#soft smut

Taehyung’s P.O.V.

Jin falls asleep as I hold him to myself.
He keeps forgetting that I am his alpha, even the slightest change in his scent gets me alert and he might not be aware but his scent grows distressed n panicky when he lies.

I am more than sure that he did something or had something to ensure he doesn’t get pregnant…I don’t understand what made him take that executive decision by himself, however I only overlooked the offence because he was unprepared for his heat. I can understand that he hadn’t accepted our bond till then.

Guess it’s another of those potions he had with him…I really do wonder if he had those with him while being sent from Eulan…however he did say he had no idea he was going to be mated. It sure is a mystery how he manages to get his hands on potions like those? It’s fairly uncommon to find them around, omegas are not allowed to have such things without permission from their alphas and yet he seems to have some sort of easy access…and with an arrogance like his, I doubt he’d ever try to discuss about it with me. 

To be completely honest, I was furious with him. I had expected him to get pregnant right after his heat, however when that didn’t work for some reason, I realized something must be amiss. I feel like he’s holding back and hiding from me, although exactly what it is he’s keeping from me I can’t derive. Initially I thought it was because his heat came when he wasn’t ready to accept me but now that he has, I don’t understand why he still keeps denying me.

Well, I am his alpha…he can’t deny to acknowledge me after accepting my claim on him, that won’t work no matter how badly he tries. I am being very patient with him, I want him to open up by himself n not force him to reveal whatever it is he wants to keep from me but he is an idiot to think lying to me and trying to play me would work.

I might be a bit too eager about it but I do want us to try for pups. Yeah, I might have exaggerated it a bit to catch his reaction…I think he really takes me for a crude beast. I don’t plan to demand to him to have such a handful, although I don’t mind if he wants to…however it was even more hilarious because he took it seriously…

I laugh a bit to myself, digging my face into his neck…he’s adorable when he’s not getting on my nerves or trying his level best to piss me off or go against me.

I do believe our bond will get stronger and better with pups in the play, I also feel that having pups will get him to trust me and depend on me more…which I don’t see him trying to do at all.

However, the one other reason I want him to give me pups is because I have a plan…far-fetched and borderline crazy but I know it can be done if I have him by my side.

“You and I are going to make history darling” I grin, kissing the side of his face “I knew it the very first time I laid my eyes on you omega…I will create a future with you that the world hasn’t even dared to imagine…” I caress him closer “they have long called us ugly names…trapped us n punished us for things beyond our control in the name of protecting the throne” I chuckle to myself as I think how pesky and ignorant people are “they forget that power doesn’t care for a throne…rather it is the throne that submits to power.”

However, the biggest issue to my plans seems to be the same person with whom I want to build our legacy…my stupid stubborn mate.

“You know you don’t have to defy my every word. I know you do it intentionally to piss me off” I voice walking after him as I watch him march out of the room even after I told him I don’t like him surrounded by so many strangers. It agitates me to the core to see how buddy-buddy he is with everyone here!

I swear I was ready to kill yesterday…these people have no sense of boundaries! A mated omega is never supposed to be embraced or touched without their alpha’s consent! And I absolutely deny to accept their audacity to touch my mate!! Even more importantly, I want Jin to only seek my presence, my help and my company!! I am ready to let him fight and use his powers to do whatever he pleases…I don’t give a fuck about what the world thinks about their stupid status n useless power politics…however, I demand my omega’s complete allegiance and submission to me.

“Not everything is about you, you know!” He snaps at me as he keeps denying to listen to me.

“Don’t do that Jin…I don’t like it. Come here…” “Then stop following me around…or look the other way” he grumbles, and I can’t help the growl that escapes me as he frustrates me more, intentionally skipping ahead to join the others as I try to chase but end up standing still a couple metres away and watching him participate in some weird morning ritual of prayer, chanting something illegible as they circle in groups and hold each other.

I don’t like this at all…I am really close to letting my alpha deal with these hooligans, especially my stubborn mate.

