Listen to Your Heart

Hey guys! So this is a Poofless one shot. I'm really excited about this XD

Here we go! And yes, I love Nightcore. :3

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~3rd Person POV~

It was an early Tuesday morning when it happened. After two years of dating, Rob's boyfriend Deric, broke up with him. It caused so much heartbreak in Rob's heart. It felt like a million paper cuts; all right on his heart. Deric was everything to Rob. But he had gone and cheated with another male; which was supposed to be a one night stand.

Rob kept quite though; dealing with this sadness alone. He knew the others would give him unwanted sympathy; and he wanted none of it. He put on a fake smile around everyone. He hated it, but he knew it would be best to go through this faze alone.

No one saw past this fake smile. Well, everyone except a certain Texan. 

Preston had fallen in love with the Flower King long before he started dating Deric; but had no courage to come out to him. Even though he was sad Rob was with Deric, he just wanted him to be happy. When he saw the fake smile, he knew instantly knew something was wrong.

~Rob's POV~

Another day has passed. 

Another wasteful day of doing nothing with my miserable life.

Was it something I did wrong? Am I not good enough?

Those were just some of the thoughts that went through my head as I laid in my bed staring at the ceiling. My room was dark, since it was almost 11 p.m. where I lived. Ever since Deric left me, I've slowly drifted into depression. I've kept a fake smile on when I'm around the guys, but it's fading away as I slowly drift away from them.

My phone sits on my bedside table; nearly dead. I've had no will to charge it. Because I know if I do, tons of texts from the guys will appear; asking if I was alright. I'm not one for asking for sympathy; or getting attention. 

I've barely ate; or have slept. This depression is slowly killing me inside. I'm scared.

I'm scared of this house.

I'm scared of this world.

I'm scared of loving again.

I'm scared to ask for help.

I'm scared of living, but I'm also scared of dying.

Sitting up, I tossed my legs over the edge and set on the edge of my bed; head in hands. Moving my head slightly, I looked at my phone and debated sending the text I dreaded to send. It was already saved there; drafted and ready to send to all the guys. Sighing, I pulled my phone off the dresser and opened it; going straight to the group message and pressing send.

Hey guys.
If you haven't noticed, I've drifted away from all of you. I had.... a slightly good reason to do so.
About three months ago, Deric broke up with me. He had been cheating on me with another man and it seemed he loved him more than me. So he's gone. I thought he was the one. But it turns out I was wrong.
I've spent the last three months cooped up in my bedroom; thinking. I've barely slept or eaten. I gained depression. I've tried my hardest to push out the dark thoughts but I can't. The monsters in my head have grown too strong.
Guys, this is the last text I will ever send. I might send one to my family but I don't know yet. I wanted to give you guys one last thank you.
Thank you Mitch, for being my Canadian brother and Jerome for the great advice you give. To Vikk and Lachlan, for providing comfort in times of sadness. To Kenny, Choco, Mat, and Pete for being some of the best dudes ever. And finally, to Preston; for always being there for me. You were always my best friend. Don't blame yourself guys. I have only myself to blame for this. I couldn't leave Deric in fear I would hurt him. But it seems I'm the one who got hurt. By the time you guys are done reading this, I might already be gone. So, to finish this, I want to say I love you guys.                                                  
                                                              Goodbye guys,
                                                                                              Rob

Turning my phone off, I set it on the side table. With one final look at the room, I got up and walked towards the bathroom.

~3rd Person POV~

Texts flooded into Rob's phone as soon as the text was sent and received. Everyone was freaking out; most of all Preston.

The lava boy had always had a crush on Rob; but never could work up the courage to tell him. It was love from afar in his case. But now, things were about to start changing.

Preston had flew all the way to Canada to check up on Rob; having felt something in his heart and felt prompted to visit him. He was waiting for his bags when he received Rob's text. Forgetting all about the bags, Preston rushed out of the airport and ran down the icy streets; not wanting to take a taxi. Preston knew exactly where Rob lived, which was only a few minutes away from the airport.

