TW: detailed written sex scene.

I had such a hard time to write this chapter. It was so much more difficult than the MinChan one. And I'm not really happy with it but I couldn't bring myself to rewrite it. So I hope you like it, I'm sorry if you don't.

Quote for this chapter:
"All in baby don't hold nothing back
Wanna take control, ain't Nothing wrong with that"

Alright, crawling back under the bed from still_mess
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Changbin was incredibly nervous. His hands were sweating and the most questionable thoughts were buzzing around in his head.

He carefully laid Jisung on the bed and then looked at the younger uncertainly for a moment.

He really wanted to make sure that it was also nice for Jisung, but didn't know if he could manage that.

"Come here," Jisung murmured and pulled Changbin to him.

Their lips met passionately.

Although Jisung and Changbin had actually planned to take it slow, both were already quite aroused.

Finally, Changbin detached himself from Jisung and carefully pulled him up.

"May I... uhm... do we want to undress?" he asked and wished his voice had sounded safer.

Jisung bit his lower lip with a grin and nodded.

After Changbin took off his shirt, Jisung stroked his upper body, towards his pants and unbuttoned them.

Changbin slowly brushed it off and dropped it on the floor before he looked at Jisung questioningly.

After he nodded, Changbin took off his pants and then pulled Jisung to himself.

Demandingly, their lips met again and while Changbin Jisung simply held on the waist, the younger was less reserved. Let his hands wander to Changbin's butt and pressed himself against him.

Changbin groaned.

"Baby... I want you..." he murmured and blushed instantly.

Without a word, Jisung pulled Changbin to bed with him.

He also felt insecure. But unlike Changbin, not because he didn't know how to have sex with him, but because he had never had sex with anyone apart from Minho.

But Changbin was incredibly gentle and loving and Jisung knew he could trust him.

For a moment they just lay next to each other and looked at each other.

Changbin gently stroked Jisung's upper body and felt the younger's heart racing.

"Would you rather stop?" he asked quietly.

Jisung bit his lip and shook his head.

Even if he felt a little insecure, he still wanted Changbin very much. It was really a long time since he and Minho had had sex for the last time and he really wanted to have sex again.

"I... uhm... do I need to prep you?" Changbin asked, blushing.

Jisung grinned crookedly and shook his head.

Changbin nodded uncertainly and didn't really know what to do.

"Come on, handsome. Earlier you weren't so reserved either," Jisung said, bent over to Changbin and bit him in the neck.

As if he had changed a switch at Changbin, something changed in the view of the older one and before Jisung knew it, Changbin was above him.

He rushed so that all his weight was not on Jisung, pressed his pelvis against that of Jisung and kissed him.

Grinning, he detached himself from Jisung again and bit him in the throat.

Moaning, Jisung bent towards him and drilled his nails into Changbin's back.

Changbin licked over the sensitive skin and then looked for the next place to bite.

Jisung wanted to stretch out to him and bite him too, but Changbin pushed him back to bed.

Looked for the next spot and sucked on the sensitive skin until a dark red spot appeared.

Satisfied, Changbin stroked his thumb over it and then continued his way from Jisung's neck, over his upper body, to the waistband of his boxer shorts.

Once there, he straightened up and looked at Jisung.

He had clawed his hands into the sheet and bit his lower lip.

When he noticed Changbin's look, he nodded.

He gently rubbed over Jisung's erection before finally taking off his boxer shorts.

"Yours is still missing," Jisung moaned and his voice sounded throaty and demanding.

Changbin hesitated for a second, but then took off his boxer shorts and was immediately back over Jisung.

Panting, they pressed against each other and looked into each other's eyes for a moment.

"Baby, are you sure you want that?" Changbin asked gently.

Jisung nodded, pulled Changbin to him and kissed him longingly. Provocatively, he lifted his pelvis and rubbed himself against Changbin.

"Baby, I would love to take you right now if I may," moaned Changbin and buried his fingers in Jisung's hair.

"Then do that," Jisung moaned.

Changbin gently kissed Jisung, detached himself from him and then turned him so that he lay with his back to him.

Changbin gently stroked his back before reaching for the lube and distributing it.

Jisung gasped when he felt Changbin spreading the cool gel between his butt cheeks.