“Why don’t you try and join” the old man walks up to me with a knowing smile “it will do your agitation some good…praying is a good way-” “No thank you, I am fine…I don’t believe in praying, I have learned it the hard way they don’t work. The Gods are selfish…” I assert, never really been one to put my faith on stuff that have no assurance as such “you gotta work for what you want…looking up and begging is shit”
I hear him chuckle as he walks ahead “then life will teach you that there are things beyond your control boy…n you will look to the skies to beg as well”

I frown as the words make me feel an odd uneasiness…I don’t like this old man…I don’t understand how a mere beta like him dares to demean me, I see why no one here has any manners.

I walk around a bit, obviously around the crowd…I’m not stupid, not like I’m gonna let my mate out of my sight among these uncouth hooligans. I wanna skin those idiots alive for trying to act over-friendly with Jin.

The place is well…huge, almost like it had been some important monument centuries ago. It is very appropriate though to keep an heir hidden. Although I do have my doubts about this place being a monastery…I mean yeah I get the disciples guided by a master thing but Kleon has monasteries too and the most common thing about those are that people are allowed to come visit and find their share of peace, not hidden in mountains out of reach.

I walk around to a more secluded side, the stone carvings here tattered but showed ancient stories…of the people’s offerings to the gods…of the blessings received…of a betrayal and a sacrifice…and the Moon Goddess calmly looking over everything…
It is rather beautiful…I have never really seen such amazing craftsmanship.

However, the carving on the next wall was even more mesmerizing…it looked like a history of wars fought…divine wars, vibrant and grand on one hand but also dark and gruesome…the dazzle of the moon battling against the dark chaos of night…and where their swords clashed there was an intricate carving of double infinity that seemed to rise from the weapons they held…it’s rather magnificent artwork but what caught my eyes was that symbol of double infinity before my gaze falls onto my own wrist and how the same mark was carved onto my skin.

“I should warn you not to shed blood within these walls…this place is sacred, and unlike you we revere the Gods”

I was a bit startled as I turned around to see the Master standing a few feet away.

“I meant no disrespect to your Gods, we were just sparing yesterday” I smirk realizing what he was insinuating to “and things went a little out of hand”.

“Don’t play with things you don’t know about boy, his powers aren’t to be trifled with” he ordered very gravely “it was foolish of the King to agree to let him get a mate and now all of Eulan is in danger” “Be glad then old man, I’m on his side in this…Eulan will remain unharmed”

“It is not you I am afraid of” “well you should be…I could turn this war upside down any minute” he grows a little silent at my words and my eyes go back to the carvings on the wall.

“I am curious about something” I speak knowing he is watching me “why is it that the Moon had to war with the Night?”

I hear him sigh deeply “it’s a lore our people believe in…the night was jealous of the Moon because even though she was formidable n more powerful, people would only talk of Moon’s beauty”

“And what is that symbol…you see…that double infinity?” My curiosity now growing greater.

“It is in their battles they realised how they are tied to each other…two infinite powers merged to become one, the moon’s bright hope and night’s illimitable chaos together formed the first wolf of Eulan…and it was the omega, Arcana. The carvings represent that heavenly birth…that symbol is a representation of Arcana…”

Is he sure that this is just a lore…? Why do I feel like they aren’t telling me something? I don’t understand why my omega marked me with a symbol that’s straight out of some dramatic old myth!? I feel like I should be really concerned about this but I don’t really know what to do about it…!

“Is this normal?” I put my wrist up for him to see the mark Jin put on me “I mean I have never heard of omegas marking their alphas like this…what is this?” I have been very very curious about it however Jin looks just as clueless as me about what it meant or why we both have it and right now as I watch the old man I can tell he definitely knows something but is denying to answer.

“Kleon has such stories too, we have tapestries…” I remember seeing those in the palace when I was little “ours however, doesn’t talk about the birth of the first omega rather it’s very dramatic…though it does talk about Gods, wars n stuff as well” I walk closer as I try being a little more blunt “so, is Jin’s omega one of those carvings? It’d be pretty cool though, to know I mated with a god…is that why you people hid him?”

