Taehyung’s P.O.V.

By the time he had tired himself out with his violent sobbing and realised that no amount of his incessant demanding and crying and cursing was going to make me let him go back to Eulan ever again, he fell asleep against me.

And as unlikely of me as it may sound, I spent hours watching him, adoring him…letting him relax as I tried to keep my scent as pleasing for him as possible while letting his scent calm me thoroughly, my rage and frustration flushed out as the essence of night jasmine took over me driving away days of discomfort.

I am terribly confused right now, a hundred thoughts racing through my head...it is going to be a difficult choice between making him happy and doing what Kleon demands of me, although without a doubt I do know whom I’ll choose at the end of everything.

I slowly lay him on the mattress setting his head gently against the pillow “why are you so stubborn?”

His face is tear stained, tiny hiccups still slipping his mouth once in a while and his hair is an utter mess. He’s so breath-takingly lovely, something I can’t possibly unsee despite his poisonous hatred for me. I want to pamper him with kisses and cherish him and keep him to myself all day, scent him and own him over and over again till every eye can see how ardently his delicate and supple body is marked and loved by his alpha.

“You are not supposed to be in a battlefield, such violence is not meant for your eyes love…you need to stay here” I brushed a few strands of his hair to a side, tucking those behind his ear. My eyes catch on that soft pout, full moist lips urging me to press my hungry greedy mouth on his. It's been a while since I have tasted them... however I am not going to force him into it, I'll rather wait. I have seen enough of him crying.

It tears me apart when he wails like that...the bond makes me feel his pain and it's like knives twisting into my gut. Not a good feeling at all.

“I can tell you were sent to strip me off of all my pride eh?” I smile to myself as I press my nose on his plush cheek, so soft and covered in a mix of our scents and I steal a small peck. My alpha actually guilty of seeing him that upset and desperate to ensure he knew I wasn't angry with him anymore. I realized that I had ended up bruising his jaw, my grip being too harsh had left red blotches on his pale skin and I place another soft kiss to soothe “why do you anger me so much little omega? You’re so delicate that a mere grip leaves bruises on you and yet you refuse to behave” I know for a fact that most of my aggression towards him wells from one single cause “look how weak you make me, I am practically whining for affection from you, going crazy due to your denial to acknowledge me n here you are, divine as ever yet so cruel…to pretend you don’t see…”

For some reason I doubt that he is actually immortal…I remember wounding him, saw him bleed and fall weak to pain…he can’t heal himself if his gift of regeneration is blocked…and if that is true then he could be fatally wounded if anyone manages to block his powers. Another reason I never want him to take scent blockers besides the fact that I do not appreciate him trying to torture me more by hiding his scent from me, taking those will leave him utterly vulnerable to danger and I won’t be able to even sense his distress.

My alpha seems to baulk at the very thought of it, let alone witness it.

I touched his fingers, seeing how calloused his gentle hands looked, very unlike omegas who are known for soft hands. I traced with my finger over the rough patches, clearly from training for years…a soldier’s reward.

And yet his hands were too virtuous and clean for they could heal and cure.

I smiled to myself enveloping his hand in mine, calloused and rough as well from years of training and inflicting pain.

It takes years to give up on softness just like it takes years to clear your hands of sins…it takes time to learn to be heartless enough to take a life.

No one is born cruel, it’s when the world pushes us into the very corner and there is no way but to let the beast out and tear through that we realize the truth about ourselves…whether we will chose violent need to survive over peacefully giving up.

Who I was, and who I needed to become to survive are completely different truths…however, they do go hand in hand, and somewhere along the way every decision I took became a part of me…and I became who I am today.

A reckless trueblood…a Commander who never fails…a feared man…a hated mate.

Well…it’s only this little omega in front of me who dares defy my authority every chance he gets…though I know he fears me as well. I don’t want him to, I like his free spirit but at times he gets stupid in his fearlessness and I often end up losing my patience with him.

