Rob:

Everythings going down  Im completely broken...Im all Alone now...I cant join Vikk and Preston on fighting over Lachlan...deep down before I knew I woudnt have a chance...I knew since Preston and Lachlan met he had an interest on Lachlan...even though were in a relationship...and Vikk...just kept silent in a corner...but strikes when Preston isnt around...I tried my best to save my relationship with Preston and I tried to understand why...but...he just left me...then I coudnt hold it anymore longer....theyll fight for Lachlan and one wins...but the other loses and that other leaves...then the two will live happily ever after...then...Im here....so....where does this whole thing leave me?...to nothing...I was nothing...the reason why the person I love left me...they all left me...they just kept fighting like i wasnt there...and Mitch and Jerome just wanted to shut their mouths off...didnt want to join the war going on around the house.Im just there standing in the corner...no one sees me...no one cared for how I feel...but its okay...cause I know theyre inlove and Preston is happy beside Lachlan...and that kills me...The memories with Preston...I coudnt remember them anynore...this is so unfair...when was the last he smiled while walking with me...when was the last time we laughed together...when was the last time we cuddled...when was the last time...we kissed?...fuck!...im so worthless...useless as they always say...jobless...i dont deserve a life...I shoudve just die...no one would care so...itll be just fine...no one sees so its great...theyll never notice...so long Preston...I Love you....

Meanwhile~

Matt:

"Matt what is wrong with you?!!!"

"You were hanging out while Im in here trying to understand whats wrong with hangingout with Rob?!!"

"Now do you know how it feels?...to feel like youve been cheated all this time but pretended like everythings alright...my friends are better than you Matt!!! They cared for me deeply and they understand me!!"

"And do you think I dont??!!!...Brandon...your just getting jealous at the wrong time and at the wrong person...Brandon...You should just TRUST ME!!!!"

"How?!!! Matt...how?!!...I dont even know where you always wander around everyday...I dont know if...you had another lover out there...i dont know if...your cheating on me again! I dont know what happens-"

"Brandon....we had been through all of this too many times!!!...which part of Im not cheating cant you understand?!!!"

"You dont understand,Matt...I coudnt trust you anymore Matt!!!"

"Fuck!"

I punched the wall in our house and it cracked while brandon just cried and slid down on the floor cupping his face...my eyes are starting to roll down tears too...I remember I said i dont like seeing him cry...i kneeled down and removed his hands from his eyes...

"*sigh* Lets...just...talk about this tonight...lets fix this...Brandon..."

"......okay......."

I wiped his tears and helped him up

"I have to go to the repair shop..."

He dropped his head and nodded.before I close the door and leave

"Remember.....I Love You..."

He smiled sweetly and answered back

"I love you too..."

Then I left to got to work...

Timeskip~

After work I went to visit Rob...so yeah...here we go...

"What the fuck Rob?!!"

"Matt...give that blade back!!!"

"No Rob...your going to end your life with this?!!!"

"No one cared!!! So give me that back Mathew!!!"

"Robert...No!!!...Rob whatevers the problem we can fix it....cmon...Rob..."

He bursted down in tears...

"Nobody....cared....about....me....Matt....okay?...."

Damn here goes the suicidal shits...I really hate deppression...

This ones going to be hard...

"I maybe dont know whats going on and what your going through but...I Cared For You Rob...your my bestfriend..."

He lifted his head up eyes wide with tears rolling down...he looked so hopeful about what I said...that gave him atleast a reason to live...I smiled and hugged him...

"Its okay...Everythings going to be fine..."

"Your always positive...maybe thats one of the reasons why brandon loved you..."

Yeah....Brandon....i hope everything will be alright.....

Timeskip~

"Brandon Im home!!!"

I walked in our room and saw him sleeping with Kenny which made me back away alittle fron the door fram kenny then stood up slowly from the bed and walked right in front of me he looked so proud on fucking a boy whos taken...this fucker...i glared at him

"What did you do?!!"

"Well I scored on that one...Brandons pretty obedient in bed service...hes pretty good too..."

I coudnt take it in anymore I punched him and he just looked at me eyes filled with anger he throw a punch at me too but i avoided I pushed him near the stair case...I watched as he rolled down his face getting bruised...when he reached the floor and followed and kicked him many times

"What?...j-jealous that s-someone else f-fucked your b-boyfriend?..."

"Shut the fuck up!!"

"Its Because YOU NEVER CARED FOR AND ALWAYS LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!...."

I kicked hin harder

"And now...hes mine...because your a disgraceful boyfriend...a boyfriend who cones home late and hangs out alot with his friends than his boyfriend no wonder many guys hits on your boyfriend..."

I stopped kicking and started laughing

"Who do you think is more disgraceful than the two of us?...you fucked a taken person and do kara and choco even knew about your unfaithfulness?!!...that you forced a taken person to fuck with you?!!"

"Matt...the thing is...Brandon played pretty hard to get at first but in the end...he loved all of it...he loved all of me"

Thats it...this assholes gonna die

I kicked him again and dragged him out the house and threw him in the streets...and shut the door...and walked uo to our room and saw brandon hugging his knees while sniffling...

"How......I.....I dont know what to say to you brandon!!!"

"Im so....sorry...."

"Fuck!...why?!!...just.....why?!!"

"I dont know!!! Its just not meant to be!!!,Matt..."

"What do you mean?..."

"I think....we.....should......see.....other......peole."

Thats when I started to break down...

"Thats what you want?....you sure thatll make you happy?"

He nodded

"Fine...just promise me youll happy...because I dont like seeing you cry..."

He looked up eyes wide
While i gave him a last weak smile and left the room and ran out crying and cursing aloud at the street i dont care if people judge me...Ill just have to let my feelings out now...my feet brought me to a flowerfeild and saw the feild filled with pink fresh flowers but a different but more beautiful one caught my attention...its blue and its outstanding among the rest...this...reminded me of someone...so im gonna give it to them...

I picked the flower and headed to rooms place and looked around ....he wasnt around...untill I climbed up the roof and saw him staring at the sunset he had tears stains on his cheeks...he cried again...i sat beside him

Rob:

"Why us?...Matt....out of millions of people out there....why me?....why you?...just....why?...."

"I dont know...all i know is im tired of all this...and just wanted to rest...."

I nodded

"Me too..."

He shifted and i turned to look at him...he put something in my ear...its a flower...a blue flower...I smiled....and tried to hid my blush but failed

"Thanks..."

"Welcome...it looks great on you...your cute!"

"Oh...thanks I guess..."

Yep...

Silence

So

Awkward

Gosh

"Rob..."

"Yeah?"

"Should we just leave all of this behind and move away?"

"Huh?"

"I think itll be best for the both of us to move away....to avoid any negative energy on us...i dont want to see you cut again...'"

"Matt..."

"I dont want you to cry anymore.."

"....."

"I dont like it when you get hurt..."

"......"

"Lets just move away and live on our own together...on a place where no one can find us...a place where we can be free...where we can live alone together...lets....love eachother and forget about our dark yesterdays...and live a new wonderful tomorrow..."

"Matt...."

he turns to me

"Will you come with me?"

I thought about what he said that made me space out

"Should we?" I asked

"We should....If only youll come with me?"

"I will..."

And thats when things started to get better...