I grin and see him watching me with a frown, worry clear in his gaze “he wasn’t supposed to be touched, Yeonho made a huge mistake forcing the omega into this deal” his voice is almost anxious “you shouldn’t have let him be a part of this war…he has no control over-” “Oh no worries about that” I assure with a smile “he might not, but I do…you see, God or not he cannot defy me. I can control his omega, so relax…”

“You are a fool” he scoffs “if it was so easy to control him, think again why an entire court of alphas had to decide that he was dangerous”

“But it is different is it not, I am his alpha…he is bound to my commands. I have seen his omega take over, it’s a striking gift I’ll agree…however, I’ll say you give him very little credit despite the way you had trained him” “No…I am aware of the limits and know that he has none”

I frown at those words, growing a bit silent as I listen to him and try to understand what he means.

“I guess his omega only submitted to you because of your trueblood status…no other alpha’s command has ever worked on him. Do you realize what that means?”

He stares at me for a long minute as I try to understand where he was going with this.

“His omega chose to submit to you, remember that if he gives in to a command it is because his omega chooses to do so…and given a situation, he might choose not to…tell me what use your command will be if that happens?”

I am actually a little surprised at this revelation…didn’t really think about it. Omegas are bound to give in to their alpha’s command, it’s in their nature.

“Yeah thought so” he smirks chuckling “you are much too naïve and young as well to meddle in stuff of the gods boy…don’t let your alpha pride get the best of you and listen to me when I tell you that it’s a bad idea to let him join the war”.

He turns about to walk away and I am not sure what to do with this confusion he has imposed upon my head.

“Why?”

He stills “I just said why…it will be beyond you to control-” “Not like I must control him…I can teach him to control his omega himself”

He whips arounds with disbelief wide in his eyes.

“If we have only seen a glimpse of what his omega is capable of, then it is evident that he is the one who controls it, you people just made him believe that he cannot” I voice resolute in my decision to let him stand by me in this war and every other we may face.

“Do you realize what you are suggesting? We can never do that!”

“Of course I do…I am talking about him becoming the most powerful omega in history, even the most powerful mate if he will only learn to trust and believe in me…we will be the perfect team”

I grin at him and am surprised again as I see him looking infuriated as he marches up to me.

“I warn you trueblood…he is no ordinary omega, there’s a reason he had to be kept away”

“What is it?” I demand to know what they are not telling me “he is my mate I should know wha-” “It is beyond your power to comprehend boy…you should not have touched him, you don’t know what you have done!”

I am confused again, why do these old people talk in circles??

“Nevermind” he waves walking away “what’s done is done, it cannot be undone…if he has marked you, it is clear he won’t intend to break the bond” he sighs and glares at me before heading inside the stone building “I only pray I taught him well to choose right from wrong…his alpha’s conscience doesn’t seem much virtuous either”.

What the fuck?! Did he just insult me right at my face?! What’s with these people…? Why are they so eager to get on my nerves?!

“Well, my conscience is fine! And you should have also taught him to treat his alpha right! Not like his enemy!!” I yell back agitated at him for daring to taunt me.

“What is wrong with you? Why are you yelling at master now?” I hear Jin’s voice at my back and turn about.

“Well, he-he was being very rude” I explain very much fuming at the moment and he gives me a duh-face

“Yeah…apparently everyone is ‘disrespectful’ to you, aren’t they?”

Exactly! I don’t understand what’s wrong with these betas!

However, I realize Jin is being sarcastic with me and I just bite down my growing rage as I grasp at his arm “let’s go have breakfast.”

“I thought you aren’t interested in eating ‘garden clippings’” he taunts mimicking what I had said at dinner last night. I try to brush away the previous conversation for now.

If I may explain, those really did look like freshly plucked from the garden and set on the plate…absolutely inedible if you ask me, even smelled like boiled grass, all green n earthy.

“Salad is salad…but that can’t possibly be a proper dinner” “I did tell you there was porridge” he counters as we enter the hall where everyone else were already seated and having their morning food.

“That looked even more inedible” I know I am grumbling but I cannot survive on garden clippings n some weird glob.

“Fine then…I’ll eat and you can just watch” he shrugs going ahead to grab a tray as I stand eyeing whatever it was they were putting in there.

“I am an alpha…I need real food, I need meat” I complain denying to get a tray “I can’t survive on salad and soup!” I grimace and feel Jin grasping at my arm before he gestures me to take a seat.

