36. War Of Hormones

#Warning: mature content n violent scenes

Seokjin’s P.O.V.

Feels like a dream…a dream I can’t seem to wake up from…

“Tae…Taehyung…?” My voice is like an echo underwater…I don’t think he can hear me but I can feel him very close…his scent like a shroud blanketing me…

I can feel his large warm hands touching me, harsh heavy breaths at my neck and teeth grazing and nipping at my skin but I can’t tell if I’m imagining it or is it real…

“Tae-hyung…?” It feels as if I’m drowning in him and yet I want to grasp at him to ensure myself that he’ll save me…

Something wet tickles my face, I feel heat against my skin and short but heavy content rumbles at my ear…he licks at my jaw before moving to my throat, needily leaving his scent all over me. A hum escapes me as I feel content and cosy to realize what he is doing.

Feels like he is grooming me, it’s a show of ultimate affection and a way of saying that I am dear to him…although it’s quite common among mates but very unusual for him. He’s never done this before, he usually scents me to ensure his claim and possessiveness over me.

“Ahmm..” my blurry brain falls deeper into the haze of his dominating pheromones as I feel shivers run through me and realize he is lapping at the mark on my neck before he sucks on it greedily. I look for something to hold on to as my mind feels like it is slipping out of my control completely.

My fingers weave into his hairs in their own volition, his scent is making me breathless and need churns within me beyond my control.

He purrs at my neck, the sound odd to me as it vibrates at the back of his throat and creates more heavy rumbles in his chest. Feathery kisses rain on my skin, his mouth nimble as it moves over my chest and his tongue takes time tasting me, it’s so unnaturally comforting as he keeps grooming and letting me know that he is doing this for me, to make me feel good and pampering me…so so comforting that I feel even more sleepy as I snuggle into his warmth, my mind slips deeper into the trance and I’m consumed by a shadowy darkness…

“My omega…you smell so sweet love…” the heavy hum in his voice is the last thing I hear…






“Seokjin-ah…?”  

My eyes snap open at the voice by my head to see Ha-yoon look at me, her eyes a little concerned as she stares at me.

“Ah y-yes..what…” I blink trying to understand what is going on as I realize I’m still in bed, and slowly sit up. Almost instantly the cold hits me and it’s then I notice that I’m naked till my waist. My eyes fly wide as I gulp to myself in embarrassment, pulling the covers close as I try to hide from her eyes the obvious marks he had etched all over my chest. 

“It’s ok, don’t be embarrassed about it…it’s natural for him to leave his marks on you” and her words made me feel even more embarrassed.

She sighed “I need to talk to you darling…I know Taehyung thinks being his mate you are bound to abide and help him but if you are hesitant then you may choose whether you want to help him through it or not…”

I’m not sure what she means, I have already accepted his claim over me…accepted the bond as well.

“Help him through what?”

“He is going into rut Seokjin-ah, and his wolf is trying to lure you in…” the words made me go silent for a while as I realized now what he was doing this morning, the affectionate touches, the grooming and all…true his pheromones were so strong. His wolf was trying to show his care and ardent need for me…he is inviting me to see if my regard to him is equal or not…that’s…umm actually kinda nice…better than how demanding he usually is.

“I know you do not have much idea about how alphas are during their ruts…but what troubles me more is that I won’t be much of a help…he can be pretty greedy and demanding when he wants something…”
I frown up at her to understand and I guess she realised the question in my eyes.

“Yeah…your alpha’s ruts aren’t normal Seokjin-ah…there have been times I’ve had to keep him chained and unfed till his rut passed, and now that he’s mated he wants to spend it with you…his wolf is going to try harder to lure you and trap you to give in to him…might even force you into heat to ensure you won’t be denying him” she nods to see me a little surprised with her words “yes he can actually do that, you see his trueblood dominates his senses during his rut and it will try to connect with your omega, in every possible way…”

“He can make me go into heat?” My mind floods with the memory of my last heat and I pale, that was one ugly kind of mess. The question makes her go even more serious and she inhales deeply before continuing.

“Not just you…his trueblood in rut makes anyone and everyone around submit to him, it’s the reason he needed to be kept chained. Anyone around him goes into the same delirious frenzy because his trueblood demands them to abide by its needs and would fulfil its urges on anyone it chooses…it’s not something he can control. However, I came to talk because I think now that you’re mated to him, his wolf is going to try everything possible to spend it with you…I’m not even sure if chaining him will work…”

Ok…that’s definitely not great news, his trueblood sounds utterly beastly…and honestly, I am a little scared but even more than that I feel an odd gnawing of discomfort inside me to think of him spending his rut with another…

“Where is he?”

“He went to the camps…don’t worry, he’s not yet in full rut though”

“He left? When?” I am a little confused because Taehyung said I could go back to the camps to help heal the others, why then would he just leave without letting me know?

“He left early, Seokjin-ah…I think you better-” “He was supposed to take me along…did he leave because I was sleeping late? I was feeling a little dizzy actually” I pull on a robe hastily getting out of the bed as I made my way to the shower to change.