“I don’t have the power to bring you back to me Jin, so I’ll have to use my strength to keep you safe” I leaned in to press my lips softly on my mark on his neck and heard a content hum leave his lips. I smiled to myself when I saw him moving his head to side to bare his neck to me in simple reaction, his omega naturally seeking more of my affection. It’s evident that he tries too hard to keep his guard up against me while he’s awake. I gently place a kiss on his neck again, not wanting to deny my mate’s wish “I’ll accept your anger against me if it means that no harm will come to you.”

I stepped out of the room to see everyone throwing terrified and utterly concerned glances at me and realized they probably think I must have hurt the omega.

“Despite whatever you all believe, I am not a monster” I chuckle darkly, a bit bothered that they could really think I’d do that “I would never hurt my mate…he is asleep”

I walked away, passing hyung and my mother without a word as I headed outside, intending to go to the camps. As much as I don’t want to put any heed to the message Hoseok had sent to Jin, I know Jungkook has planned something, something bigger behind this attack at Eulan because I fucking don’t trust that sick mutt…he’s pure evil.

And it did not take me much time to realize what it was that he was planning when I was greeted by General fuckface as I rode into the camps.

“Such a show off” he scoffed watching me dismount my horse as I scowled at him “is it not rude of you to come to the camps covered in your mates’ scent?”

“Piss off if you don’t want everyone to watch your head rolling…no game to play at the palace today eh?” I walked past him actually tempted to behead him, it’d be so satisfying…I have forever hated his guts and his typically sly ways.

“You make me sad Tae-” “Want me to rip your tongue off? I’m still not over the fact that you dared to touch my mate…you forget your manners again, it will be an offense you’ll regret” I threatened to see him smirk, guess he really has a death wish.

“How do I give you the news about what your brother has planned for your beautiful mate if you rip my tongue off Commander?”

My jaw clenched at the words as I stiffened and halted abruptly.

“I wasn’t sure if you’d appreciate me approaching or sharing the news with Seokjin-”

I snap around “if this is some kind of your sick game Hoseok be sure I’ll give you the worst death” I can feel my fists shaking as I glare at him.

“You ever saw me doing something like trying to be helpful to anyone?” He chuckles, quirking a brow up “I made a promise to your mate and although I may seem like a man with no morals, I do keep a promise…I owe him my life n I might betray you and anyone else, but him…never”

Marvellous words…too pious for his mouth actually, I don’t trust one word of this treacherous leech but ok…let’s hear him out. However…I do need to clear out one thing.

“I’ll tell this one time and one time only…you fucking touch my mate, or even dare to look at him ever again, I’ll make sure to make you regret it”

“God you’re one insecure alpha” he actually dared to laugh at me and a heavy growl of warning rumbled at the back of my throat “stay in your lane maggot”.

“You know you act way more sensitive than an omega in heat...I don’t understand how you and Yoongi can be related” he spoke following behind me as I headed towards my tent.

“He is like super cool, super suave…you’ll never catch him slipping into alpha rage…and then there’s you…”

I rolled my eyes, he’s really pushing his luck…live free maggot until I snap.

“Is it like some sort of flex for you? You seem to love how your pheromones make people cower around you…I bet it’s a kink right? It has to be! All alphas love to see other’s kneeling powerlessly before them…I do agree, it’s very satisfying…”

Does he ever stop talking? I feel like choking all air out of him due to his incessant rambling.

I entered my tent, walking over to the large table set in the middle of the tent “now if you really have something worthwhile to talk about, do it or else fuck off…I got real work to do”

I turned to face him and saw him chuckle before nodding “oh trust me you’re gonna forget all real work, your omega is in danger Commander” I froze instantly and watched him suspiciously and he went on ahead to continue “well you know your brother, he’s always got something up his sleeves”

“What do you mean by that?”

I waited for him to carry on as he ambled to casually take his seat on the settee and smirked at me “you took away his mate…now he wants revenge”

I frowned to understand what he meant as I walked over to take a seat “what do you mean revenge? Not like a mark can be undone…? Jin’s body has accepted my claim on him” well maybe not completely but his body actually has, his omega has marked me in return as well.