“You can have the rice” he pushes a bowl to me “I have seen you eat rice” he points before placing another bowl before me “try this soup, master’s specialty” he leans nearer to my ear “it’s not that good but you can’t say that out loud okay?”

I blink at the bowl and then at him as he sits himself beside me “he gets hurt if you insult his cooking. He’s a real soft-hearted man, doesn’t wanna show but that’s the truth” he smiles to himself before digging into his food.

He looks so happy…this place is a ruin and there is practically nothing as luxurious as what you find in a palace and I can’t understand how he lived here for seventeen years knowing that he deserved better…yet he looks so genuinely happy here.

“What?” He startles me a bit turning to look at me with big confused eyes “eat before it gets cold”

Flinching I realize that I was staring and clear my throat, I turn to the food and eat while I complain inwardly.

“See…it’s not that bad is it? Better than starving right?” He asks smiling at me as I take the first mouthful, I haven’t seen him smiling so much since the day I have met him and although the food is typically tasteless…I can’t help but nod to agree.

Honestly, mind is still a mess due to the earlier words with the old man. I am sure he was way over-reacting…I mean, look at Jin…sure he’s a bit too sassy and sarcastic for an omega however after all he’s my mate, his omega accepted my mark, his scent both calms me and makes me go crazy…we are entwined in a bond…God or not I have my claim on him, he’s mine.

I don’t know where Jin keeps vanishing every now and then, no issue though…I follow his scent to see him again frolicking with that group of disrespectful betas.

The boys literally flee to see me walk into the courtyard where they were practicing jiu-jitsu, leaving a very startled Jin to look around till his gaze set on me and he rolls his eyes

“Relax guys…I told you he doesn’t bite!”

“We saw him biting you! How can you lie to us hyung?!”

“Well, I mean he won’t bite you…he did that to help me heal” well if he means that as a compliment or good kinda consideration then I'm terribly happy.

I snort at them as I walk up to Jin “and you say they’ll learn” I taunt as I eye them “no amount of time can cure cowardice”

The little ones however seem unfazed by me, still stoically standing guard to my omega as they make sure to file a circle around him and ensure that I am at least a foot away from Jin.

“Shoo…!” “No…you shoo!” They voice together against me.

These little rascals…! 

“Anyone would be scared after seeing how you wounded me yesterday” he shakes his head dusting himself as he turns to me and frowns heavily, pouting at me as he caresses their little heads “stop being mean to them will you?”

“You could have accepted defeat” I taunt as he walks closer, the little circle around him grumbling at me. I want to teach these little ticks a lesson but decide otherwise, not worth the time or the effort. My gaze set on Jin’s cheeks which were still blotchy with patches of dirt and I held his face, brushing off the grit and sand. He takes a step back and rubs his face clean instead, still pouting and trying to look angry.

“Th-There is still n-no news from Namjoon” he turns a little pink as he looks away from me and sounds a little worried. Well, I am worried about the war too but what’s done is done…I’ll take care of it once we get back. For now, I have something else I want to try.

“You never told me anything about this mark you put on my wrist, how did you do that?”

I see him blink at me before his gaze falls to my wrist “uhh…I actually…” he gulps scratching his nape “I have no clue…I don’t even remember doing that, my omega must have-” “Do you know anything about the war of your gods?”

He nods "of course I do...the night battled against the moon till they realised they can rule together"

Seriously just that? Even the stone wall seems to have a greater knowledge about it!

“I want you to trust me on something I wanna try” I say and his eyes instantly loses the soft compliance and grows inquisitive.

“What?”

“Show me your omega…”

“What?! No way!” He pulls away, eyes almost frightened as I try to pull him back and make him listen to me “just hear me out…nothing’s gonna go wrong” I assure, as he eyes me not very assured “I did it once…I sure can do it again so trust me on this for once”

“No can do” he takes two steps away to every step I take towards him "I don't want to hurt anyone here".

“Eh now you’re being mean…how can you not trust your mate? I could count on you with my eyes closed. I know you could too…if you trusted your omega-” “I don’t, and I don’t like giving full control to my omega…what if-” “I’ll get you back…trust me…trust your alpha” I grab at his palm, pulling him to myself.

