((I thought this would be a cool idea of what fresh 'feels' with out his feelings. Plz tell me if you'd like more stuff kinda like this or not, and also feel free to talk to me))
All I do is smile. I see everyone has this one thing that I don't. Well at times I can feel it like happiness sometimes anger but there's one thing I know I feel....jealousy. I'm jealous I know I am, I want what all you have. I cry not knowing why I feel nothing on the inside. it's empty. I see everyone else crying, people yelling in anger, some feel love.
What is love, I see everyone around me has it. Everyone except me knows it. Then why, why am I different?! Why don't I have what they have. I can see that they don't exactly like me most of the time. I smile but it bothers me. do they look at me like that because I'm not like them. because I'm not normal. why do I have to be the one who's not normal. why don't I have emotions like the rest of you. some could say this is torture but you wouldn't know.... you don't have their emotions. all you can do is try and understand but how would that work out? I tried but apparently I failed because they still confuse me. I see everyone look at me like an oddity. they don't want me to be here. no one will say it but everyone knows it. I'm tolerated, but never a friend. maybe if someone can show me how to feel I might get it. but no one dares to. why do I see them avoid me. is it cause they're scared. is it fear. what is fear. isn't fear just something you get when you avoid a tough situation? then why do I see people avoid me. why do I see them fear me?

WHY AM I SO DIFRENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE!!!

.....what do you feel?