Thirty Nine

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"Taehyung!" Taehyung's head whips in the direction where Jungkook's voice came from. He immediately stands up and smiles. The cherry haired male is clad in a black hoodie and black jeans, a simple look that Taehyung finds really hot.

"H-Hey, Jungkook!" Taehyung smiles. Jungkook is standing just a step away from him. He wishes he could hug him right now but he cannot and this thought upsets him.

"So you wanted to see me?" Jungkook asks. Taehyung nods, "I did. Umm... Can we walk and talk? It's getting chilly. Walking would maybe keep us warm." The cherry haired boy stares at him for a while before nodding, "Sure."

So the two boys start walking in silence. Taehyung suddenly feels nervous. He does not know how to initiate a conversation and how to give him the sketch that he has made for him. His hand clutches around the paper bag in which the sketch is kept. In the silence of the night, all they can hear is the sound of their footsteps and the rustle of the leaves.

"So uh... I heard you're leaving Seoul?" Jungkook makes Taehyung's task easier by starting the conversation. Taehyung hums without looking at him. "Where are you going?" The cherry haired male asks.

"I'm... going home." Taehyung says in a low voice.

"Home? You mean to your parents?" Jungkook is surprised when he sees Taehyung nodding at his question. "Wow, that's great, Tae. Did they finally realise that disowning you wasn't the best idea after all?" He asks the other curiously. He looks at him and he is once again mesmerised by how good Taehyung looks. He doesn't even look real. He is so beautiful, as if God took his own sweet time in carving each and every feature of him.

"Uh... We do have things to... talk about and clear them but... when Jin told me that the Yakuza is coming after me, I thought that I should just go away. Hide. Just do anything so that I'm safe. I talked to my parents and explained them that I really need to get back and I... miss them. They agreed to take me back. I hope things get better once we talk them out." Taehyung lies. Jungkook just nods his head thinking that maybe it really is for the best. Poor boy does not know that Taehyung is the son of the leader of the Yakuza. But he doesn't need to know. Not until it's absolutely necessary. And also, Taehyung wants to live a normal life. That is not possible if people from some other gangs find out about his true identity.

Jungkook wouldn't say he is really happy after knowing that Taehyung would be leaving. How can he feel happy when he has liked Taehyung for a really long time? Or you could say, he loves him. Yes, Jungkook loves Taehyung. He has realised this lately as he has this constant urge to talk to him, touch him, hold him or just be with him.

These past days, they haven't talked to each other much but they contained themselves by looking at each other. Just a glance at the other makes them feel better but soon Taehyung will be gone and Jungkook will be heartbroken.

"I'll miss you, Tae." Jungkook whispers, batting his eyelashes so that his eyes don't become glossy with tears.

"I'll miss you too, Kookie. I'll miss you a lot." Taehyung finally looks at him, taking in every single detail of the cherry haired male's face. Oh, he's so handsome.

"And I... I also want to give you something." Taehyung says. His ex roommate looks at him curiously when Taehyung brings the paper bag in front of him. He takes Jungkook's hand and makes him hold the bag. The other quirks his eyebrows and is about to open the bag but Taehyung holds his hand, "Look at it when you're alone." He says in a low voice.

Taehyung wouldn't lie, he is dying to see the other's reaction to the sketch he made but he is shy. He does not know what he would say or how he'd react when Jungkook sees it so it's better that he skips the 'wanting to see his reaction' part.

"Okay. I'm really curious to see what's inside it." Jungkook smiles a little and they continue walking. The silence is calming but they don't really want to stay silent. Specially Jungkook. He has so many unsaid feelings for Taehyung that is suffocating him.

This might be the last time he is meeting Taehyung and even though this is for the best, he is going to miss him like crazy.

He gets a little closer to the blue haired boy, their shoulders almost touching. He slowly brings his hand closer to Taehyung and his fingers gently weave their way through the other's. A smile makes its way on Taehyung's beautiful face as butterflies flutter in his stomach. It doesn't matter if they have had sex already in the past, this feeling is still one of his favourites. Well, sex with Jungkook is really good but these small gestures make his heart bloom with happiness.

