I walked towards the others and sat down in front of Jungkook. He's been so..I don't want to say mean, but rude lately to me. I didn't do anything to him though, why does he hate me so much?

Sometimes I try to talk to him about it, but he just glares at me or walks away from me. I also try to get along with him, but it doesn't work most of the time.

I sighed and leaned back into my chair.

Am I being too annoying?

"You okay?", Jimin asked.

I nodded and gave him a soft smile. He stared at me for awhile, then turned back to talk with the others.

"Jungk-"

"Shut up", he said irritatedly.

I flinched a little. It does hurt me that he hates me so much. All I want to do is talk to him about it.

"Yah, why are you so rude?", Jin said.

Jungkook rolled his eyes and took his phone out. I sighed and looked down at my hands.

Well I'm just going to admit it. I do like him a lot...well not like, but love. I hate hiding these feelings. The others don't know about this.

Sometimes I just want to tell someone about my feelings. I want to tell them how I'm so stressed. I want to just let all my feelings out.

It's not that I don't trust the others, I just don't want them to think that I'm trying to make them feel bad for me. Jungkook did say that I'm only hanging out with them for attention.

All the things he says to me hurts me so badly. I even cry because of it sometimes. I hate it when I cry.

"You sure you're okay? You've been spacing out for awhile", Jimin said.

I looked at him quickly and nodded with a smile.

"Y-Yeah, I'm okay"

"Tae, don't lie"

"Fine, I'm not okay because I'm hungry, let's go get something to eat"

He chuckled and got up.

"Why didn't you tell me before? I was hungry as heck too, I just didn't want to go alone", he said.

I smiled and followed him to the food section.

Jungkook's POV

I watched Jimin and Tae walk away. I scoffed and looked back at my phone.

He's always looking for attention, huh? Everyone likes him, I don't know why. I get that he's a social butterfly, but that doesn't mean he's special or anything.

"What's wrong with you?", Yoongi asked.

"Nothing, why?", I said.

"You're always so rude to Tae..only Tae, why? Did he do something to you?"

The conversation caught the others attention. I sighed and put my phone away.

"Isn't he annoying to you guys?"

"No, why would he be annoying?", Jin said.

"It's just..his whole self is annoying, don't you guys think about him leaving? I mean, it would've been more quieter"

"I don't like it when it's quiet, it doesn't feel right", Hoseok said.

Well of course he would say that, he's always the happy one here.

Taehyung's POV

Jimin and I sat down with our food. Well Jimin grabbed more food then me, I only got myself a bag of chips.

"You only grabbed a bag of chips?", Jimin said.

"Well I'm not that hungry, just a little"

He handed me a sandwich. I smiled softly at him and took it. Jungkook scoffed while looking at me.

"You're always looking for attention..so pathetic", he said.

My heart shattered a little. I don't like it when I'm being called pathetic or some other names. It brings back those memories.

I set the sandwich down with shaky hands.

I hate these feelings. I hate crying for him all the time. I hate how I'm always being annoying. I just hate it!...I mostly hate how much I love him.

He's right, I am pathetic. Hiding these feelings. Trying to be happy all the time. Giving everyone fake smiles every single day.

I'm so pathetic..