Lastly:

9) Jimin wouldn't let Yoongi see him change

10) Jimin would refuse to shower with Yoongi

11) Jimin would sometimes sleep in the living room or in another bedroom

12) Jimin wouldn't have sex with Yoongi

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9)

Yoongi walked into the room as Jimin was changing.

"Ahhh! Get out!"

"Why?" Yoongi sat on the bed.

"Because I'm changing. Now go."

"But I've seen you naked before." Yoongi was on his phone typing.

Jimin blushed. "Go."

"Fine."

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10)

"Jiminie, come and take a shower."

"I'll go after you."

"Why not together? It'll reduce the water bill."

"Go ahead and bathe I'm busy."

"Okay."

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11)

Yoongi woke up and saw that Jimin wasn't on the bed with him. So he decided to look for Jimin.

When he found him, Jimin was sleeping on the couch in the living room.

This had been happening for the past week. Yoongi started to worry that Jimin was sleep walking.

He carried Jimin upstairs to their bed without realizing how light Jimin was.

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12)

Yoongi hovered above Jimin who squirmed over the bed.

"Jiminie, pleaseee?"

Jimin shook his head.

"Why not? We haven't fucked in forever."

"We could wait until we're married."

"Don't give me that bullshit." Yoongi growled.

"I know. I don't feel to."

Yoongi moved from on top of Jimin. "You always say that."

Jimin sighed. "I'm sorry." he whispered but Yoongi didn't hear it.

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Mini Chapter 17

Yoongi had enough. He was worrying to much.

Was Jimin sleep walking?

Did Jimin not love him anymore?

Was Jimin....cheating?

So many questions ran through his mind as he walked upstairs.

He stopped at the bathroom door. It was slightly ajar and Jimin was inside.

Maybe he could finally tell what was wrong.

Yoongi peeped inside and what he saw shocked him.

Jimin was standing in front of the mirror but this Jimin was different.

This Jimin stared at himself with judging eyes.

This Jimin was really, really thin.

This Jimin was not Jimin.

His waist, his chest, his legs, his arms even his cheeks. Everything was so thin. Like toothpicks. He had a huge thigh gap. It was terrible.

Yoongi stumbled backwards and ran for his phone.

He was dizzy. He was in tears. He dialed a number and the person picked up.

"Hello. Yoongi? Are you there?"

"I-its J-jimin."

"Yoongi breathe. What about him?"

"He..he's a-anore-xic a-again."

"N-nea? Y-you still th-ere?"

"Give me 2 minutes."

She hung up.

So this was why. It hurt Yoongi that Jimin thought he was fat.

It hurt Yoongi that he was anorexic again.

But what hurt the most was that Yoongi wasn't a good enough boyfriend to let Jimin realize how beautiful he was.

"Yoonie, come. Breakfast is ready."

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Soooo...

I think I made it pretty obvious.

Anyway while I was writing Chapter 16 pt 3, Fire was playing and I was hyped.

But when I started to write chapter 17, let go started to play and it killed my mood.

Oh well.

Love you!  If no one does I do! 😇💖

~니아