"Taehyung, I want to tell you something." Jungkook stops walking and turns towards the other, their hands still laced together.

Taehyung's eyebrows quirk when he sees a familiar emotion in the eyes of the cherry haired male that he has seen several times before but not in a long time. The last time he saw this emotion on his face was the day they had sex for the last time. Having sex doesn't sound like the best thing to the both of them but what can they do? They are not in the kind of relationship where they say that they made love to each other.

"What is it?" Taehyung asks, looking deeply in the other's eyes. He kind of knows what Jungkook wants to talk about. It's written on his face quite clearly.

The cherry haired male puts his free hand around the blue haired boy's waist and pulls him closer, making him gasp a little. "W-What are you doing, Kookie?" Taehyung asks, his breaths become shallow due to anticipation.

"I just... I just want to let you know something... something that I've been feeling for a while now. Something that I cannot keep to myself anymore knowing that... knowing that there are chances that I would never meet you again." Jungkook says nervously. Never in his entire life has he felt this nervous. But it is not exactly easy to confess to the love of your life that you love them, specially in the circumstances they are in.

Taehyung doesn't say anything. He actually does not know how to react. He likes Jungkook so much and the thought of not being able to see him in the future is really annoying. After whatever Jungkook said, Taehyung got a fair idea that maybe his ex roommate is planning to confess to get things off of his chest. But if he does that right now, things would become heavier for the both of them.

"Tae, I want to tell you that... that I-" Jungkook starts but the blue haired boy puts his index finger on Jungkook's lips, not letting him continue, "Shhh... Don't say it, Jungkook." The cherry haired boy looks at him with a confused expression, "But Tae, I really need to tell you. I don't think I can live without telling you."

Taehyung can see the desperation in his eyes. The sadness as well. He sighs and slowly threads his fingers through Jungkook's hair. "I know. I know how you feel, Kookie. I know. But just... just don't say it. Don't say it for me, hmm?" Taehyung soft yet deep voice is kind of soothing for the other.

He closes his eyes and rests his forehead on Taehyung's. "Why are you stopping me, Tae?"

"Jungkook, there are high chances that we might never meet again. If you tell me what you want to tell me, it would be some kind of an... incomplete story."

"But I think closure is something that we need."

"I know but... I won't be able to live alone thinking that somewhere in the world, there's a boy who... who feels about me like I do for him and I can't even be with him. You know we can't be together so I'm just asking you to... not say what you want to say." Taehyung requests and Jungkook sighs. He still wants to tell Taehyung about his feelings but if the other does not want that, he would contain himself from saying that.

"Can we at least k-kiss for the last time?" Jungkook pulls back and looks at his ex roommate with a soft gaze. He hopes that Taehyung does not deny him of his this wish at least.

He relaxes when Taehyung nods with a smile. Jungkook holds Taehyung's waist tightly and pulls him closer. He uses his other hand to cup his cheek. The both of them stare in each other's eyes and Taehyung feels as if the other boy can see his soul right through his eyes.

Jungkook then slowly closes the gap between their mouths. Taehyung takes a sharp breath as he feels a pair of soft but slightly chapped lips against his own. He closes his eyes again, feeling the moment.

Jungkook presses his lips against the other's softly and slowly moves his mouth. He is trying to convey all his feelings to Taehyung. He wants to tell him that he loves him through this kiss since the blue haired boy did not let him do that verbally. He wants Taehyung to always remember this kiss.

The cherry haired boy sucks at his lower lip as he puts his hand around the other's neck, holding him steadily. They kiss slowly and gently. They are in no rush. Both of them are savoring the moment and enjoying every second of it, making sure to capture this moment and feeling in their minds and hearts for a long time.