“I guess being trained by a beta has it’s short comings…so let me teach you to control your omega” “My omega is unstable n destructive...I have told this to you before” he mumbled

“I guess not…that’s what everyone has been telling you all your life, to keep it hidden and fight against it”

He stares at me as if I just read his mind, gulping as he blinks at me and I know this was going to be difficult…to make him trust himself would be more difficult than to make him put his trust on me.

“The secret is to use your omega’s strength without letting it control you” I instruct, honestly I can tell he is a bit taken aback “what is it? Are you scared of your omega Jin?”

“Yeah...N-No…but I’ve never done this before” his voice is small and unsure.

“That’s okay…there’s always a first time for everything” I tease brushing his bangs away from his eyes a bit “I got you…don’t worry”

“No…I mean, nobody has ever told me that I could learn to control it…I was made to believe that my powers were a curse, not to be meddled with”

“Well, I could try to help you learn to control it, if you want to…it took me years to learn to control my trueblood but it isn’t impossible…definitely hard but I know you can do it if you try” I cupped his face and make him look at me, he is so scared…I understand his worries, for someone who cares so much to be against violence it must really eat him up to know that his omega kills without remorse.

“Don’t worry…you won’t hurt anyone…I’ll make sure of that” I peck his mouth to feel him relaxing “give in to my command…let me see you omega”

I feel his jasmine essence spiking as a rush of strength blazes through him, his eyes turning an electric blue as he gazes straight at me.

“Alpha…” he breathes, nuzzling closer to my neck, palms setting flat on my chest as he rubs his face on me, scenting me. My mind goes dizzy, I can’t help it…his omega calls onto my instincts as I grab him and scent him as well. Unlike my typically cold mate, his omega is completely enamoured by me and openly shows his affections for me…which of course I totally love…I love how submissive he is to me, it makes my alpha feel powerful n overly protective of him because unlike Jin, his omega trusts me completely.

“Omega…” I draw my sword, setting the blade against my palm as I slowly let it cut into my flesh. He whimpers and I see the betas around groaning and dropping to their knees, the kids coughing and choking as Jin’s eyes begin to glow white, the blue speckles slowly fading out and he clutches onto my hand with a desperation in his actions.

I bar him, knowing he intended to heal my wound “you will not draw from others…use your strength, you know you are hurting them omega..”

“Alpha…let me heal you..” he grasps at my arm, healing my wound as I see the little betas losing consciousness as Jin draws from them seamlessly and transfers their strength to help me heal.

“Control yourself omega…you’re hurting them” I warn grasping at his arm instead and feel him drawing from me now as I see the older boys huddling about the little ones as they watch us with apprehension.

“Stop it omega…you dare defy me?” His white eyes stay unaffected as he cups my face and I realize he’s draining me continuously. This is going out of control now, I can’t tell what his omega seeks but I don’t understand why his eyes changed to white. This isn’t normal…I grasp at his face, letting my red gaze devour his as I command “yield to your alpha…”

I think I should not have done that…

Jin went unconscious the very moment, body going limp as I catch him and realize now that everyone around was just as startled and confused.

“He’s ok…tend to the kids first” I picked my mate up into my arms and turned to take him inside only to come face to face with the old man.

“I told you not to meddle with stuff beyond your control boy” his voice heavy with anger “we cannot let his omega take control”

However, before I could speak the large wooden doors are thrown open and the courtyard fills with Eulan’s soldiers as they flurry in and surround me and Jin.

“Kneel!” They order me and I am a little surprised because Jin had said Namjoon was going to send us help…I don’t understand what is going on right now.

“Kneel or we attack you trueblood! You and the prince are coming with us…it’s the Kings’ orders!”

“I want no problems and I don’t want to fight” I assure as they dismount their horses and pull their swords out and begins cornering me, my arms coil tighter around Jin as I cradle him closer to myself “I will say it again, I do not want to shed blood here but if you don’t stop I will not hesitate to kill”

“We don’t want to spill blood either, surrender…now!”

I assess the situation, the betas had been sent inside the chambers and the horde of soldiers stood glaring at me.