“Seokjin-ah listen to me sweetie…don’t you understand? He realized his wolf was forcing you into submission” she came to stop me, grabbing at my shoulders as she looked at me with those same concerned eyes “stay home…I think he left because he was trying to get his mind off of the agitation he feels to be around your scent right now”

“He feels agitated by my scent?” I am confused again…didn’t she just say he wants me?

“Well honey I don’t mean it as a bad thing…I mean your scent gets him even more eager. Remember how difficult your heat felt? It’s the same thing for him…ruts are a very difficult time for alphas.”

“B-But I felt better when he was with me during my heat…he saved me, I felt safe and relived to have him” I voiced even more keen to go to him now…he might be a brute but he made sure to take care of me during my heat.

“Saved you?” She sounded worried as she waited for me to explain and I debated a little, feeling unprepared but I’m over that whole episode now….I guess.

“The King…uh he tried to…take advantage of my state when I went into heat…”

I saw her pale and felt more conscious before I felt her caressing my face “oh good lord…” her voice was low and shaky before she pulled me into a hug “that crazy King…I’m so sorry sweetie, I’m cursing myself now for allowing Taehyung to take you along”

I hug her back, setting my head to her shoulder and beyond my knowledge felt an odd heaviness lift off of me. I know she’s not related to me in anyway but somehow I cannot disregard how good she has been to me since the day I was brought here. She’s probably the closest thing I’ll ever have to know what it feels to have a mother’s care…although from the memories I have of my mum, she was probably a hundred times more soft and gentle and sweet.

Ha-yoon may not be as sweet and tender but she is kind and a very thoughtful and a responsible person despite the harshness she has been through…I am really grateful to have her here.

“I think it was essential that I went with him to this war…despite how I messed it up, I learnt it the hard way that Taehyung was right in so many ways…and I was naïve not to see it…actually I think I didn’t want to believe him, I didn’t want to accept that he was right…I wanted to stay angry with him…”

“You had every right to want to be angry with him” she chuckles patting at my back “but I did tell you he might have a hundred ugly habits but he knows war…it’s innate in him. It’s the reason they are so dependent on him despite how much they hate him” she pulled back, her eyes held a twinkle as if she was contemplating something and I could see a slight smile curving at her lips “he’s never lost a war, I don’t think you understand how much of a blow it is to his ego to accept that…and as arrogant as he is I couldn’t believe my ears when I heard that he only did it for his mate’s demand.”

It’s not like I haven’t thought about it…I know I have called him a brute many a times but it was watching him accept his punishment that taught me how deep a promise runs through him…he didn’t deserve it, it was my fault he lost the war, my fault that he was given the punishment in the first place, my fault that so many people died and yet he denied to give up on his word about being my armour.

True…he has a hundred ugly flaws but I cannot disregard the good in him either.

“He is my alpha after all” the words felt so natural as I realized I had said it out loud and saw Ha-yoon beaming at me.

“I’ll tell Yushik to get the carriage ready, he’ll take you to the camps…”

I nod and she pats at my shoulder before making her way towards the door “I guess that’s a ‘yes’ then…”

I know what she’s talking about, well it’s only fair right…he did help me through my heat too.

“Don’t say later that I didn’t warn you” she eyes me with a smirk before slipping out of the doors and I gulp loudly. However, his aggressiveness doesn’t worry me as much as learning the fact that he might seek others to spend his rut with does…it makes my insides feel terribly twisted, a dull ache curling up my spine and I hate even the thought of it…I guess it is the mate bond and my omega’s dire need to help its mate but am realizing now what it actually is that I am feeling....

I am possessive of my alpha…brute or not he is mine.





But when I reached the camps, it was a whole different picture…

“What?!! Why?!” I huffed definitely not okay with the information.

“Hoseok was called too…they should be back in awhile” Yoongi spoke beside me as we carried on healing the rest of the wounded soldiers “there must be something the King wants to talk to them about”.

I do not feel at ease to know that they were summoned to the palace, that place is a home to bad luck…nothing good ever goes on in there. And that fucking devil of a King, I have had enough acquaintances with him to understand why the people feared him. Honestly, I am glad that fate led me to run away from the ship that day…being mated to Jungkook could be a far worse fate than what I have survived.

The hours pass and Yoongi and I end up healing almost all the soldiers who had been wounded by the afternoon and I was debating if I should return home when my eyes caught onto something.

“Seokjin…oh my god…where were you?!” Hoseok comes running to me just as we see him turn around the corner to head towards the tents.

“Uh I’m sorry for being late but I’ve healed the rest-” “Fuck healing…that can wait” he grasps at my arm, pulling me towards the carriage.

“I know he’s probably going to kill me for doing this but I see no other way”

“What happened?”

“You gotta get your alpha, they’re holding him at the castle…more like trying to hold him but failing…it started as discussion but now he’s just resorted to beating people up…” Hoseok sounds really troubled “just take him home before he ends up ripping everyone’s head off”

“What’s going on?” I am even more troubled. I mean what the hell did Taehyung do now?!

“We were called to the castle”

My head snaps up at him “I heard but what happened? Why are they holding him there? What is it now?”

