Jungkook's POV

I watched Hoseok wrap his arm around Tae's waist. I let out a sigh and ran my fingers through my hair. I looked away from them to avoid eye contact.

They both sat down in front of me.

"What's up with the arm around Tae thing", Jimin asked.

Hoseok smiled.

"We're dating", he said.

I immediately looked at him, but showed no expression.

"R-Really?", Yoongi said.

Hoseok nodded. Tae avoided eye contact from me. I wanted to pull his chin to face me and ask him if this was true...but I can't.

"So you've finally confessed", Namjoon said.

"I'm going to the restroom real quick", Yoongi said.

Yoongi's POV

"You're doing great Yoongi, take deep breaths", I said to myself.

I looked at myself in the mirror and bit my lip to hold back the tears. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

Do not cry! Min Yoongi does not cry!

I opened my eyes, which made my tears fall. I sniffed a little while letting out a shaky breath. I wiped my tears away, but they just kept on falling.

"Why doesn't he have feelings for me?"

I've changed my hair and my clothes..I even lost weight just for him. Why doesn't he notice me?

I hate this.

I hate their relationship.

But I can't hate Tae..

"Yoongi, what's wrong?", Jin asked.

"H-Huh?..O-Oh nothing", I said quickly while wiping my tears.

"Yoongi..you can tell me"

"..I can't, I'm sorry Jin"

He sighed and pulled me into a hug.

"Alright, but you better tell me next time", he said while rubbing my back softly.

I loved the feeling...I wish I was in Hoseok's arms.

Taehyung's POV

I excused myself and walked out the cafeteria. I crouched down and hugged my knees to my chest.

Jungkook seems like he doesn't care.

I still have feelings for Jungkook...but Hoseok and I just started dating, I can't just leave him so suddenly.

I looked at my wrist and wrapped my hand around it.

I've gotten skinnier.

I haven't been eating well for awhile. It's not that I'm starving myself or anything..I just don't have the appetite.

"Why are you out here?", Namjoon asked.

I looked up at him and back at the floor. I didn't respond. He crouched down to my level.

"What's wrong?"

I let out a sigh.

"Mix feelings, that's all", I said.

He nodded.

"Alright alright", he said.

He sat down criss cross in front of me. I did the same and started fiddling with my fingers.

"You still have feelings for Jungkook?"

I nodded slowly.

"Tae, do you even realize how much Jungkook wanted you to go away"

I didn't answer.

"Well..he realized his mistake, alright? But why would you still have feelings for someone when they would do that to you?"

I still didn't answer.

"I can't help you if you're not going to answer"

I let out another sigh and looked at him.

"I've had feelings for him for the past years...it's hard to forget about it", I said.

"..Understandable"

I looked back down and started fiddling with my fingers again.

"Let me ask you this..do you even have feelings for Hoseok?"

I hesitated to answer.

"...No...but I'll learn to grow feelings for him...if it helps me forget about Jungkook"

"Honestly Tae, Jungkook has been hurting, he doesn't show it because he doesn't know how to show his feelings...but for Hoseok, don't just use him, alright? He's actually happy that he's with you"

"I'm not using him", I said.

"I know I know, but just be careful"

Jungkook's POV

He still has feelings for me...

I smiled a little, but soon went back to my straight face and walked back to the others.