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My love for you is just unexplainable that I'm so afraid if I tell you , you will hate me forever'

Harry's POV :

Me "Infinity its getting late.Can we leave"

No reply

Me "Infinity"

No reply.

I hold her tight and turn on my side so that she is beside me in my arms now.I look at her cute adorable face and I notice she is snoring and her eyes are closed.
She's sleeping .

Me "Infinity"

No reply

I pat her arm lightly to conform if she is fast asleep and I'm right.Tears start streaming down my eyes

"I love you so much baby " I whisper. "I love you so much.Its not like how you would think though its true and pure unexplainable love.I'm so afraid to tell you this when ur awake cuz I know you'll never love me the way I do.I can't stop loving you ..You know its hard to love someone you don't love and when you love someone else."

I kiss her forehead.
              Everything I said now is real.I do love Infinity but I know she won't see me the way I do.When she kissed me before I felt complete.When her lips met mine it was not a mistake I kissed her .It was true I was waiting for her lips for a every long time.

  I slowly pull my hand from under her.I get up and dust myself. I bend down and put one arm under Infinity's neck and the other under her thighs and lift her up .I start walking with her in my arms to the car. I open the door carefully without dropping and Waking up her.I get in and set her body so that she is sitting on my lap and her shoulder is resting in my arm.I close the car door with my free hand.

J "She's sleeping"

Me "yes"

J "shall we go"

Me "yes"

And he starts the engine

Me "thank you Mr.Mark for your help"

J "Its my pleasure to join two love birds"

Me "Mr.Mark I told you she'll never love me "

J "what if she does"

Me "I hope"

J "uhmm me too"

I wrap my free arm around her and hold her tight.I rest my chin and her head and close my eyes.
   Soon I feel her jerk in my arms.I take out one hand from her.She slowly opens her eyes and looks at me.

I "I fell asleep right"

Me "yeah"

I "hmm"

She rests her head on my chest and continues her good night sleep.

Infinity's POV :

Morning.....

I put on my clothes getting ready to go to Lottie's house.Yes I need to talk to her.Once ready I walk out of my room to bump into Harry.I look up at him to see he is dressed up to

"Where are you going" we both ask together

I chuckle and he giggles

"Michael's house, You?"I lie

H "Tim's house "

Me "oh"

H "can I drop you"

Me "Ok"

Since Michael stays in the same apartment as Louis I was able to tell her name.

We walk to the hall to meet an emotional Anne.She always gets emotional when she watches serials.I giggle at the scene making Anne zap out of the serial world.

A "where are you two off to ?"

Me "Friends house"

A"OK"

H&me "bye mum"

A "bye"

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I get down from the car and wave goodbye to Harry.I turn around and walk into the apartment in front of me.

      I knock on the door and at once the front door is opened by Louis.

L "Infinity whatcha doing here"

Me "I came to see Lottie"

L "Oh okay come in"

I walk into his house to be created by his mum

J "well Hello Infinity. How have you been?"

Me "Fine Mrs.Tomlinson"

J "That's good"

L "Lottie is in her room"

Me "ok thanks.I'll go see her."

L "okay"

I go to Lottie's room to find her reading a book.

Me "Uhm Lottie"

She turns around and looks at me shocked.But gets up and greats me with a hug

L "come in"

I go in and sit on her bed.she pulls a stool and sits in front of me on it.