“Umm long story short…the people are pissed on you, they want to see you punished. So, to get the situation under control the King ordered that you do a public apology but as the Commander, he denied to agree to it…the King flipped out because of the disrespect, Taehyung got pissed n they had an argument and then the lords agreed to the King’s suggestion…it all just went south from there and to top it all Taehyung’s hormones are a mess…his trueblood is hellbent on violence right now and I don’t know anyone else who can get him to calm down other than you…”

I don’t get it…why are they always after him for one thing or the other?! Can’t Jungkook like leave us alone and try to focus more on his kingdom and his people?!!

But if anyone should apologize it really should be me.

When we reach the palace, I am instantly alert and although Hoseok walks right beside me I am still very uncomfortable to be here. We see guards running around the place, aimless and terror-struck people tried to hasten away from the throne room.

“Don’t” Hoseok orders softly “if you get distressed, he’s gonna get even more pissed with everyone around, especially me…n I really don’t wanna die this early you know”

We could hear loud angry growling and for some reason felt oddly fearful of what was going on as we neared the throne room.

“I’ll apologize to the people” I voice the moment I step inside, the furious argument and guards bustling to hold down an enraged trueblood froze and I saw Taehyung’s head snap towards me “I owe it to them.”

All the voices went numb and turned towards me as I walked nearer till I’m standing right beside Taehyung before the King.

Jungkook glares at me “how dare you talk before me without permission?!! This is not your place omega, the court is where decision is taken among alphas! If your alpha doesn’t teach you manners, I certainly will!!”

“I have said it before and I will say it again…you are no King to me…” I snapped back at him.

He jolts up from the seat marching to me and Taehyung growls at him beside me “do not threaten my mate! You’ll lose your arm before you can even touch him…”

But I see Taehyung reeling back as Jungkook punches his jaw “I have seen enough of both of your disrespect! Guards! Put them both in the dungeons…you will be let go after your omega apologises to me and the people tomorrow!”

Taehyung lunges back at him when Jungkook threatens again, his voice low and sharp as he scowls at him “or I’ll make you spend your rut chained in silver in the dungeons…that was what father created those fine chains for, didn’t he?”

“Are you really ready to be that foolish?” Taehyung snarls back at him “you think you’ll be able to defeat my trueblood? I break out of there…you know it’s the end for you…”

“True…” Jungkook suddenly looks even more malicious “guess I’ll keep your omega by my side tonight…just in case you get crafty eh?”

“What is the meaning of this? I said I’ll apologize!” I huff in exasperation.

I don’t understand where this is going….but surely nowhere good when I feel guards chaining my arms behind my back and pulling me away.

And I realize they just put fuel to the fire by doing this.

Instantly Taehyung lunges for Jungkook in his mad rage, my own senses almost at the edge and blurring due to his overpowering pheromones…he’s probably doing this to feed his trueblood’s hunger for violence.  

I push my feet forward, needing to stop him from creating a massacre when my eyes catch on a slight figure in lilac robes, hiding behind the door but his pale blue eyes sternly set on Taehyung.

I freeze not understanding what is going on till I see Taehyung growling and stumbling down, hands clutching at his head as I try to understand what is happening. I know Jimin can read minds is he doing something to Taehyung, I try to tell Jimin to stop whatever he was doing when my eyes blink to an odd blank and almost instantly I lose my vision as I am struggling to breathe, I don’t understand how I’m suddenly this powerless.

I can hear Taehyung cursing at Jimin to stop…I can sense his rage picking up and I can feel his trueblood trying to break through his restraints.

“That is enough omega!” I hear Taehyung’s loud warning deaden all the rumblings around “stop this or the first one who’ll be dead by my hands will be you!”

The trance snaps instantly, my vision is back and I see Taehyung approaching me in heavy gait…and damn does he look pissed.

The sight makes me fall to my knees as his red eyes clash with mine. Taehyung marches up to me as he scoops me up in his arms “you want to apologize to them…fine” he grabs at my face and growls at me angrily “let’s go home, I think I really need to teach you how to not interfere in certain things”.

I gulp realizing how I have probably fucked it up for myself yet again.

He turns towards Jungkook “nobody is keeping me chained in the dungeons ever again…don’t threaten me with words that are beyond your power to do” he scoffs at him as I stay busy trying to find where Jimin slipped out of sight.

“I am warning you brother…if your omega does not apologize by tomorrow there will be heavy consequences!” His voice fades in the back as Taehyung turns to walk away.

I am actually more at a loss of words to realize that Jimin can do that? I had no idea he has such a power and yet he lets that evil man maul him as he wishes? Why?

I realize a little later that Taehyung is walking out of the palace “put me down” I mumble and try to push at his chest only to notice now how badly infuriated he looks as he ignores my words completely.



The moment we get inside the carriage it becomes easier to note the change in him because I am slammed against the seat as he heaves before me, eyes still flaring red as a low growl rumbles at the back of his throat.

“Why did you come here?” He snarls at me baring his teeth and I gulp “I came to help-” “Why?!” He growls at me again and I realize this isn’t going well, he looks messed up…he is sweating more now, his breathing is laboured and eyes look like narrow pools of blazing fire.