“Well, maybe not undone…” his eyes set on mine and maybe this is the first time I see concern in them “but it can certainly be broken”

I slipped into rage instantly, my trueblood threatening to take over as I’m filled with over-protectiveness and jealously instantly.

“He wouldn’t dare” I realized my voice is a low growl “he wouldn’t dare to touch my omega ever again”.

There is only one way to break a bonding, if either of the mates chose to accept someone else. My father had broken his bond with the Queen to mark and claim my mother. But breaking a bond is never a happy instance, it was the reason my father died…it slowly weakens the one who breaks the bond, finally killing him for going against the natural law and it leaves the other devoid of any emotion or sensation…broken bonds leave both mates feeling hollow and render them weak, truthfully they are never the same again.

The mark my mother carried wasn’t a true bonding mark and faded when my father died…however since my father had already broken the bond, his death didn’t affect the Queen.

“Jin will never accept him” I gulped feeling my insecurities rise, no way….there was no way I’d let Jin break our bond. He can never accept anyone else, I am his alpha…he belongs to me.

“The hunters have been set to keep track of him” the words made my throat go dry, Jin isn’t safe…not even in North Gate, they had abducted him once from there and I might try to deny it but they could definitely do it again.

I stood up with a start, my alpha crazed with the need to protect my mate and instantly I hollered for the battalion leaders.

“Yes Commander, the troops are readying for the war” “Prepare the artillery, I will call in the archers from the coastline soon. We should be prepared by the end of the week…and what about the ammunitions? Did those arrive?” I turned to Hoseok to question.

“Yes, they are being prepared-” “I’m not going to put up with your excuses for delay General, it needs to be done immediately…and Sehun, prepare a troop of thirty men, archers and swordsmen…I need them at North Gate but make sure no one knows about it except the four of us. It’s an emergency-”

I was about to carry on when my senses froze as I caught a hint of my mate’s sweet scent wafting in the air.

“Commander?” Sehun looked at me still waiting for me to continue before they turned with a start towards the entrance of the tent as well and I waited struck with disbelief, my insides trying to deny the obvious.

“Ah…I love his guts by the way…a real piece of work if you ask me” Hoseok’s laughter aggravated my disbelief “a fitting mate for someone like you, I’m telling you Taehyung he’s gonna ruin your ego…and I’ll wait for it to happen” he grinned like the evil fucktard he is.

It had gotten dead silent here suddenly…everyone frozen and waiting in loud anticipation to see an omega set foot in the camps without any escort accompanying him as Jin burst in, frowning and ready for a fight.

“They are still preparing for a war?!! You were supposed to call it off!”
He literally growled at me, as I watched the battalion leaders flinch back as they stood stunned with alarm and gaped at him.

I don't blame them, an omega in the flesh standing boastful n proud in the midst of four alphas in a millitary camp inside the Commander's tent...a really unexpected sight to be honest. Added with the realisation that this was the same omega who had them fooled like dummies to play every one of us to believe that he was a beta for more than a week!

God do I hate his guts!

“What are you doing here?” I spoke through gritted teeth.

“Hey Sehun” he greeted the alpha by my side, who looked horrified and instantly glanced at me, and dropped his gaze to see my flaring eyes glare at him.

I can’t believe him…did he just disregard my question to say ‘Hey Sehun’!??

“Hello Seokjin…I see you got my letter” my head burned with fury to see Hoseok sidestep us and greet Jin with a loud smile, a weird giggle in his voice as Jin thanked him profusely for the help as I stood there holding back my urge to command the fuckface to kneel and keep his eyes off my mate.

I turned to the battalion leaders “leave…we’ll talk about it later” and they hurried out, not daring to look up at Jin as my gaze fixed on my mate.

“Come here Jin…” I demanded, my teeth gritting as agitation coursed thickly through my veins.

“I am not your dog…stop hollering for me” he snapped at me again, eyes devoid of the plea I had seen when my anger had scared him too much to slip into submitting to me. The brown orbs were now fiery as he glared at me and I lost it…I mean can you blame me? How much of arrogance am I supposed to put up with?