After a while, Jungkook feels Taehyung going breathless and as much as he'd like to continue, he needs to let the boy breathe. So he places a final peck on his lips and moves his head away.

Taehyung opens his eyes slowly. He breathes deeply and then looks at Jungkook who seems to be doing the same. "That felt good." Taehyung whispers, the smile playing on his lips doesn't seem to fade away.

"It indeed did." Jungkook smiles too with his bunny teeth on display. They stare at each other for a while but then it starts getting colder than it already was and they realise that they should leave.

"I wish we could stay longer." Says the blue haired boy, making Jungkook smile. "I wish that too but you have your flight in a few hours and you need to get a bit of rest." Jungkook says and the other knows he is right so he holds his ex roommate's hand and starts leading them to his room. Jungkook gives him a confused look and Taehyung just giggles, "Drop me to my room, Kookie."

The cherry haired male smiles at that and nods. Hand in hand, the two start walking. "Where do your parents live, Tae?" Jungkook asks casually.

The blue haired male looks at him with his eyebrows raised, "Nice try, Kookie but I cannot tell you that." Jungkook sighs. He cannot underestimate Taehyung. He is very smart.

"Okay, fine. Wherever you're going, just take care of yourself for me, yeah? Stay safe, healthy and... alive." The cherry haired boy's voice is so tender that it makes Taehyung melt.

Soon enough, they reach the room and they stand outside it. "I'll miss you." Taehyung says and hugs the other. He bites his own lip to prevent a sob from escaping his mouth. Jungkook's condition is similar. "I'll miss you too, Tae. You have no idea." Says the future mafia boss, tightening his arms around the other.

"Kookie, if one day I become a popular artist, will you come to my own art gallery show?" Taehyung asks, pulling away.

"I'll try, prince. I really hope your wish comes true and you become a great artist one day." Jungkook says with a smile. Taehyung stares at him for while, wondering how can a person like Jungkook be the future boss of Orion. He looks so innocent, so harmless. But looks can be quite deceiving and Taehyung has learnt that.

"I think I should go now." Taehyung says. Jungkook nods. "Take care, Tae." He says, rubbing his shoulder one last time.

"You too, Kookie." Taehyung says and opens the door of his room. "You go first." He says to Jungkook and the cherry haired male nods.

He starts walking towards the exit of the dorm building. Once he reaches the corner he waves one final time at Taehyung who is staring at him. After that, he walks away.

After reaching the parking lot, he opens the paper bag and looks for what's inside it. He sees that there's a sketch of him in it. He is surprised and looks at it carefully. The sketch is so good. He really looks so good in it. He wonders if he even looks this good or Taehyung just made it like that to make him happy.

He shakes his head at the thought of the blue haired boy and places the sketch in the bag. He decides to go home but a note catches his attention. He takes it out and sees that it's written in Taehyung's beautiful handwriting. He smiles and starts reading it.

Kookie,

I know we were together just now but I really wanted to say a few things.

1. I mailed my part of the English assignment to you. You can check it and give a presentation on it either alone or with one of those attention seeking bitches who are dying to do the project with you lol. I didn't want to talk about it when we met because I didn't want to talk about studies on our last time.

2. Always keep smiling, Kookie because your smile is the best smile I've seen in this world.

3. I don't know when we'll meet or if we'll meet again but if I become a big artist someday, do attend my exhibition since you promised you'd go to my first art gallery show but did not come with me.

4. You were my first true friend, Kookie and I still consider you that. You will always have a special place in my heart no matter what happens or how much time passes by. The time I spent with you were so full of happiness for me.

5. This is the last one:-

I MISS YOU ALREADY, JUNGKOOK!

-Your cute, ex roommate
Tae♡

Once Jungkook finishes reading the note, a feeling of emptiness envelopes his heart. He already misses Taehyung too. Fuck, it's going to be harder than he thought. And that's when he realises---

Sometimes, some people fall in love with the wrong people.

»»-----★END OF SILENT LOVERS★-----««


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