he wanted to feel less lonely.
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JIN:
"after my death,
i began to see
how my brother
was suffering inside."

JIN:
"he could hide
it well at first but slowly,
it became noticeable."

JIN:
"he moved so he could live
by himself and everyone
thought it was a good thing."

JIN:
"but it wasn't."

JIN:
"he was bashing
himself up everyday
with pain and sleeping
pills. that was when i realised
that i had to help him."

NAMJOON:
"by writing on the mirror-"

NAMJOON:
"with his blood."

NAMJOON:
"i mean you could
have used a marker
or something-"

JIN:
"i didn't think of
that at the time.
i was desperate."

JIN:
"he bleeds a lot once
he cuts himself."

JIN:
"i thought maybe
it would set off
alarm bells in him
by writing in his blood."

JIN:
"but he remains indifferent."

JIN:
"it's as if...
he is used to it."

NAMJOON:
"so i'm guessing that
you're the one who
bandaged him right?"

JIN:
"correct."

NAMJOON:
"i can't believe my boyfriend
has been dealing with
all of this by himself....
he never told me anything."

JIN:
"he didn't want
to be a burden
to you."

JIN:
"plus you did
scar him from your
last arguement."

JIN:
"you just had to
say he's an insensitive
person who doesn't give
a shit about others-"

NAMJOON:
"i said it without
thinking! i'm sorry."

NAMJOON:
"erm thanks for
the reminder."

NAMJOON:
"you must be angry
at me for that right?"

JIN:
"angry?"

JIN:
"angry at you?
for what?"

NAMJOON:
"how i messed
up with your brother."

NAMJOON:
"i was an idiot
for saying those
things to him."

NAMJOON:
"i'm sorry...."

JIN:
"but namjoon,
my brother..."

JIN:
"you knew taehyung?"

JIN:
"i never told you
about him, did i?"

NAMJOON:
"jin? o-oh,
i must be talking
to myself!"

NAMJOON:
"forget about
what i said."

JIN:
"you're hiding
something from me?"

JIN:
"what did
you say to him?"

NAMJOON:
"jin, it was just
me talking to myself-"

JIN:
"are you lying
to me again?"

JIN:
"you are, right?"

「seokjin's expression hardens」

JIN:
"get out."

NAMJOON:
"w-wait! i can explain!"

NURSE:
"hello mister,
it's time for the
patient's daily checkup."

NURSE:
"could you give
give the patient
a minute?"

NAMJOON:
"ah..... alright."

「seokjin hides under covers while namjoon apologetically leaves the room」

NAMJOON:
"d-damn it."

NAMJOON:
"he must be really
angry at me for that."