“I should be the one to apologize, you know that” my eyes fly wide as I feel him dive into my neck, mouth latching at my throat without warning and I gasp loudly…fearing he was gonna sink his teeth in any second now.

“I’m warning you to stop” “O-Ok…I am not talking…after this…”

“I hate your audacity to keep testing me omega” his voice rumbles against my ear before he pushes away from me and drops on the seat in front of me, sighing loudly as his eyes grow even more dangerous, almost predatory.

I am confused…startled…and a little breathless…

I watch him intentionally hit his head back against the wood as he presses his eyes close and his jaw goes tight while he growls to himself “you were supposed to stay at home…weren’t supposed to come here…there’s a reason I didn’t bring you along…stupid omega…” he keeps banging his head back against the wood as I watch his palms coil into tight shaky fists “fuck! I’m going to go crazy because of you!”

I jump a little at his odd outburst… 

“Are you okay? Is it your rut?” My words make him pause, eyes flying open as he instantly looks at me, gaze keenly zeroing into me and without a word he grasps at my arm, pulling me onto his lap.

I squirm, as his mouth instantly latches onto the side of my neck again and hands grab demandingly on my hips.

“So you can sense it…” he loudly inhales my scent, breathing breaking out into short heaving growls as he pushes my butt down onto his clothed erection, making me grind on him and very next moment I feel his pheromones shrouding us. I realize the shift in him instantly as lust brews in his voice and he releases his pheromones without restraint. My body is going into that same dream like daze I had felt in the morning and my mind swamped under his loud pheromones. It’s forcing me to submit to him and I feel him unbuttoning my coat and shirt in haste.

“N-Not here…” my head lolls onto his shoulder as I try to speak but it feels like I am speaking under water, I don’t know if I’m even audible to him or not because he grabs a fistful of my hair and pulls my head back before he smashes his mouth on mine.

There’s an odd hunger in his ways as he keeps thrusting up and I realize he’s suddenly out of his control as he begins undoing my pants, mouthing every inch of me. I gaze at him, straining my eyes to see that his wolf is taking over and it scares me a little as I feel my omega clawing at me to let it out.

I feel him hoist me on his thighs yet not breaking the kiss as he pulls my pants down and I gasp when he forces my legs to wrap them around his hips before taking my lips again, thrusting his tongue into my mouth as I feel completely drowned with his actions.

I press my eyes close as I feel him run his hands over my ass, grip forceful as he parts my cheeks and runs his fingers over my entrance, rimming it, his touch making my hole pour out obscene amounts of slick…my body ready to mate as his scent saturates my senses, making me crave for more.

He breaks the kiss, breathing over my mouth “tell me you want me” his voice is husky and laced with a frenzy of need as he dips two fingers into me and I mewl over his mouth.

“Nghh…” I grip at his shoulder, shuddering as he pumps his fingers into me driving me insane with need.

“Look at me and tell me you want me Jin” he growls at my ear and I open my eyes, trying to not let this go where I think he wants it to go being cramped in this tiny space “n-not here-” “you don’t decide that…I asked” he adds another finger and pumps harder into me and I squirm and moan feeling the stretch as well as the sensitivity “what do you want?”

Oh god…he is trying to entrap me to give in to him, isn’t he? He’s using all he got to get me to lose my mind…fuck!

“I ain’t stopping until you say it…” he taunts pulling one of my nubs into his mouth, twirling his tongue over it and sucks harshly as I throw my head back and grind down onto his digits.

Good…feels good…need more…

“Looks like you don’t want me to stop…” he chuckles against my collarbones before doing just what he said he wouldn’t. He pulls his fingers out and I whine, impatient and needing him “I-I want you…don’t stop please…” I clasp back at his hand as I feel my body feeling hot, needing more of his touches as a tingling and twisting sliver of lust began to spread over me.

He chuckles cruelly and very unceremoniously pushes me back onto the empty seat and watches me with lust burning in his eyes “but bad omegas don’t get rewards baby…”

I blink trying to breathe and clear away the haze, my face a fierce red as I try to close my legs and pull my pants up. This is so fucking embarrassing…why is he doing this…I thought alphas are crazed to mate during their rut, why am I stuck with the most messed up one? He started it…his pheromones are forcing me to give in to him and now he’s the one being mean!

“Ack!” I wince as he presses his leg on my wrist, restraining it against the seat and stopping me from pulling up my pants.

“Tsk tsk…we’re not done yet baby…” he smirks and I realize the times of which I remember about having sex with him was maybe just a short glimpse of how wild he really is.

“Come here…I’ll teach you something” his voice is a tantalizing call and feels like a sweet invitation. His pheromones are overly dominant, I can feel it calling my omega out to obey. I am literally craving and grovelling for my alpha as I let him kiss me again, his hand caressing my chest before I feel him grasping at my hand, pulling it to set it on his big bulge and I gasp.

