Where is Kylie?"

I walk up to Harry . Harry and mum give each other a look

Me "Harry where is Kylie?"

"Dead" he says emotionless

"What?" I gasp

Me "Harry where is she? This isn't a joke. "

H "I'm not Joking. She is really dead. On April 5th she passed away due to some rare sickness "

Tears start to roll down my eyes. Harry leaves Violet down and she runs to Anne.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I whisper

He just stares at me

"Why didn't you tell me Harry? Why didn't you call me? She was my friend. Why did you ignore me? What did I do? Why?" I scream and catch his shirt

"Because you were so busy in singing you forgot who we are. Ur singing was important for you. Plus I didn't feel like telling u. What could have u done if I told u? Tell me. Nothing . you would have did nothing. "  he growls

"What has happened to you? This isn't you. That's not true" I whisper

" stop acting like u care. If u did u would have called her" he says and rushes into his room

"I hate you for what u did Harry." I scream

I run out of the house tears following down my cheeks. I hear my name be called but I ignore it and get into my car. I drive myself straight home.

Marcel's POV:

"Infinity wait! Infinity" I call

I rush behind her but she drives off.

What just happened? Why did he act like that?

I sigh and go back into the house.

"Harry why did u do that?" I hear Anne say

The room door is closed a little so I stand by it and listen

"What do u want me to do mum?" Harry yells

I peep inside through were the door is opened a little and see Harry walking about crying.

A "She is gonna get married Harry. U should never have done that"

H "That's the only way she could hate me"

A "why do u want her to hate you?"

H "because I love her too much. I love her too much that I'm afraid that if I get back into her life she'll get hurt and I won't be able to safe her. Unless she hates me she can love marcel and live with him Happy. I love her mum. I only want what is best for her"

I push the door and walk in with glossy eyes. Both their attention snaps towards me.

Me "I don't understand. If u love her why did u leave that day?"

A "Because he made a stupid promise"

H "Mum No"

A "Shut up. He has to know "

She then starts explaining what happened when I was in hospital and why did he leave. After hearing it all I want to do is run and tell Infinity. His Love for her is so great it can't be compared to anyone's. I catch Harry and hug him.

Me" You Know your her remedy right?"

H "I was Marcel but now you are"

Me "Your love for her is really great"

H "I know you love her the same"

Me "Thank you for giving her to me"

H "its okay. Just take good care of her"

Me "I will"

"Don't tell her anything what we spoke "

"But why?"

"Marcel unless she hates me she'll love you "

"But she shouldn't hate you. Cause you-" he cuts me off

"I know. Just do it for me"

"Okay. Can u do me a favor too"

"Sure. What is it?"

"Walk with Infinity down the aisle"

"But she hates me"

"I'll see about that. Plz just do it"

"Okay"

Infinity's POV:

I stop the car by a park and turn on the radio .

"

Cause you are the piece of me
I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly
Still fight and I don't know why

If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy
If our love's insanity why are you my clarity"

Clarity by Zedd starts playing. The song and the words make me cry more.

He didn't even wish me for my birthday

Why does he hate me?

What have I done?

Why are everyone I love dying?

My life is a tragedy. Thinking of it my mind is taken back to the past

I open the door and walk in crying. Harry follows behind has I sit on Couch and just let my tears flow. I keep my face buried in my hand as I sob. I feel him sit beside me and wraps his arm around me, pulling me close to him.

"Shhh baby its okay. Plz don't cry. He is in a better place" he coos

"After seeing his dead body how can I not cry" I ask

He pulls me more making me lie on his lap. I move a little making myself comfortable. He starts playing with my hair  and kissing my cheeks. I just lie on my behind and cry.

"C'mon baby. Plz don't cry"

I turn and look at him. He wipes my tears and kisses my forehead

"Harry?"

He hums in response

"Why is my life a tragedy?"

He frowns and I find him thinking . then he smiles like he found the answer to a problem

"Cause only then I can be your remedy"

***

"You said you'll be my remedy but you became another reason for my pain. Why did you leave harry?Why are you causing me more pain?" I ask even though I'm alone in the car. I just let the tears flow has I listen to Clarity.

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BIG DAY (DECEMBER 10th 2014)
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I look at the mirror Nervously has I bite my nails.

"Can u stop biting your nails. I just polished them." Katlin scolds

"I'm nervous.shit what if Alice does sth " I  ramble.

"Infinity She is in Jail . Your safe. Don't get nervous. Its only Marcel. You didn't get nervous when u married Jade then why now? " she giggles

"I don't know it just-" she cuts me off

"C'mon time to get ready" she says

She starts applying Makeup for my face. Then She combs my hair. I watch through the mirror has she puts two braids at the side and then curls my hair. Then I stand up and remove the shirt I'm wearing. She takes out a beautiful white dress from the covers making me gasp

"Its lovely"

She helps me get into it. I turn around so that she can zip it. I then sit back on the chair. I see my room door open and Anne walks in wearing a white blouse and shirt.

"My baby you look beautiful" she announces

I blush

A "need any help Kat"

K "no , thank you aunty "

Katlin puts my crown on my head and then attaches my wail and all .I look through the net covering my face has I see her putting my heel shoes on my feet.

"I'll go see if everything is ready in church and I'll also call Harry and tell him to come pick you up" Anne says

I nod and watch her leave.

"Infinity is it okay if I leave? I have to go get ready too" Katlin asks

"Yeah its okay. You can go"

She takes her purse and stuff and leaves. I sigh

Today I'm getting married to the man I learned to love.

I get up and walk out to the hall. I sit on the couch and wait for Harry to come. After all that happened I was surprised when Marcel said Harry is gonna lead me down the aisle. I become more tense thinking how awkward I'll find things cause the man I love and loved will be there. I don't even know if Harry loves me or hates me. But one thing that day when we fought I sure saw pain in his eyes has he hurt me with words. The doorbell rings zapping me from my thoughts.

This is it.I'm gonna get married to someone I love at last.

~~~~The end~~~~~~~

Of course this isn't the end. its only the end of NOW in this book but It still continues in the sequel.There is still one more chapter left to read . The sequel name is given there.

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