L "wanna have anything"

Me "no its okay"

L "So what brings you here"

Me "I came her to tell you to take care of Harry.Don't ever make him cry.I won't be here for a month so you only must take care of him.see that he eats and sleeps and nothing harms him.and see that he doesn't involve in any fight"

L " Okay but why are you telling me all this"

Me "Because you love him"

L "I don't understand"

Me "Don't lie Lottie I know you and Harry are dating "

My eyes become glossy but she bursts into laughter

L "what makes you say that"

Me "Because I saw you guys kiss in the classroom "

L "what! When"

Me "when I was told about the trip.in the evening "

L "Oh Infinity We were not kissing.Dust went into my eyes and Harry was blowing my eyes"

Me "Don't lie"

I chock in tears

L "I'm not lying"

Me "then why were u angry with him after the competition and why r u guys so close"

L "see After I broke up with Charlie-"

Me "Charlie is your ex"

L "yes we used to chat on Twitter and after that we went out but it didn't go to well.Then when I joined your school I saw him there and I wanted him back. I tried talking to him but he said we wouldn't work out.I new he is lying because he is told to never look at me by his family because of my mum since I have no Dad and that's y we broke up at first.that day I was crying because of what Charlie said and that's when Harry saw me and asked me what's wrong.I told him everything and he said he'll help me.We started acting close just to irritate Charlie which I guess is working. And the reason I was angry with him is because Harry told Charlie that I still love him.I don't love Harry in a way you see infinity we r just friends"

Me "Then why didn't you tell me"

L "I'm so Infinity I didn't know you'll think like this.I just didn't want anyone to know that's why"

I wipe my tears and stand up ready to leave

Me "I'm sorry I mistook you'll. Please don't tell Harry this and that I came here "

L "okay .Can I ask you sth"

Me "yes."

L"If u so caring on him why r u leaving to London"

Me "Because I thought you two were in love"

L "I can't understand."

Me "I love him Lottie and I know he'll never love me.I thought he moved on so I wanted to move on too thats why I agreed to go"

L "oh Infinity I'm so sorry"

Me "its okay just don't tell Harry. Then he'll stop me I can't back out now you know."

L "ok I won't don't worry"

Me "I must go now "

L "okay bye.Have a safe journey"

Me "thanks"

I walk out of her room and Go to the Hall

Me "LOU don't tell Harry I was here"

L "OK"

Me "bye Lou bye Mrs.Tommo"

J & L "bye Infinity"

I leave the apartment crying.

'  I'm such a fool. I shouldn't have agreed for this.I should have trusted when Lou said they weren't dating.I should have trusted Harry.Now I'm in between Charlie and Lottie.I gotta See Charlie tomorrow and talk to him.'

A car stops beside me zapping me from my thoughts. I wipe my face at once knowing who it was.The door opened and I got in.I didn't dare to look at Harry. I couldn't I feel so guilty that I can't even look at him.

H "Infinity"

I lay my head on his chest and hug him forgetting about the guilt I feel.

Me "I'm sorry"

H "for what"

Me "for going to London"

H "No problem"

Me "I'll miss you"

H"I'll miss you too"

He pulls away and  holds face

H "why are you crying "

Me "Its nth its just I'll miss u"

He wipes my tears with his thumb

H "Don't worry I'll call u everyday.I won't let you feel alone"

Me "Can we go out somewhere"

H "where do you want to go?"

Me"Amusement park"

Harry frowns.He hates amusement park because he is scared of rides and heights. But I ask him because ik  he'll agree for me

H "Okay"

H "Jake go to the amusement park and also call mum and tell her.I didn't bring my phone"

J "Ok my boy"

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Me and Harry go straight to his room and lay in bed not caring to change as we are so tired.Today was awesome at the amusement park.We had so much fun.

  We cuddle up with each other making ourselves comfortable

Me "are you coming to the airport"

H "No I can't if I come I'll cry and stop you"

Me "Okay.uhm Harry"

H "hmm"

Me "I'm leaving in the morning to Charlie's house.I gotta sort some things with him.From his house I'll go straight to the airport"

H "awe why? Did u tell mum"

Me "I have to its urgent.And yeah I'll tell her in the morning and leave."

H "okay.I'm sorry I'm-"

Me "its okay I understand don't worry mum will be there anyways"

H "okay"

He kisses my temple

Me "I love you curly"

H "I love you to Blondy"

To be continued...

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