“Do not talk back to me omega!” I saw Jin’s mouth shut immediately, eyes blinking rapidly as I watched his fists clench as he tried to fight it “now come here”.

He walked closer to me, eyes dropping to the ground and I could tell he hated me commanding him but I see no other choice right now to get his anger under control because it is pushing my alpha into rage feeling challenged already since he had denied to listen to me and dared to come here.

Guess I will have to hold on to the hope that he actually didn’t mean it when he said he will poison me if I commanded him again.

“I think I told you that you’re not supposed to come here” I enquired coiling an arm around his waist and pulling him to myself, unashamedly scenting him as I tugged his collar down to press my mouth on his mark and ran my tongue up to nuzzle and suck behind his ear, knowing it will get him to calm down and abide to me without fail.

Jin gave out a short yelp, not expecting me to do so in front of Hoseok’s eyes and ducked his head low as I caught pink dusting his cheeks. Frail fists pressed against my chest as his chest heaved and he tried very hard not to let any whimpers spill while his omega responded to my gesture immediately.

“Aren’t you getting a bit too brazen darling? I did tell you there are limits to my acceptance of mistakes…hmm?” Fuck…he smells so damn sweet, his scent is stronger for some reason and I couldn’t stop myself from running my nose along the column of his throat, scenting him as my alpha was going berserk with over possessiveness. While my mind burned with the thought of Jungkook taking him away from me.

“You d-didn’t stop the attack” he mumbled, whining shakily due to my actions. I realize that he is actually not fighting or struggling against me.

“I never said I would” I cleared, fixing his collar back again and caressed his cheek, only to see his stiff indifference come back as he denied to accept my show of affection yet again as he turned the other way but I could see how red and breathless he seemed. I reluctantly let him free.

“Let me go to Eulan, I’ll speak-” “No…you’re doing none of that Jin” I cut him off “now go home, I have a war to prepare for-”

“Then I’m going along with you” he voiced resolute in his decision while I frowned being utterly unprepared to hear that, and saw Hoseok’s eyes get wide with disbelief as well.

“What?” I am not sure I heard him right.

“If you are going to attack Eulan then I am coming along…leave me here and I swear I’ll find a way to get there” fucking hell! Is he actually threatening me?!

I took in a deep breath not knowing how to deal with him…I’m practically at my wits’ end with him.

“You are not going to war with us Jin…omegas do not go into war…it’s unheard of…it’s not in your nature to endure such violence”

“My nature?” He quirked up an eyebrow at me haughtily “and how much do you know of my nature?!” He scoffed “all you do is judge me and command me…’not supposed to do this’, ‘not supposed to do that’ and threaten me all the time! I practically live in fear when you’re around me, I don’t know why I always believed alphas never hurt their omegas-” “I never once hit you Jin…don’t you accuse me of wrongs I haven’t committed” I stood stunned for a while as I realized how much he must hate me to say that…I would never hit my mate.

“Sure, you haven’t hit me…yet, but your pathetic pride has hurt me more than a dozen times...I don’t know if you even consider me a human being…or your slave!”

A slave? That’s fucking hilarious…so this is the return I get for being considerate of him all through these days? He thinks I treat him as my slave?!

“Clearly you’ve never seen how slaves are treated Prince” I taunted knowing his little experience about the world around and its ugly reality “if I really treated you as my slave, you wouldn’t be able to stand here and talk back to me”.

He gulped still fuming as a deep frown kept his brows knitted “is that a threat?” “’Is it?” I scowled feeling disturbed to be accused so meanly when I have been holding myself back and giving him all the space he sought “I don’t know though…you seem to really believe I will hit you someday or the other. Do you think I’m some kind of sick sadistic alpha who enjoys hitting their mate?!” My teeth gritted as I tried to process the amount of hatred he actually harbours against me and it made my insides go wild with anxiety…fear creeping up my spine to think that he actually might accept to break our bond…he might give in to Jungkook.

