Abirami starred at her sisters who were having a fun time ,even little Anjali seem to have forgotten all about her murders. It should have been enough to get her to relax instead she was more upset after finding the picture of them together in the newspaper.
The newspaper article had been about DurgaPrasad Maheshwari last rites but the picture they used in the article where of his family and that girl was right beside him holding his hand as if daring her to kill her .
And she still got a week left in the vacation before all of them could return back home and she was scared that by then it would be too late and that girl's memory would have returned and if she pointed her fingers at Abirami then it will be over.
Sometimes she wished that she had never found out about Sanskar, it all happened few weeks after her brother raped her . At first she didnt have this intense urge to harm her brother and her parents for their lack of empathy .
At first she directed the blame towards her and inflicted pain on her own body as she relived the night over and over again ,one day her mother found her with the kitchen knife making small slices in her thigh which resulted in her being sent off to meet a psychiatrist against her wish.
"This is a safe place, whatever you tell will not leave the confines of this wall " was what her psychiatrist told her but she was also paid handsomely by her parents to keep her name from her client list , even at that point her father was more worried about keeping the shukla name from being tainted.
But she was young and hurt that she spoke up ,all about her suppressed anger and hurt . Instead of sharing her hatred ,the psychiatrist only kept glancing at the clock as if it was harder on her to listen ,so the next few visits she stopped talking at all .
And patients confidentiality is all about keeping the names a secret and not the story she learned when the very same psychiatrist who got paid handsomely by her father told Abirami about her first ever patient.
" She was young just like you and her brother in law hurt her when he was drunk and she was here with her husband and pregnant with the kid from the experience as well , she was lucky to find an husband who accepted both the kid and her .
She never told her sister about what happened because she couldn't punish him ,just like why you decided not to file charges against your brother. And what I mean to say is it might seem like a harder thing to forget but few years down the lane you will be able to fully forget it " her psychiatrist told her and it was the most dumbest thing she heard ever but it made her curious about the patient .
There was this constant need for to find the person and see if she saw happy or not , and during her visits she observed how meticulous the doctor had been with keeping records . So one late night she broke in to search her clients file and the names imprinted in her brain Akansha Maheshwari , Varun Maheshwari and DurgaPrasad Maheshwari .
It had been enough for her to search online about them and find that the person she hoped will be happy was long dead but the son had been alive and she noticed his name Sanskar Maheshwari,and felt upset on his behalf that he had to grew up under the man who raped his mother just like her .
It was another tidbit her father thrown at her during those days " Your mother got over it once I settled her with a hefty sum ,tell me what you want to get over it " had been his exact words which showed Abirami more about her father than ever.
And she felt the injustice so keenly ,she began to believe they should be the one who needs to die not her and that was the start of her obsession with books on crime genre ,and she poured long hours watching crime movies and thrillers .
Each time someone dies in the movie she pictured her parents face instead which brought her a great relief and few years later ,she stumbled upon Rajeev book and at first it had been curiosity that made her search about his real name and because she can do so .
And when she stumbled upon his name ,she felt the connection like he was made for her . And began to focus more on him than her revenge ,soon he was so vital for her happiness .
Now that she had her revenge against her parents and he finally got to know what a despicable man ,his biological father was, she hoped it would pave way from him to understand her better and yet he was still with that girl as if she didnt exist to him . And it made her angry enough to visualize killing that girl thousand times and she promised to make it as painful as possible this time around .
Before that there is the tiny bit of problem which is the fact she needs one of her sister to take the fall and it was why she begin to pen down the next email revealing part of herself to him in hopes the clues will lead him straight to the sister ,she planned to take the fall .
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Sanskar was exhausted as they drove back home, the day events still haunted him. His Shona was close to death yet again because of him not that she listened to his word when he asked her to run ,his daughter was asleep in shona's lap while Dida choose to stay with her daughter.
Everyone in the family were shocked by Sakshi's mom today and none more than dida who broke down right with her daughter . It was fortunate no one had been harmed tonight yet Sanskar can't forget how Swara stood before him in the face of danger.
He was glad that Asha wasn't around to see that incident as his little girl was in Laksh old playroom with Ragini who was the only one who missed the incident.
Once he placed his daughter into her bed, he turned to face swara prepared to give her a scold for scaring him like that but his words failed when she launched herself to him as soon as he stepped inside their room
" I was so scared ,what were you thinking walking towards the gun like that ,have you gone mad " She kept speaking in between tears as she continued to punch his chest slightly and he couldn't say a word in between as she continued to hold her in his arms .
"I am sorry Shona ,but promise you will never get between the gun and me . That you will run when I say so " he asked which made her glare right back at him as she demanded if he would run if she asked him too
" Shona ,it different " he told her but she refused to listen to him . And he gave up trying to convince her and hoped that she never has to make such decision in the future as well
That night he held her a little closer to him when they fell asleep unwilling to think about his uncle suicide letter or his death and refused to contemplate about his parents as well .
But when the morning came ,the thoughts came crashing down his brain , he didn't know how long he has been lying in the bed starring at the ceiling trying to unravel the mystery around his birth when her voice got his attention to the fact she was awake as well .
" What were you thinking Sanskar ?" She asked him as she cuddled closer to him .
" My parents, I always assumed there were love match and I have noticed the tension between my dad and bade papa when we visit which happens once every year but I was a child and I didnt fully understand any of it . It just doesnt make sense yet it the truth and how does she know about my family when even bade maa doesnt know about it " Sanskar spoke up as his mind continued to try to fit the pieces together.
" I don't know Sanskar, let not begin the day by thinking about her. Let me check on Asha " his Shona answered back as she kissed his forehead before getting out of the bed and he knew she was right and yet he felt like the answer was within his grasp.
Then he remembered something ,he had been about six years old and he remembered that his mother was pregnant and everyone in the house were excited about the new baby and he remembered the day she lost the baby ,his father asked him to stay in the room that night because his mother was upset .
" I lost the child because I loved it , it was our child Varun ,ours not tainted by anything else " her mother words that he happen to overhear that night made no sense to a six year old yet it means so much more now .
And he also remembered his mother crying by his bedside when he had been sick few years later and she would stay by his side thought out the night and would keep telling him that she loves him and wants him in her life that he shouldn't leave her .
Back then ,he didnt understand them either and now he does as he could see him from the eyes of his mother. She loved him and he had no doubt about that and so did his father but there were always the hints about the past that he never fully grasped until now .
And the notification sound of his phone made him open the email she sent him early in the morning which clued him finally on how she knows about her parents.
" Dear Sanskar ,
Were you terribly upset with me about the last mail , it wasnt fair that he continued to live when your mother died don't you think and I believe his death will free you from your past just like my parents death
I will never hold your past against you Sanskar ,just like you can't hold it against me . I wasnt born a killer ,the world changed me into one . I went thought the same you know like your mother ,someone I trusted betrayed me and when I found out about your mother from the psychiatrist, I realized that it wasnt fair that those monster get to roam Scott free . They need to be killed Sanskar and I don't regret killing them "
Yours
Miss X
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Juanita Reid
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