Breaking the kiss, I try to back away in embarrassment…I wasn’t expecting him to do that…

“I get even more tempted when you act all shy like that” his voice is a deep teasing one as he grins at me “you seem to have no problem with me pleasuring you…and yet act all cute and shy when it’s your turn eh? Your alpha needs some pampering too baby…come on now, don’t deny me like this…” I keep my head low as I feel him clasping back at my hand and hear him unbuckle his pants and hear his zip lower “I need your touches too…” he speaks setting it on his member.

Why am I even being like this? The thing’s been inside me…I can’t tell if he’s messing with me but the thought of this length being inside me makes me rather worried…and feel utterly turned on for some reason..

“I-you want me to stroke you?” I mumble feeling oddly hot, I can’t even pick my gaze to look at him.

He leans nearer, kissing at my cheek before he licks his way towards my ear “you want a reward then you gotta earn it baby…now get down on your knees, alpha’s getting restless…”

I gulp loudly as I slowly get down on my knees and begin stroking him, my face still downcast.

“How are you this bad at this? Don’t tell me you never did this for yourself…?” He grumbles, sounding frustrated “this is actually turning me more off than on”.

Doing this to myself is way way wayyy different than doing it now…

“Guess you will have to make it up some other way” he speaks clutching at my chin, gaze fixing on my mouth as he pressed his thumb on my lips “open your mouth…” his voice is so husky and I look up at him trying to understand what he means as I part my lips and he instantly slips his thumb in.

I have come to realize he likes doing this, so I did what he had taught me last time and sucked on his thumb, coating it with my saliva as he softly moved it over my tongue.

It’s weird but also kinda sexy to me…

“You like sucking on my fingers baby?” “Mfhhm” I choke when he pushes it deeper, pressing on my tongue and I could see him licking his own lips.

“Will you look at that?” His breathing is so heavy as he grins at me “so eager…you’re literally dripping, leaving slick all over the place baby…”

This is so embarrassing, especially since it’s not even my fault! He’s doing this to me…I can’t control how his pheromones are making me feel like I’m on a sexual high. I feel my mind go hazy as he rubs his fingers over my hole…my body shuddering in need for more attention…

“Is your alpha’s need messing you up omega?” He growls and I feel the vibrations raking through me as reckless heat pools into my belly, my skin growing hot with building need.

“Nghh alpha…please..” I whimper, seeking him…his scent…his touch…need him…need his knot…

“Come here…” he pulls my head to his member before pulling his thumb free and I feel the head of his member touch my mouth “I bet this’ll feel better in your mouth than the thumb”.

“In m-my mouth…?”

I guess it was a bad idea to ask him that…

I gasp loudly as he picks me up and forces me down on the empty seat, hands grabbing at my legs as he pushes them up and holds me open to his eyes.

“Ahh mhhmm..” I press my eyes close as he dives down to take my member into his mouth, and sucks me off. 

“Anghhh!” fuck… this feels too good…he’s going to make me go crazy…! Almost there…shit…just a little more…

He slaps my butt stopping midway as I writhe and crave for more, tears springing out of my eyes as he watches me with a grin.

“Always so eager to receive” he slaps my butt “do I have to teach you every single thing!?” Another slap on my butt as I lay mewling for more, I watch him sit back into his seat and lunge at him, straddling his thighs as I feel my insides going mush with untamable lust and I lick at his neck “alpha please…it hurts…”

“You want me so bad huh?” His arm coils about my hips and I intentionally kiss him to see him watching me with his dark red ones “Yes, I want you alpha…need you…”

I feel his member poking at my hole, drenched in my slick. He kisses me back, mouth hungry as he captures my lips in his before plunging his tongue inside, arm coiling tighter around me before he positions himself and slams inside me without warning. 

“Ahhhnngghh!!” Tears flood into my eyes as I try to breathe through the feeling of being so full all of a sudden, my nails dig into his shoulder as I hear my own muffled whimpering while he begins fucking me in earnest.

“Ah!...ah! S-Slow do-wnnn!” I press my hands on his chest, desperately trying to make him listen while I am practically drooling and half out of my senses with how he had me trapped in the growing stupor of his maddening pheromones.  

Holy fucking shit! Maybe I took a rushed decision to come here…fuck!

“T-Tae…Taehyung…hnghh!!” I don’t think he can hear me as he grabs onto my hips and rams his member into me without pause or mercy. “Ahhh shit! Mhmm sh-iiit…oh god…” I can feel my eyes rolling to the back of my head as he jabbed his member deep into me, my breath hitched as I feel the pain mixing with pleasure as he kept thrusting up straight into that bundle of nerves.

Too deep…too deep…

I groaned as the pleasure began building up, his breathing was harsh at my ears as growls involuntarily poured out of him. He leaned down pressing his face into my neck while his hips slammed against my ass in that same powerful pace. I clawed at him, pleasure making me go delirious as all my senses focused on his ravenous greed for me “anghh ahh a-alpha…ahh…I-I…” I couldn’t hold it in any longer, letting my member spill as I climaxed and almost instantly I feel his teeth latching onto my neck, canines tearing through my skin.

Oh good god what the fuck is he doing?!