“I am your alpha!” I thundered at him watching him flinch back, my rage was beginning to get the best of me as I paced around till I marched up to him and grasped at his shoulders “you are my mate Jin…I could never hurt you! Why is it so hard for you get this?! Why won’t you accept that you need me too?!”

I growled at his face and saw him watching me with wide frightened eyes…I am scaring him…again, he’s again scared of me…

“Don’t do that!” I demanded and he looked utterly confused and terrified of me now “why would you look at me like that?!”

He fumbled unsurely, little whines leaving his mouth as he tried to get my grip off of him “I’m n-not doing anything…let me g-go”

I watched his fearful eyes and felt fear flush my insides, there’s no affection in his eyes for me…only sheer fear and hatred.

“No” I voiced being determined as he struggled against me “I’m not letting you go…never…you’re mine!”

He flinched as I growled out the words and in a fit of strident emotions took the decision that was going to rattle all norms of history…alter the future irrevocably, a decision that I didn’t know would end up changing everything.

“You want to come along? Fine! You’re never leaving my side ever again Jin…I’ll take you wherever I go…be it to war or hell…from this day onwards wherever I go, you’re coming along…”

He looked stunned, not even blinking while Hoseok seemed to have frozen as well.

“You will stay by my side and I will be your armour omega…nothing and no one will ever dare to touch you or take you away from me.”

“Are you trying to kill him? Is that what you want to do?” Hyung sounded distressed as he paced inside my tent “first you make a mess by marking him without his consent and now you want him to join the troops ?! I agree he is skilled but he is an omega Taehyung! You being his alpha how could you let him step into such danger? How on earth is this going to work?!!”

I have never seen him this distressed…I am still processing this as I tried to find words to reply, although that little distasteful thought that Jin actually trusts him and likes him better than me clawed at my insides.

Could it be that hyung feels the same for him? He had been protecting Jin in the camps…I have never actually seen him do that for an omega…he rarely lets his alpha instincts get the best of him

“He will be fine, you don’t need to worry about that… as his alpha that’s my concern” my voice is unintentionally heavy, the thought of him desiring my mate gnawing at my head and heart “will you be accompanying the troops this time? Or has the King finally bought your head? You seem to spend all your time there these days…”

“Your omega wrecked havoc at the palace, some far beyond repair” he smiled insinuatingly “the King wasn’t in a very good shape…still isn’t actually”

He went silent for a while and I watched him sigh “his envy is costing him his sanity…”

“Huh” I scoff “he was never sane to begin with” I remember him sitting calm and satisfied as he watched me getting whipped to death, we were fifteen at the time but never will I forget that cold smirk he had given me right before I had lost my senses and gave in to the pain and fear as they threatened to hurt my mother if I did not submit to him.

“Everyone has a story they keep hidden Taehyung…don’t assume his childhood was rainbows and delight” I hate when hyung does this, I don’t understand how he can sympathize with Jungkook.

“He had watched his father abandon him and his mother to choose your mother and you…not an easy thing to accept you know, to watch his mother suffer every day for that one decision.

He was the heir to the Kingdom, people knelt before him without question and yet he envied what you had because the King never stopped talking about that trueblood of yours…he had more than anyone could ever ask for and yet he didn’t have enough…” hyung sounds regretful…I really do not understand him, father never chose me over him, if he did then I wouldn’t be the one to be punished, neither would we be banished from the palace.

“Hyung I hope you know I do not feel any sympathy for someone who ordered to have me tortured till I couldn’t move, when I didn’t even do anything to him…he made father force my alpha into submission knowing it would crush me…and you think he suffered? I would have died that day if mother hadn’t rescued me, I couldn’t breathe right for hours! I didn’t walk for days! And you say he didn’t have it easier than me?”

I saw him gulp and lower his head “I know, I’m not sympathisi-” “He is a pathetic human, and I think I have been very understanding with him only because of the reason that I did not want to associate with him in any way…not even to get my revenge.

