Taylor

Shit! The fuckin' sun is blinding me over here. Dammit Hayley usually closes the curtains, where is she

I didn't feel like getting up so I just turned over, OH FUCK. Okay um, maybe it's not her?

Next to me was a woman with short blue hair, but lots of girls have that right?

I was fully prepared to lie to myself but the blankets were kicked off her body, exposing the tattoos along her right thigh and calf

I stared at the hand holding an envelope. I know it's not just anyone, I found Hayley.

"Hayles wake up" I whisper shouted, not knowing if Jeremy or possibly chad was on the bus

Hayley turned over and pressed her body against mine and started to kiss my neck

She probably thinks I'm chad, Jesus how wasted were we last night?, clearly very

I had to stop her so I gave her a hard shove and pushed her to the other side of the bunk

Her eyes shot open and she looked angered by my actions, she probably thought she was kissing chad

When she saw who I was she grabbed the sheets wrapping them around her body

"Taylor what the hell are you doing" Hayley yelled at me, I shhh'd her telling her about my chad Jeremy theory

She quieted down but didn't become any less furious with me "Hayley calm down we were just drunk"

She sighed "dammit chad's gonna kill me" I tilted my head "we don't have to tell anyone this happened" I said

Hayley looked at me curiously "I mean it's not like we remember if we enjoyed it and we're not gonna leave them so why do they gotta know" I explained

"It's not like it's gonna happen again anyways" I added, Hayley sighed "yeah I guess you're right but we take this to our graves" she warned

I nodded and handed her the dress she wore last night. Once she was dressed she simply went to her bunk and took a nap

Once I saw Hayley's curtain close I rolled over and did the same, it's been a long day and it's only noon!

My pillow smelled better that usual. I didn't know what it was but I inhaled deeply it smelled like.....vanilla

Damn! I threw the pillow to the end of my bunk realizing I was enjoying the scent of Hayley and not just a pillow

I groaned and pulled the sheets over my still naked body but they too smelled like vanilla and I swear they felt as soft as Hayley's skin

I kicked them off but it was no use suddenly Hayley was everywhere in my bunk her scent like tear gas of the best kind

To quote one of her songs, she's all around me. But she's no longer underneath me

That thought got me thinking about last night and if we had enjoyed what we did to each other

Dammit no Taylor she has a boyfriend and and you have Baylie, things may not be goin' great but you have her

All this thinking was killing me I jumped out of my bunk and pulled on a pair of pajama pants

I realized that we were actually alone on the bus but just as I had that thought Jeremy and chad walked in

"Taylor you're here have you seen Hayley?" Chad asked. I nodded towards her bunk and went to take a shower to wash the feeling of her body off mine

Once I got out Hayley immediately ran in after me. I went to my bunk to put on some day clothes, even though we were leaving in twenty minutes

After ten minutes Hayley emerged from the bathroom and took a seat on chad's lap

"We got ten minutes" the driver reminded us. Hayley and chad looked at each other sadly

"I love you" Hayley said "love you too" chad replied kissing her. "I guess I'll see you soon" Hayley sighed

Chad smiled "well maybe sooner than you think" he said, Hayley looked confused "I bought a house for us up in Nashville I'm moving in babe"

Hayley smiled widely and pulled him into a tight hug and a passionate kiss. Something inside me snapped and I couldn't watch them anymore

I walked to the back room where I stayed for almost ten minutes until I heard the bus door slam and felt movement

We were officially on the road again on our way to New Mexico. I walked back out and sat on the couch by Hayley

"Hey you guys I gotta call Kat so I'll be in the back room" Jeremy said before walking away

I looked at Hayley and she looked up at the same time making us both look away and me sigh

"Hayles I don't want this to be awkward" she looked at me "yeah you're right Tay" she said

I smiled and looked back at the magazine I was reading and Hayley looked back at her phone

I chuckled "you know I really should be thanking you I hadn't done it in almost a year"

Hayley looked up "really why" she asked, I chuckled again "Baylie wants to wait until our wedding night"

Hayley's eyes widened "you're engaged" I shook my head "no I'm not marrying that lunatic"

Hayley laughed a little bit "yeah it's been a while for me and chad too" she said blushing

"Well there ya go we were just providing a service for each other it meant absolutely nothing" I declared

She shrugged "I guess you're right" she said looking back at her phone. But I wasn't right I was dead wrong

It was more than just a service to me much more and I couldn't figure out why. Sure I had a crush on Hayley in the beginning but we all did even Jeremy!

But I got over that so why am I feeling this way about Hayley now? I have really gotta figure this out