He keeps his teeth dug in my flesh as he fucks into me, and I feel pleasure rushing through me in uninhibited flow as he marks and claims me all at once. His thrusts just as relentless as his hunger and I feel his member growing larger inside me.

Oh fuck his knot…goddamn I think I’m gonna pass out….too much…

“Ahmm Taehyung…” I am slammed against a wall, his canines still dug into my neck and he pushes deeper into me, making me squirm as he thrusts madly into me before he stills, his knot pushing inside as I feel hot thick fluid bathe my insides.

My body went completely limp as he practically devoured me as he wanted, his teeth digging deeper as he growled and held me to himself. I closed my eyes feeling that all of it had just become too much for me and let the soft slumber pull me in.



When my sleep cleared, I could tell we are at North Gate and I’m inside Taehyung’s chambers…

“I really passed out…” my voice is shaky and hoarse as I check that I am dressed, he must have changed me into these.

I walk out of the room to hear a loud upheaval and angry growling in the living room, Ha-yoon yelling at Taehyung to calm himself down. Till I am peaking inside to see Taehyung angrily arguing with Yoongi and Hoseok.

“I am not allowing him to go among the people without me!”

“The lords are right in their word this time Taehyung, the people might try to hurt Seokjin…it is better to do a public apology than suffer their aggression the way he had to…they are still cursing at him. You cannot keep protecting him all the time, neither is it right to keep him trapped here. Do you want them to believe that he is a curse that you need to keep in check every minute of the day?” Yoongi spoke and I gulped to hear the words.

“Not to mention he has agreed on his own to apologize…he wants to apologize to them…don’t you think your mate’s regret is genuine? You are not in a position to go among the crowd right now Taehyung, you know that too…your wolf is already too agitated” Ha-yoon’s voice is as firm as ever.

“We can smell you…you know that right?” I flinch “you’re not not fooling anyone here” Taehyung outed me turning towards me with a glare. I don’t know what I did to deserve it though…guess I won’t blame him this one time, he’s a hormonal mess right now. I can smell his spiking pheromones, and they are definitely not pleasant.

I walked inside “I’d really like to apologize to them…I believe it will help me feel at ease too” I try to explain as simply as I can.

“We will accompany you Seokjin” Hoseok spoke and I nodded to his suggestion, agreeing. I see them come up to me and instantly Taehyung’s hand coils around my wrist.

“I will take him when I sense it right”

“I swear I’ve never seen a more insecure and possessive alpha than you…and this isn’t even about you!” Hoseok jibes, his voice more derisive than a taunt “if my mate could wipe off half an army, I’d let him guard the coastlines alone!” 

I see Yoongi’s eyes snap to the General “Hoseok shut up!”

Before we could even comprehend what was happening Taehyung punched at him, his fists pummelling at the other as I sensed his trueblood taking over. I felt my head fill with the same clouded daze, and it became difficult to breathe as I plopped to the ground powerlessly. I watched Hoseok fall to his knees, eyes going red as he bared his neck to Taehyung and submitted before him.

Yoongi’s eyes moved towards me, his usually calm grey gaze burning in a fiery red as I watched him drop to his knees as well and I realized at that moment what was happening…Taehyung is in rut…

Submit to your alpha!

I whimper feeling the words pierce through me, coiling more onto the floor till I hear heavy footsteps coming towards me. I can barely see him picking me up…warm hands tightly clutching at me before I feel him harshly pull my head to a side and bite into my neck…I can hear my own scream through the haze…

Good God! Of all the alphas why did I have to end up with a trueblood..!? Fuck my crazy fate! 


It took me a while to realize what was going on…that bite made me black out for a while but I can tell something has gone terribly wrong…I don’t feel okay…

I realized I’m on the bed and can see a silhouette of someone hovering above me, I feel something wrapping around me and a cold damp cloth placed against my neck. I hiss…shit that hurts…

“I’m sorry…I didn’t think he’ll lose control like that all of a sudden” a voice hovers around me as I feel the haze clouding onto my mind. I wish I wasn’t this powerless right now…my body feels like I’ve been battered…

My entire body begins burning up, the haze darkening and clearing in intervals to bring in pain that has my spine twisting into immeasurable agony and I cry out…it feels like I’m heading for a painful end…I’m not ready…my body’s not ready for this…

I don’t know what’s going on and why isn’t Taehyung here...what’s happening…

“Seokjin-ah…? Don’t worry sweetie…you’re okay…I know it’s beyond your control but try to calm down…”

“Ahh…what did he do? It hurts…” I sob seeking for help as I writhe in building pain that seems to be boiling inside me.

“His wolf forced you into heat and clearly your body wasn’t prepared…” she presses the damp cloth back against my skin “it’s a mess…I had to force him away from you. Taehyung’s surely a mess at the moment…I don’t think you’ll be able to help him Seokjin-ah, it’s too dangerous…you’re not strong enough and he’s not in his right mind, his rut is coming down strong now…”.

She sounds like she’s talking to herself as I realize what she’s trying to say, I could feel it too his pheromones were too strong and it was messing with my head, demanding me to let out my omega. His rut makes his trueblood dominate over his senses, no wonder he seemed so out of control.