However, things are different now…next time he tries to come between me and my mate or hurt Jin in anyway, I will end him and I will not feel an ounce of regret doing so”

I am furious…how can hyung actually sympathize with him?! They don’t know it yet but he is the monster, not me! I have seen how he treats that omega he keeps by him, had tried to help Jimin get out of the brutality of the palace and had offered to set him free and let him return to his homeland but that omega is an idiot…or crazy as well I guess.

Jungkook is pure evil…sadistic and cruel. I know for a fact that he intends to hurt Jin, something I will never let happen.

“Truthfully, your omega is in danger wherever he goes” he sighed sitting down “I can see the General told you about the hunters set around North Gate” his eyes move towards the plans I had laid down on the table to enforce troops around my home to ensure Jin’s safety “he wouldn’t have hurt Jin before because he believed the omega was going to become his mate but now…he will be cruel to him just to ensure that it hurts you”

My blood boiled as I sat there and listened to those words and watched hyung look at me with troubled eyes “do make sure to keep him close to you, and trust no one. You have chosen to claim him, now it’s your duty to protect him and make sure you treat your mate right Taehyung…don’t make him live in fear and feel unloved…that has been his life till now, he deserves better.”

The words left an odd unrest in me…like a droning echo that wouldn’t stop blaring in my head…I know what it is to live in fear and feel unloved, and truly I’d do anything to not let my mate live through it as well.

However, for that to actually happen he'd have to take the first step of accepting me as his alpha.

“Again!” I commanded from where I stood a little distance away and Jin nodded, quickly getting on his feet to begin again. Although my decision had come as a shock to him initially, he seemed very enthusiastic about accompanying me to Eulan and has taken my order to hone his skills to the finest very seriously. And I feel pride surging in my heart to watch my mate’s sheer resilience to achieve what he sought for without respite. No matter how many times he faltered, he was back up to try again.

“You have lost your mind Taehyung” my mother came up by my side to watch Jin as well.

“I know…people keep telling me that”

“Taking your mate to war? Do you not realise how vulnerable the situation will be for both of you? Not to mention if you lose control over your trueblood…” she sighed “from the way he’s been acting the last few days, I think he’s going to go into heat soon…so I can’t really tell you to leave him here either, it would be too painful for him to suffer through it without his mate” she spoke, thoughtful in her concerns. She has always been like this, never coddled me or showered me with affection but I could always tell she cared. Her way of showing fondness had been a mystery to me when I was younger, when she would train me through exhaustion, punish me for taking advantage of my trueblood strength or scold me for not paying heed to her.

She has been really different with Jin though, her care overspilling her stoic nature....I think it became more evident after she had learnt how Jin had lost his senses to have lost his mother. I have often seen that hint of compassion in her gaze while she dotes on him, not like it bothers me and I appreciate it because he seems to be like it.

True, I can sense his heat nearing as well being his alpha, although his scent hasn’t begun spiking too much but I can tell it will be soon…no wonder he’s so sensitive to me these days. His absolute disgust for me had waned by a tiny bit and he seems to be holding back his fiery curses against me. However, the sweetest thing was when I saw him sleeping while clutching at my pillow, his nose burrowed into it as he remained ignorantly lying there and I had to pretend like it didn’t make a hundred sinful images churn in my head of how I could give him so much more and cover him completely in my scent.

I’m not really sure how am I supposed to care for him if he goes into heat while we are at war, it will definitely be a mess. My alpha will not be able to focus on anything but his satisfaction and relief.

However, still better than living with the constant fear that Jungkook could hurt him or take him away, and if I lose control…well, I don’t really know. I haven’t thought it through, I guess.

“I have already taken the decision mother…there’s no use thinking about the consequences anymore” I watched my mate struggle to hold the sword up as he aimed to hit the dummy, the weight of the weapon had his hands trembling and he missed the neck to shove the blade at its ear and slice into its face.

“For now…I need to make him realize what a battlefield actually feels like” my hands formed fists as I prepared myself, rigidly holding my alpha back as I emboldened my heart to be strong enough to scare him maybe just a tiny bit “whatever happens, do not interfere” I warned before heading towards Jin.