Before they broke upon us with swords raised, I step back and holding Jin to myself I unsheathe my sword.

I feel a blade press at my back, and two more at my sides making me growl out as  I threaten them while my wolf threatened to take over.

“My mate is unconscious! You hurt him and I will end your pathetic lives!”

“Kneel! You have no way to win…!” They threaten and I realize the only way out of this is to let my trueblood out but if I do that I’ll probably end up killing everyone, especially since my mate is powerless n more vulnerable at the moment.

I put my sword down “what is it that your King wants now?”

“The crown princess has been abducted by your people…your King has demanded you n your mate’s return to agree to release the princess”

I frown, that sounds quite unlikely…Jungkook wouldn’t give up his chance to eliminate the heir just because he intends to see me n my mate.

“Fine…I will go with you…however, if you try to hurt me or my mate I will not hesitate to use my sword” I warn before sheathing my sword and see them put their weapons away as well “bring me my stallion”.

We leave the monastery in silence, I note the old man staring at us from far…his eyes gentle and set on Jin, who is still unconscious in my arms.

Well, I can tell he doesn’t like the idea of Jin being mine or being a part of this war…although he seems to also know that I am the only one who can keep Jin safe and Jin’s omega in control.

He turns away walking back inside the monastery as we head deeper into the green fringed path down the mountains. I am startled that Jin had dared to ride these ragged paths in the night, completely vulnerable and prone to danger all alone.

I really wonder when he will learn to not do such absolutely reckless stuff!

My gaze falls on him as I see him passed out in my arms, looking like a innocent little omega as he sleeps clutching onto my coat as if he’s not the same wicked one who used his sly tricks to attack and kidnap me! Me…his alpha! A trueblood alpha! No one has ever dared to play me the way this omega right here! 

“Good thing I mated you…I can make sure to punish you for every single offence, you just wait till this war is done…we return home and I’m gonna give it all back to you with interest, try all your tricks on me for now sweet thing” I peck at his head, taking in a whiff of his scent…the alluring jasmine instantly calming my agitated senses.

But the situation did not look very good as we rode closer to the palace.

“What is the meaning of this?” I scowl angry as they try to chain me, intending to get Jin away from me as I hold him close. They had pulled me into the court, the King glaring at me from his throne as the lords keep voicing angry commands to enchain and imprison me.

“You surely don’t think that I am stupid enough to believe that your brother will leave peacefully if we let you and your mate return to them” King Yeonho voices grimly.

I eye the guards getting closer “you hurt me…you hurt him as well, he’s tied to me”

He goes a little silent, before sighing “very well…take them inside-” “It will be wise if you don’t try to use my mate as a wager, I will not let Jin break our bond” I state “and do not put your trust on my brother if you want to save your land.”

I am escorted to a chamber and realize that we have been locked in. I lay him down on the bed and sigh to myself “your family is just as fucked up as mine Jin…well honestly, yours might just be a little worse.”

I chuckled to myself as I look around before heading to wash up, thankfully the only good thing about being here is I can finally wear something that suits an alpha…if it was different situation, I’d punish Jin for dressing me in those ridiculous sissy clothes.

The things he can get away with because of being my mate…I really feel he is beginning to exploit his say over me…crafty little omega…your powers don’t scare me, I’ll teach you a lesson if you try to test me…

I come out to see Jin awake, he flinched n jumped off the bed when his eyes caught sight of me “wh-what is going on? Where are we?”

“Oh your father was rather missing you…n requested you to be brought into the palace” I taunt drying my hair, catching his eyes stiffly avoid looking at my bare chest.

“M-My father wanted me in the palace?” He blinks and as ignorant as he is, I see him actually looking happily surprised at the news “we are at the palace? But how did he know though…I mean did Namjoon-” “We are trapped in here because he intends to trade us in exchange for your sister” I can’t take how completely cluelessly naïve he actually is. I sit down with a huff beside him while he begins to look alarmed “did you think Jungkook will just sit back and wait while you planned your own adventures into the woods?”

“T-Trade Jisoo?” His eyes are wide with worry “what does that mean?”

