Knock knock

I open my eyes and slowly move out of bed on hearing someone knock on the door.

   After lunch I started feeling dizzy so I came to my room to take rest and like that only I fell asleep.now who on earth just woke me up.

I open the door to see Harry standing in front of me

H "did I disturb you"

Me "yes"

H"oh I'm sorry.i thought you'd have woken up by this"

I "it's okay..Now y did u wake me up?"

H "I wanna tell you sth"

I "come in"

I walk back in and sit on my bed and he follows my moves and sits beside me.

I "soo"

H "On Sunday I have a concert in London which I have to attend but I don't want to.Our tickets -"

I "our?"

H "yeah me and the boys"

I feel a bit sad cuz he is not taking me but ik he can't

H "so as I was saying our ticket have been booked for tomorrow night at 11 o'clock so I'll be leaving tomorrow"

I "when will u come back?"

H "Idk maybe weeks later or a month later cuz I have continuous shows.Hey but don't worry I'll have some here too that time u could come for it and we'll have fun.What u say?"

"OK" I fake a smile and look down trying hard not to cry

He senses my feelings and puts his hand on my chin making me look at him

H "I don't wanna leave you too but it's my job I can't help it .You will stay here.Mum,Lottie,Marcel and Charlie are here with you-"

Me "Sofia?"

H "oh she's going back to London too cuz she too has concerts."

Me "oh"

H"don't worry I'll call u or we'll video chat when I'm free OK"

Will I lose him again.

Thinking of it makes me more sad.I cling onto him and burry my head in his chest.He wraps his arms around me which makes me breakdown.

H "shhh it's okay I'll be back ASAP"

I "I'm afraid I'll lose u again Harry.I don't want to lose u again"

H "then come with me"

I realize what I'm saying and our promise and the threat hits my mind.

I can't have him

I pull away and wipe my tears

Me "No No no no I'm sorry I can't I shouldn't.our promise.your married.Don't worry about me I'll be fine..go take care of Kylie.. Don't think too much about me..It's best for you to go. Kylie is in London right?"

H "yes"

Me "Have u told her about me yet?"

H "no I haven't spoken to her"

I close my eyes and taken a deep breath

It's now or never

Me "Let's keep a distance between us Harry...Start spending more time with Kylie.. Please don't think of me and it's okay if u don't call.All I want is u to be happy.."

His eyes start to water

H "For you I'll surly do it and I want u to be happy too..Plz show ur self to the world soon and I want you to start singing too... I'll do everything to make u who u were ..if u need anything plz do call"

Me "yeah I will"

H "Can I have a one last kiss and a hug?"

No Infinity don't

Me "yes"

He crashes his lips on mine and start kissing me like there is no tomorrow ..I wrap my arms around him and hold his tight like I'm gonna lose him.We don't break the kiss we just make it slow and steady.

Oh how I wish I can get him back
Make him mine
Make us last
I want him
Bit it's too late
To ask ...........

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3 weeks later......

Me "Where is Marcel?"

L "he is gone to meet that friend again"

Me "OK"

This as been happening for the past two weeks now.Marcel keeps going out often claiming that he is going to meet his friend but it doesn't sound true.I'm having a slight feeling that  Marcel is betraying me but I'm trying my best not to believe it.

L "penny for your thoughts?"

Me "ah sorry I was just thinking of Harry"

L "oh you can't get ur mind out of the lover boy I see"

Me "No,i mean yes.plz don't tell him this...you know for the fact that I can't have him"

I "yeah I do but don't worry everything will change..And don't worry I won't tell him"

Correctly my phone vibrates.Lottie takes it from the table and smirks as soon as she sees the screen.

Me "who is it?"

L "speak of the devil and it calls"

Me "hey he is not a devil"

L "Chile it's just a saying..here talk to your lover boy I'll go check on Charlie"

Me "Lottie..."

I take the phone from her and attend the call.

H "Hey blondy"

Me "Hey curly fry.How are you?"

H "I'm fine. why didn't you picked up my calls  today?"

Yeah it's true every now and then i try avoiding him trying to maintain distance but it's hard.Avoiding someone u love is not easy.Ever since he left his phone calls were frequent but slowly I started avoiding him and he did to.

Me "it was on silent sorry"

This is what I tell him every time but I know he knows I'm lying but I'm glad he never cross questions.

H "oh..so what are u doing?"

Me "I'm just watching TV will Lottie.What about you?"