I pulled out my sword as I walked towards him where he was practicing under the afternoon sun which had slowly began losing its heat and aged into a gleaming orange evening, fluffy honeyed clouds swirling in poignant shapes in the open sky. I stepped down the steps as I exhaled loudly, watching his back flex as he used all his strength to focus on keeping the sword steady.

“That’s not the way” I spoke and he abruptly turned around, wide-eyed to see me suddenly behind him. I grabbed at his shoulders to turn him around to stand face-to-face with me and see him draw a sharp breath as his eyes momentarily dropped down.
Surely his omega seems to be growing in power with his heat nearing, so docile…his scent growing so deliciously sweet. I tried my best to hide the smile creeping up my lips.

“Your sword is a part of you…it moves along with you, you need not focus on the kill…it will do that for you if you know how to share your strength with it”

He blinked up at me now as I showed him again the way to hold a sword…I could tell he has never used a real sword, although he is trained to wield blades. He’s good with the katana…those are way lighter and smaller but the problem with those are that they fall weak against tough armour, made specifically for deep kill and in close combat which puts on you the risk to be so near an enemy when they are bound to act in reflex.

“Rule one-no using two hands” I pushed his left away “with that you protect, with this you attack” I made sure he understood he’ll have to hold his shield with the left hand.

He nodded, watching me very attentively “yeah I understand”

I grasped at his right arm and turned him around again, showing him how to hold it without fearing to lose his balance while my hand habitually coiled about his waist as his back pressed against my front.

“Not your wrist, but your core and shoulder strength drives it” I pressed my hand flat onto his stomach as I guide the movements of his arm “control your breathing as you move” although I can feel that he has stopped breathing as he stands stiff. I loosen my hold on his wrist, and gently pull my fingers to caress down his forearm to set it to cup his tricep, putting pressure to ensure he doesn’t end up with a sprained muscle due to overworking himself. I gladly watched a shudder run through him at my touches, his scent smooth and for the first time approving of my touch. I don’t know if he is aware of the amount of pheromones he is releasing as he drowned my senses without realizing what it was doing to me.

I can feel my alpha going restless, a blur of need and desire pooling in me as my suppressed craving to mate and claim him completely took over. The hand resting on his stomach clutched anxiously at the fabric of his jacket because I wanted it off of him…I want him bare…needy and lusting for me. I realized Jin could feel my spiking pheromones when I caught a little whimper slip his mouth pushing my alpha too close to snapping.

I have a really strong urge to kiss his neck, scent him and mark him again right now but I resist because I can feel that my pheromones had him frozen, a natural reaction of omegas if their alpha demands submission. He is confusing me very much…his human side seems to hate me with everything he got and yet his omega is trying to lure me in, his body seems to be preparing for his heat, to mate for the very first time and take an alpha’s knot.

It would have been easier for him if he had submitted to me right after I marked him…easier for me too, I am troubled with the thought that he’d hate me for touching him when his senses would be lost to the primal need and hunger that will drive his body and yet my alpha will not be able to deny his mate’s need. He will need me…but I am worried that he wouldn’t desire me. 

I know he is terrified, he has been reacting to me in the oddest ways the last few days, jumping in fright one moment when I only wanted to help him mount the horse and then tempting me and provoking me the next as he released heavy amounts of his purely blissful scent to ensure that I was covered in it entirely to stake his claim on me.

I don’t think he is aware of it but an omega in heat is just as territorial as an alpha in his rut.

“Try…” I insisted as I spoke into his ear before I placed my sword up, waiting to see if he dared to take the challenge against me. Well, Jungkook can kiss his schemes goodbye, my omega knows who his alpha is.

á na márië. 

[A\N] 💜_borahae

I guess this book's should get a nickname_massive chapters book! 🥴 6467 words Phew!

I'm really tired right now, so if there are any mistakes I'll fix those later.

Take care of yourself ❤️💗