I sigh “fuck that…and tell me what’s your big plan now darling hmm?” I turn to him “you’ve successfully put us in the middle of a real mess…your sister, the heir of Eulan is imprisoned by Jungkook, the Commander badly wounded due to war n also imprisoned, a second time that is” I point at the beta's incapacity “me, the one who could actually stop this war…trapped in the palace of Eulan because of your stupidities and you, the reckless idiot whom I should have left in Kleon but made the mistake of bringing along, is actually stupid enough to think your father brought you to the palace to coddle and care for you”

“Umm…I can fix this” he gulps “I’ll talk to father-” “If you still can’t tell…those father-son talks are totally not working Jin…he’s gonna rip your head off if need be, I am telling you this…knowing that won’t believe me but this is the truth…he doesn’t care what happens to you”

He turns to me with an helpless expression, leaning closer as he blinked at me “you…you promised you’d ensure Eulan is safe…we have to get Noona back…please help me…”

“I promised I’d listen to your demand if you listened to mine” I try my best to hold back the smirk seeing him be so soft and docile, I am an alpha after all and my mate is unlike normal omegas…this rare meekness in him is very very tempting “however you denied me”

He looks a little nervous dropping his gaze from mine as he mumbled “I-I…did agree…” “You sure about that?” I teased setting my palm on his thigh as I crawled closer. He leans back snapping his eyes to a side as he turns a bright pink under my gaze.

“Uh…I m-mean I-” “Want to have my pups?”

He flinches when he realises he’s laid down and I’m hovering over him, rapidly blinking at me as I grin at him…I am going to sound like a pervert but damn I love the innocence in his eyes…I mean sexy omegas who know what they want in bed is fucking hot. But it honestly can’t beat the heavily blushing and thoroughly clumsy inexperienced little omega under me who doesn’t seem to be much aware of the way his pheromones are going haywire right now.

“M-Mating doesn’t al-always lead to p-pups” he chokes on half the words as he tries to sound confident, still trying to play me and lie to me.

“True” I lean closer, running my mouth over his neck and tease him a little more as I whisper into his ear “that’s why we need to try it more often.”

He freezes underneath me and I hold back the laugh building in my throat to see him visibly trapped in his own smart word play.

“Umm…I-we…” he fumbles as I set my hands on the crisscross of nimble ribbons at the collar of his dark green tunic, pulling off the knotted bow “shh…I’ll make sure you enjoy it love”

“I-I should wash u-up” “Sure…after we are done” he smile against his skin as I kiss his collarbones, his scent spiking uncontrollably while his heartbeat rose higher.

“Th-The war…” “Not like we can do anything about it till they let us out of here” I press a line of kisses up his neck, my mouth grazing over his smooth jaw “might as well do something worthwhile in the meantime”

I smile down at him before pressing my mouth on his, his little gasp is soon lost as I kiss him with intention…my lips moulding over his and suddenly I don’t control the play anymore as I lose myself into him. There is a madness in me that only he can trigger, an unnatural greed to dominate and own all of him as I get his stupid tunic out of the way.

I feel his hand clutching at my shoulder before he breaks the kiss, panting heavily. I dive into his neck to suck at the mark and he whines, body arching into a curve before he plasters a palm over his mouth.

“Something you wanna say? Or should I continue?” I trace the mark with my tongue, loving how he shudders and clutches harder at my shoulder but doesn’t say anything, a palm still placed over his mouth as his chest moves in a frenzy of pulse yet he denies to look at me “alright then…” 

I set my hand on the waistline of his pants and watch him gulp loudly “breathe…you look like you’re going to choke yourself before I have even done anything” I tease to see how red he looked, beads of sweat covering his skin “why are you being like this huh? Don’t you remember pleading to me to make you feel good?”

He has zero confidence in sex without his omega…does he not remember how needy he was during his heat and the things I have already done to him?

“I-I’m f-fi-fine…” he clears his throat moving the hand away from covering his mouth.

“You know you can tell me if you are scared…omegas often are…” I tease and just as I had expected he turns to snap at me “Iamnotscaredofyou…!”

“I never said you’re scared of me” I push the pants down just a bit as I try my best to see how far he was okay taking the teasing, he seems to be going quite well along with it “or are you? You look really nervous for some reason…am I scaring you?”