The mark on my neck feels like branding iron burning deeper into me. Of course, I wasn’t prepared to be forced into heat…I mean my body takes days to prepare for a normal heat cycle and still it hurts like hell! This is anything but good…being forced into heat out of the blue when my body is completely unprepared! Where the hell is he?! He did this! He has to take responsibility!

“B-But it hurts… I-I n-need…him…ne-eed my al-alpha…”

“He can hurt you Seokjin-ah…you’ve seen his trueblood, it’s…” she pauses and I can see the concern in her eyes “it’s monstrous-” “He’s m-my alpha…he won’t h-urt me” I mumble half to myself as I feel my omega wailing and clawing at me to be let out, needing to be close to its alpha, whose pain and restlessness it could sense as well.

She begins cleaning me and I frown up at her “can’t let any scent be on you…his trueblood will get even more messed…I don’t know how long he’ll be able to hold his trueblood in though…the beast in him takes over in the prime of his rut and it will go beyond him to keep his control…”

I clutch at her arm realizing that she’s worrying herself thinking of me…although monstrous, I’ve seen his trueblood care for its mate, it’s bound to me just as much as I’m bound to him.

“It’s still Taehyung…” my words make her troubled eyes set on mine and I can see she’s still debating “I’m sure he’ll feel more relieved if I’m with him than keeping him chained somewhere.” 


She leaves the room almost instantly and I throw the duvet off of me, my body hot and blistering with pain. I sob for help, my insides convulsing now as I feel my lower belly shrivel into itself and heat beginning to wash in waves through me “ahh!”

On one hand, I feel filthy…my body is a mess right now and I can feel my hole pouring out a mix of fluids...but on the other, there’s this need…a hunger for him that is beyond natural, a hunger for being with him…to mate…to be enough for my alpha…to please and give in to his desires…

“Ahh alpha…” I have no other way but to touch myself, and wrap my fingers around my stiff member as I begin stroking it, needing to seek pleasure. I bite down on my lower lip as my legs thrash on their own, my thighs spasming as shivers of lust run through me.

“Al-pha…please…” moans slipped out in their own volition but I realized it wasn’t enough…I was at the edge but couldn’t reach my high. In desperation I turn to sit on my hands and legs as I imagine my fingers to be his and plunge them inside myself.

“Ah sh-ngh!!” My head drops to the pillow, shame colouring my cheeks and I close my eyes as more fluids ooze out of me and runs down my thighs, so dirty…yet so so good…I pump my digits inside myself hungry for release

Need more…need him…his scent…

I can faintly hear the sound of doors locking behind me and freeze when I feel warm hands coiling about my waist as he pulled me up, mouth latching onto my neck as he growls. 

“Submit to me omega…” he grasps at my jaw and makes me look at him, his red eyes sends chills through me. I note that he seems typically calm, his trueblood is in control but holding his rage in very well yet his scent says he is wild and hungry…monstrous in its greed…

I slowly bare my neck to him although my neck is already aching and blood stained due to his last harsh bite.

He dips his head into my neck, taking the chance instantly to lap at the mark…his mouth moves being almost too calculated and tender.

I am a little sceptical but my omega seems to be loving the fact to have my mate near. My heat making me go delirious with need as I try to get more of his touches and move my arm to coil about his neck as I try to kiss him and pull him closer.

He stops and clutches at my arm, grip forceful as I sense his calm breaking.

“I said submit!”

“Anhh” I don’t understand what he means…I thought I did…

“Give in omega!”

I feel him dragging me off of the bed and I have practically no strength in my legs. I drop to the floor, my body trembling as my heat seems to heightening and pain washes through me again.

He stands before me, undressing himself as I watch his feet and slowly crawl closer to set my head against his thigh “I d-don’t understand your d-demand alpha…ahngh…” I feel another wave of heat scorching my insides when he sets a hand on my head and leans down to speak.

“Let your omega out…I want my mate…” his voice is a command and I blink up, fearfully giving in to it as I see my blue eyes reflecting against his red.

And now that I have given in completely, I know it’s beyond me to try to deny him…the trueblood has complete command over me n may do whatever he pleases.

I know it’s still him…but I am scared…





“Alpha…”

I realized that I had actually gone into a state of limbo…I could hear things but barely move…could sense his dark aura and ravenous greed to devour but can’t really see very clearly…don’t know if it’s the haze or my tears…his trueblood is a little cruel…and he seems to very much like the idea of marking every inch of my flesh…

It’s been a while since he has laid me down on the bed and my body is practically littered with bite marks by now.

I yelp when I feel his teeth sinking into my inner thigh “ahhh…”

God that hurt…however I feel his mouth moving to my other thigh and he nibbles up close to my groin and chooses the softest flesh to sink in his teeth again before running his tongue over the wounds. He moves his tongue in between my legs, a low growl bubbling at the back of his throat as he spread my ass cheeks and sucks onto my hole. I can feel my slick readily gushing out to fill his mouth and I squirm needing more.