Preston rushed up to the door to his house and threw open the unlocked door.

"Rob?!" Preston called out into the seemingly empty house. 

A clatter was heard from the upstairs bathroom, causing Preston to run up there and knock loudly on the door.

"Rob?" Preston asked worriedly through the door. "Are you in there?"

~Rob's POV~

"Rob? Are you in there?"

I quietly whimpered as Preston's voice filtered through the locked door. Blood soaked my arm as cuts lined it. A knife sat in my clenched hand; covered in my blood and dripping onto the floor.

"P-p-preston?" I choked out; tears spilling down my face.

"Robbie, what are you doing?" Preston asked; seemingly calm for the situation.

I sat quietly in the corner of my bathroom, looking at my reflection in the knife. In it, I saw a broken boy; someone who is afraid to love again. Someone who hates who he is. Someone who thinks they could never be loved.

"Because I'm worthless. I'm scared. I'm incapable of being loved. I learned that with Deric. He didn't care for me enough; so he decided to cheat on me behind my back. I s-s-shouldn't be a-a-live!" I exclaimed chucking the knife at the mirror; shattering it.

~Preston's POV~

"Because I'm worthless. I'm scared. I'm incapable of being loved. I learned that with Deric. He didn't care for me enough; so he decided to cheat on me behind my back. I s-s-shouldn't be a-a-live!" Rob exclaimed through the door, followed by the sound of breaking glass.

"Rob." I began. "You are loved."

"By who? I've lost everyone by drifting away." Rob said.

"No you didn't. Everyone's been worried about you. We've all tried calling but you never answer. When you sent the text, it sent everyone into a frenzy. Everyone said they were going to buy tickets to come as quick as they could. Do you think we'd all go through that trouble if we didn't love you?"

It was a quiet for a few seconds before the sound of the lock was heard and a person came barreling into my arms; crying hard.

'I'm sorry' was said over and over as I pulled Rob down to the ground and set him in my lap. I shushed him and rubbed his back; allowing him to cry into my hoodie.

~Rob's POV~

After about ten minutes of crying, Preston was able to calm me down. We sat there in silence for a few seconds before I spoke up.

"Why'd you come?" I asked, not looking at Preston as he held onto me.

"Because I listened to my heart." Preston said, causing me to look up at him in confusion.

"What do you mean by that?" 

Preston looked at the wall in nervousness before turning to me again. He stared at me for a few seconds, looking as if he was debating something, before doing what he was thinking. He kissed me.

It was a few seconds before I finally closed my eyes and kissed back; having missed the warmth of another lips upon my own. I wrapped my arms around Preston's neck as my wrapped his around my waist. A fuzzy feeling filled my gut as we continued to kiss each other in my hallway; a feeling that disappeared months ago. After what seemed like hours, we pulled away and rested our foreheads together; panting heavily.

"That's why." Preston said, his breath hot against my face. "I've loved you for a long time Robbie; even before you started dating Deric. All I ever wanted was for you to be mine and for you to be happy. I saw past those fake smiles. Robert Latsky, I love you to the moon and back."

"I love you too." I said, pulling Preston into another kiss.

~3rd Person POV~

Three years later, was when this moment was spoken of again. Everyone had gathered together to watch as two men in suits read their vows to each other. It was now Rob's turn, and he was crying from Preston's words.

"Preston." Rob began as he unfolded a piece of paper. "I can't explain how grateful I am for you being by my side all my life. You've always known how to calm me down in times of real sadness. One time I would like to share, was three years ago. After my breakup with Deric, you saw past my fake smiles, my poor excuses. You were the one who came up to Canada to see if I was okay. You were the one who saved me from my depression. You showed me love again, after I thought I would never feel it again. I am super grateful for that. And when you proposed to me in the flower field that day, I knew I would always feel loved. Thank you, for listening to your heart."

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This, was pretty good in my opinion. I enjoyed writing this, and I hope you all enjoyed it too. Expect more one shots tomorrow! Love you guys! <3

~Mia

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