“N-No…your pheromones are m-messing with my head” he blurts trying to awkwardly cover the bulge in his pants.

Ah sure…now that he has accepted the bond my pheromones must feel just as overwhelming to him as his feels to me. It’s a maddening swirl of craving for each other and ardent need for each other’s warmth mixed with a hint of possessive greed to devour the other, have his scent all on me and fill him up with mine. 

“I see…that can definitely be taken care off” I kiss his cheek palming his hard on and grin as he whines and curses under his breath “you like that? Like my touches omega?”

“Uhhmm…ye-yeah, it-it’s ok-ay…” he closes his eyes n hums deeply, legs going stiff as I stopped, stunned to hear him and pull back “what do you mean ‘it’s okay’?!”

I can’t believe my ears…need some time to process this actually…and to say that I am terribly offended…!

Okaay? What’s okay?? Me…?! In bed?! Just okay?! Heck I am fucking great! Definitely not ‘yeah…okay’!

He dares to look confused as I wait for him to reply “I m-mean it was-” “It’s what?”

“Uhh..” he frowns up at me gulping “it’s okay…that’s what I just said” 

This little…

I flip him over and he gasps, peeking back with wide eyes as I strip him off his pants “that’s what you meant when you said you were relieved I was there to help you through your heat? That I was ‘okay’??”

Do I care that I sound like a pissed off alpha? Of course I don’t! Imagine being desired by every omega in a kingdom, who’d crave and pine for my favours then along comes this one omega…completely inexperienced omega if I may specify, whom I mate with the gentlest care and be absolutely affectionate because he is my cluelessly virgin fated and he says ‘eh it was okay’….!

“Fine then…guess you want it a little differently huh? Was I being too considerate-” I freeze catching unfamiliar scents right outside and instantly cover Jin under the duvet, my gaze zaps to my sword and I am instantly ready, guarding my completely startled omega whom I hide behind myself.

“What’s-” his meek query is cut off as the doors to the chamber are thrown open and Jin shrieks, ducking behind me as his hands instinctively clutch at me.

“You call these manners of the royal palace here…? How dare you invade my privacy and enter without permission?!” “You are no guest here trueblood…but a prisoner! Be glad of our courtesy for not throwing you into the dungeons and chaining you!”

The guards scowl at me as they order, their eyes move to my mate and I growl “GET OUT!”

“The King wants you at court. Get dressed…we will wait outside.”

They leave, but I can hear them right outside. I move off the bed bringing Jin the set of clothes as I set them by him “here”

He looks awkward but I don’t bother moving and stay right there to watch him change. Not to mention I am trying real hard to keep myself down and Jin seems in an equally unhappy state, both of us actually frustrated for being unsatisfied with how things got snapped midway.

“Could you at least pretend that you aren’t a pervert?” Jin snaps at me with a stiff jaw.

“Why am I the pervert when you stripped me naked and changed me while I was passed out?” I cross my arms over my chest as I smirk at him.

“I-” he gulped looking unprepared “I was trying to help!”

“Oh sure…I must have looked really really uncomfortable in my clothes right?” I slowly stroll closer to him, watching him huff and turn about as he fixes his buckle and snatches the shirt off the bed “don’t worry, I’ll remember to tell you when I feel uncomfortable in my clothes in future, seeing that you love doing it so much”.

“Will you just let it go?! It was one stupid time! And I’m never-” I grasp at his head and kiss him, he sputters as I hold him to myself and keep our mouths pressed together. His hands come up to press at my chest instantly as he pushes me off “are you out of your mind?! There’s guards at the door!” He whisper-yells at me, frowning angrily.

“You think they could bother me?” Nothing right now bothers me more than that ‘yeah it was okay’. I want to press him down onto the bed and fuck him till he loses his mind in how good I can make him feel…make him moan out in the pleasure only I can give him…make him so sore that he’d need my help to heal himself.

“Well, they definitely bother me!” He whisper-yells at me again as he buttons up his shirt and throws mine at my face “get dressed, will you!”

á na márië.

[A\N] let's just say that I am also just as curious to see where this is going...👀

Stay safe and healthy everyone ❤️
Borahae!