“Mhmm al-alpha..” my voice is a muddled whine as I thrash and he growls at me, holding me down. I can faintly see him standing naked at the edge of the bed, holding my legs splayed apart as he breathes heavily and drags my body closer to himself. He pushes my legs to my chest and sinks his length into me, my hands flying to clasp at him as a long breathy moan slips out of my mouth. My member already twitching with the need to release.

I blink up at him, my body urging for more and I feel him pulling out and slamming back in.

“Arngh…m-more…” I can sense his trueblood’s clawing need to see me vulnerable before him, dependent to his care and I bare my neck to him, pressing my face to a side as I try to ensure of my submission to him…letting him know I’m all his…and he instantly acknowledges it, leaning in to press his mouth to my neck.

“Mine…my omega…” he breathes the words and I feel in my heart the tug of his sense of possession over me. My mind numbs as he begins thrusting into me in a steady pace, pulling moans synced with how he drove his length into me, and the sound of hips slapping against my ass. I feel euphoric and my hips arch in their own volition as I spill cum on myself and on him.

His hands press on either side of my head as he mouths down my neck, grunting heavily against my throat as he kept rammimg his member into me as he chased his release…teeth grazing and nipping at my skin as he tongued at the blood that seeped out.

But it took me a couple more hours to realize that his trueblood is wild, with no sense of restraint…

“Hnghh…” I thrash under his hold as I cum “ahh alpha!”

I heave clutching onto the sheets as I press my face down onto the bed, the sheets gross and sticky and completely covered in our fluids. I think I’m gonna pass out soon…he has made me cum several times and my ass can’t take any more knotting, I’m filled so full that I can feel his cum constantly dribbling out of me as he fucks me driven mad with lust. But still he seems nowhere close to stopping…

“Mhhh p-please…too much…so full…” my voice is a mumble as I feel him still, his knot pushing into me yet again and I sob with too much pleasure. I can’t anymore…I want to sleep…

My body is completely drained and the moment his arm uncoils from around my waist, I drop to the bed exhausted and feel him press his weight down on my back as the knot keeps him sealed with me.

He nibbles at my nape, sharp fangs dragging against my shoulders “you will give me pups omega…no more denying me…”

The words make a bubble of sheer bliss course through me, my omega delighted to indulge in the thought of its alpha seeking pups, happy to take the responsibility and eager to show its intention to make its mate’s wishes come true. 

A sense of new tenderness fills through me without my knowledge as I sense the trueblood’s urge towards me to give him children…his eagerness matching my omega’s ecstasy.

He pulls out of me after his knot goes down, and hoists himself on his hands before flipping me over onto my back. I can feel his hot cum trickling down and making the sheets dirtier than it already was. He grabs at one of my legs placing himself in between and hooks it in the crook of his arm and I brace myself for another round.

God I think I overestimated myself…

He pushes into me easily, my hole wet and open from his continuous exertion. My heat had easily synced with his rut and created an even wilder mix as my omega denied to fall short in its zeal to complement its mate.

On top of that, his trueblood isn’t like Taehyung…not completely…it might sound odd but Taehyung is much more gentle than his wolf…although I often sense this wild hunger in him too…he just does a better job in holding it in…

“Arghh…nhh! Al-pha…go a little s-slower plea-sse…” my eyes screwed shut as he kept jabbing into my prostrate, my hole is too sore…more like my entire body is awfully sore. My neck probably already looks like a battlefield with how many times he had bitten me despite telling him it hurts, my entire body patterned with red and purple and it needs immense power right now to even move a limb, I’m in pain now…I might heal but I’m still human…

“Hnck! Mffh!” He grabs at my hips and makes me slam onto his cock repeatedly, and I pant orgasming again. My vision going white now with exhaustion.   

“Ah” I gasp, my eyes flying wide as he pulls me up into his arms, our bodies still tightly connected and I coil my legs around him on instinct. My hands wrapping about him in a tight warm grip as our chests press together.

We both pant at each other, and I gaze at him, a little flustered to be this close. Yet my omega was whining for more show of endearment, making me want to lick at his neck…and kiss him.

I can feel his rough hands gripping hard at my ass, holding me pressed to himself as he gazes into me before resuming to move inside me in long deep thrusts, his member almost sliding out to force its way inside me again.

I shuddered, squirming in urgent need and moaning right over his mouth as he kept watching me, groans of pleasure spilling out through his gritted teeth till he smashed his mouth on mine. The kiss was pure volcanic lust…his need for me growing as he slammed his hips harder against my ass, our scents thick and pungent in heightened desires and I realized I was heading towards another climax when he was thrusting his tongue into my mouth, licking and tasting my lips, my neck and kissing at my mark like the lust crazed wolf he is. He plunged his entire length deep into me and I gasped loudly at the sudden realization of how deep inside me he was.

“A-Alpha ungh!” I came just when I felt him knotting me again…that’s it…I’m done for…I can’t…oh god…

I feel him holding the back of my head as he slowly placed my head on his shoulder, my nose and mouth pressing against his neck...his scent making the ache within me lessen.

“Take from me omega…heal yourself…”

On command I don’t even think but act, my vision already blurry as I lick at his neck and kiss before letting my hands draw from him.

Hopefully I can sleep now...





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