He felt his heart racing and his hands shaking.

"Everything okay, baby? Are you ready," Changbin asked quietly.

Jisung nodded. He bent his leg and buried his hands in the sheet.

Changbin reached for Jisung's hip and held him tight.

He carefully invaded Jisung and they both gasped.

"Fuck," Changbin moaned.

Moaning, Jisung turned towards him, pressed himself against Changbin.

"Deeper," he gasped.

Changbin had planned to take it slow, but it felt incredible to be in Jisung.

He had no idea what he had done wrong the first time, but he felt like he was going crazy.

Jisung was also surprised. On the one hand, it felt very different to have sex with Changbin and on the other hand, he had missed it incredibly.

And suddenly it was as if the knot in his head had burst open. He didn't want gentle, restrained sex.

He had left the chapter behind together with Minho years ago and together they had found out that they were both into hard, wild sex.

"Binnie, fuck me," Jisung gasped and pressed against him again.

Changbin Jisung gently kissed on the neck before increasing the pace.

After a few untargeted thrusts, Changbin had found the right pace and he moaned with Jisung in harmony.

But since he couldn't really build up the pace or intensity that they both wanted and needed, he pushes Jisung so that he lay on his stomach.

Moaning, Jisung stretched out towards him and Changbin increased pace and hardness.

Panting, Jisung pressed his face into the pillow in front of him. He almost forgot how good it felt to be fucked, but he wanted even more.

"Harder, Binnie!" he pressed out moaning.

Changbin's thrust's were now uncontrolled and he felt that he was close to coming.

But he also wanted the Jisung to come and that's why he tried to pull himself together.

"God, baby, you are so tight... you feel so good!"

"Binnie, I need you! Take me harder!" Jisung moaned and tried to stretch out to Changbin even more.

Moaning, Changbin bit his lower lip and tried to pull himself together.

He moaned uncontrollably and although he fucked him harder, he felt that he was close to coming.

Moaning, Jisung reared up and at that moment Changbin hit exactly the point that made Jisung come almost immediately.

"Just there," he gasped.

Moaning, Changbin pushed again and finally came.

He clenched his teeth, pushed again and finally felt everything contracting in Jisung.

Panting, Jisung slumped onto the bed.

He felt incredibly good. As good as it hasn't been for a long time.

Smiling, Changbin looked at him, gently stroked his back and then let himself sink into bed next to him.

Moaning, Jisung turned to him and before he could say anything, Changbin pulled him into his arm.

"Thank you Binnie."

Changbin looked at him questioningly.

"I really thought that something was wrong with me... which was probably the case, but we had sex with each other and I am somehow incredibly grateful to you," Jisung muttered.

Changbin gently stroked his back.

"I'm glad I could help you, baby!" Changbin murmured and smiled lovingly at Jisung.

"It was really good," Jisung murmured and pressed his face against Changbin's shoulder.

"I didn't think I'd ever try again and it would feel so amazing. Thank you baby."

For a while they remained tightly wrapped and enjoyed the closeness of the other.

At some point, Changbin broke away from the younger one and sat up.

"Come on, baby. Let's take a shower," he said gently.

"Mhm," Jisung murmured and let Changbin carry him into the shower.

Changbin gently washed Jisung's hair and his body and after he had washed himself, he carried Jisung back to bed.

"Do you need anything else, baby?" Changbin asked, lovingly brushing through Jisung's hair.

"Will you get Min and Channie and then come cuddle?" he asked quietly.

Smiling, Changbin nodded and made his way into the living room.

Minho and Chan had long since fallen asleep on the sofa, but when Changbin gently stroked Minho's arm, the elder looked at him sleepily.

"Are you coming to bed?"

Minho nodded tired. He got up, lifted Chan up and carried him to bed.

He gently placed him next to Jisung.

Before he put himself in bed, he pulled Changbin to himself.

"Everything all right?" he asked quietly.

Changbin nodded and buried his face on Minho's shoulder.

"Thank you, Binnie!" Minho murmured, lifting his chin and kissing him gently.

"My pleasure..," Changbin murmured and stroked Minho's back.

Smiling, Minho lay down next to Chan, while Changbin lay down next to Jisung. A short time later, they had all fallen asleep.

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