Chapter 36
Changbin and Jisung woke up again at noon and, as in the morning, found themselves alone in bed.
"Slept well, little one?" Changbin asked Jisung lovingly and attracted him.
"Surprisingly yes," Jisung said with a smile and cuddled up to Changbin.
He painted circles lost in his thoughts on Changbin's stomach, while the elder gently stroked his back.
"Binnie?"
"What's up, handsome?"
"Do you think I should go to the therapist tomorrow?"
Changbin thought back and forth about what he should say. He straightened up a bit and looked at Jisung seriously.
"Yes, I think you should go there tomorrow!"
Jisung looked at him curiously.
"Why?"
"Honey, because no one can cope with what you have experienced alone. And I'm not saying that to offend you or because I don't trust you. I just want you to get the help you need. I want you to be well again. And-," Changbin hesitated to say the last sentence. He felt kind of selfish.
"And?"
"And I want to be on stage with you and Chan again... and enjoy the beautiful sides of life together with you," he murmured quietly and cuddled up to Jisung again.
Jisung didn't say anything. Since Chan told him that he had postponed the comeback, he had no longer thought of standing on a stage at all. Or to go back to the studio and make music.
He stared out the window while he felt Changbin breathing nervously behind him. He grabbed Changbin's hand and held it tight. Held on to the older and cuddled a little closer to him.
He grabbed his phone and scrolled through the reactions to the management's statement about his kidnapping.
Their fans were worried and shocked. And somehow the encouragement felt good. Maybe it was exactly what he needed, because he decided to go to the appointment with the therapist.
He wanted to be back on stage with Binnie and Chan someday. Feel the love of the fans. Making music that meant something to people and helped them.
Sighing, he sat up and looked at Changbin.
"I'm going..."
He got up and went to the bathroom. He even managed to look at the choking marks in the mirror without getting a panic attack. They slowly became paler, but still stood out clearly from his light skin.
He took a deep breath, undressed and went in the shower. The warm water felt good and at least for a moment it feels like it would wash the gloomy thoughts away.
While Jisung was in the bathroom, Changbin went in search of Chan and Minho and finally found them snuggled up under a blanket still sitting on the balcony.
Minho held a cup of coffee in his hand, while Chans probably had cocoa.
"Hi," he said with a smile and sat down with the two.
Chan immediately pulled him towards him and kissed him.
"Slept well? Where is Ji and how is he?"
Changbin snuggled up to Chan.
"Yes, we slept well. Ji is in the shower and I think he's doing quite well at the moment."
Minho got up, left the two alone and went to the bathroom. Jisung came out of the bathroom him with just a towel around his hip and smiled when he saw Minho approaching him.
"Hey," he murmured quietly, while Minho took the opportunity to seize Jisung and kissed him.
Grinning, Jisung returned the kiss, while Minho slowly let his hands slide from Jisung's shoulders to his hips. Actually, he would have liked to have dragged the younger into the bedroom with him, but didn't have the feeling that he was ready for it by now. And maybe it was better to wait for the first sessions with the therapist before he would do anything in that direction.
He was all the more surprised that Jisung pushed him against the next best wall and provocatively pressed his hip against Minhos.
Minho moaned and let his hands wander from Jisung's hip to his butt.
The next moment they heard the balcony door open and separated from each other sighing.
"I'm going to get dressed," Jisung muttered and disappeared towards the bedroom.
Minho looked after him regretfully, but still didn't follow him. Sighing, he bit his lower lip and went into the living room, where Chan and Changbin talked quietly about something.
Chan came to him and pulled him in his arms.
"Min, do you think you can handle to be alone till tonight? Binnie and I have to go to the studio unfortunately..."
Minho frowned angrily.
"How much I would like to tell this shitty management what I think about them... But of course. Go there. If anything should happen, I'll call you."
Chan nodded with a smile, kissed Minho on the forehead and went into the entrance to get dressed.
Changbin pulled Minho smiling into his arms.
"He's going. For therapy," he whispered quietly in Minho's ear.
Minho looked at him in surprise and raised his eyebrows questioningly. Changbin nodded with a smile and squeezed Minho briefly against him.
"Thank you... thank you for being there for us!" Minho muttered.
"Always!"
At that moment Jisung came out of the bedroom and had to smile when he saw Minho in Changbin's arm.
"Hey little one, Channie and I have to go to the studio. We'll be back later, okay?"
Jisung nodded, but felt kind of weird. Normally, they were all ordered to the studio together. But he also didn't really know if he would manage to go with them.
With mixed feelings, he said goodbye to the two and then went to Minho with outstretched arms. Minho pulled him into his arm with a smile and gently stroked his back.
"What do you mean, baby, do we want to go out a little?"
"I - I'm not sure..." Jisung muttered with his head lowered.
"We could go out for an ice cream. And if it gets too much for you, we can go home at any time."
Jisung nodded cautiously.
"Let's try..."
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