H "We've just finished a concert so we are on our way back to the hotel"

Me "oh Have u met Kylie yet"

Yes when Harry when to London Kylie wasn't there she was in Chicago so he didn't meet her but he did speak to her but revealed nothing.

H "No she hasn't come to London yet but I think she is coming here tomorrow or sth"

Me "okay better tell her ASAP"

H "ik ik I will... How is mum and the others?"

Me "they are all fine..what about the boys?"

H "they are fine too..Hey I gotta go now bye."

Me "bye"

I leave the phone back on the table and sigh to myself...

"Amber will u come here honey" He lady on the TV says gaining my attention...I look at the girl on TV who is named Amber..Her black hair her brown eyes she looks just like her

***
I jump out of the car rushing into church not waiting for anyone.I pass many mourning people as I walk down the aisle.finally making my way to the coffin laid out.I kneel beside it and breakdown down into tears.

"Why Amber? Why did you leave me and go?" I sob examining her body.

She is dressed in a pretty white dress and her skin looks so pale.Plus there are some bruises on her skin which God knows how come

I feel someone's hand on my shoulder.I just ignore it and keep crying.The same hands pull me into them and I find myself crying in the chest of the unknown persons chest.

"It's okay..she's in a better place now" I recognize the voice at once.

Pull away for the boy I love and look around to find a elderly lady and man plus a boy with blonde hair crying by her coffin which I know for sure is her parents and her brother.I walk up to them and place my hand on the lady's shoulder.At once she engulfs me in an hug and cries on my shoulder..

"She is so young my girl.She should not have died so young" the woman tries to say while crying.

"Do u know how she died?" I manage to ask

She pulls away and looks at me

"The cops claim that she was addicted to drugs and that night she had taken a heavy dosage which caused her dead" she says

"What abt those bruises?" I enquire

"They say that she must have gotten into a fight"

Me "that's not true.that night she was with us and after that she left to go home.plus she wasn't under drugs and I don't think she smokes weed"

"But that's what the police claim" she says in disbelief.

"I'm so sorry for the loss" I Whisper

"It's okay"

I go close to her coffin and Kiss her forehead.

Me "rest in peace"

***

I zap out of the flashback when I hear the front door opening.I look at around to see Marcel entering.

Me "Where did u go?"

M "I went to meet a friend"

This is it I'm not buying his lies anymore..

I stand up and make up way to him stoping him in his tracks

Me "seriously Marcel where the hell were you?"

M "I'm serious I did go meet my friend"

Me "oh is it OK fine what's his name?"

He hesitate but is quick to respond

M "Tyson"

Me "May I speak to this friend of yours?"

M "I don't have his number"

Me "oh so u see him almost everyday and u don't have is number..plz Marcel my ears are already bored. So tell me the tr-"

M "I am-"

"DON'T LIE" I scream

It's him now everything is clear he is the one helping them out if not how would have Jade got to know I'm with Harry.

Marcel is one hand with Alice

All the love all time he was nice it's one big lie...

I take steps backwards with tears pouring from my eyes

"U U U R ONE HAND WITH THEM.How could u betray me..I trusted u"

M "Plz Infinity trust me I'm not betraying u and I'm not one hand with them"

He tries touching me but I flinch

Me "Don't touch me..it's is u..if not how could have Jade know I'm alive and here"

L "Infinity what's happening?"

I have to leave this place isn't safe anymore.

I run to the table and take my phone.I then run to my room ignoring all the calls of my name.I lock the door behind me..I sit on my bed trying to think things out.

"Infinity open the door"

What if they r coming to get me

"Infinity trust me I'm doing sth for ur good"

Should I leave

"Baby plz open the door"

I take my phone and type on a message.

'Just leave me alone...I need some time to think...plz don't tell Harry anything'

And I send it to Lottie.very soon I hear her phone ring and I hear her reading the message out loud.Soon all the call subsides.I take my phone and decide to record a voice message just in case I'm abt to die today I may send it to him.

"Hey Harry..If u receive this it means I'm dead..I just want tell u one thing. I love you so so much and I really wish to live with you but I know it will never happen.Plz forget about me and live happily with Kylie. Right now I'm so scared all I want is you.To hold u and Kiss u but I'm afraid today is my last.I love you more that anything in this world that I sacrificed it for you to be happy so plz don't make my sacrifice go to vain.I love you baby I always will.I hope if I'm reborn again I must be born as your Love again but our life must be less complicated...see u again"

To be continued....

Wow Cliffhanger.....

What do u thing, Is Marcel a villain or cupcake ?

What will happen next?

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