As the first ray of sunlight enters Taehyung's room, Jungkook's eyes lazily open. He would love to sleep more, especially after what they did last night but he also wanted to wake up early so that he can spend the rest of the day with his lover before leaving.

He looks at the angelic face of Taehyung. He is the same man who fucked him senseless last night.

A smile breaks on his face when he remembers the events of the previous night. Jungkook never thought he would bottom for anyone. But Taehyung is different. He would do anything for him. So he even let him top him... because he wanted it so bad.

Jungkook brings his hand to Taehyung's lips and rubs them. They are so soft but swollen at the same time. There's a little cut too. Maybe he bit him while kissing him.

Jungkook sighs, the scenes from their previous activity repeating in front of his eyes again and again.

He decides to get up and wash up first because the both of them stink... like sweat and cum. Jungkook slowly sits up and immediately regrets his decision because of the pain that shoots up in his lower body. He hisses, wondering if Taehyung felt this kind of pain too whenever they made love before.

"Jungkook? Are you okay?" Taehyung's voice startles him. He looks beside himself and smiles a little. The brunette's hair are messy and eyes are still sleepy but he still manages to look like an angel that he is.

"It hurts. You fucking destroyed my ass." Jungkook complains, making Taehyung laugh. The ravenette just stares at him dreamily. His morning voice is so husky and deep. It is like a major turn on but he would rather not be turned on now because he is still in pain after their last night activities and does not have the strength to do it again. He doesn't even have the strength to top right now.

"What? Why are you laughing? You were really going at it, you know?" Jungkook pouts, a habit that he has picked up from Taehyung and he does that only in front of him.

The brunette smiles and sits up as well. He gets closer to Jungkook and places a kiss on his cheek. "You know, Kook... I knew that it was only a one time thing. I love it when you're the dominant one and I know you prefer it that way too. I just wanted to top because... well, I wanted to know how it felt being, you know, inside you?" Taehyung says, rubbing that back of his neck with a shy smile that adorns his face.

The ravenette looks surprised at his bold statement. "So how did it feel, huh?" He asks instead. Taehyung blushes a deep shade of red. Wow, he is really blushing after doing all that to him.

"It w-was amazing. So warm and... the feeling wasn't like a random fuck. It meant so much more. You mean so much to me, Kookie." Taehyung confesses, making the other smile at his statement.

Jungkook holds his hand and kisses it, "You mean the world to me too, Tae. You know I can give my li-"

"Don't." Taehyung glares at him, not letting him complete the statement. "Don't you dare complete that statement, Jungkook. I don't want to hear anything about you d-dying. I can't live without you now. I've lived away from you for so many years but now... now I can't." Taehyung's eyes turn glossy.

Jungkook doesn't know if he should feel good about the fact that Taehyung finally sees a chance for them to be together or he should be upset about the fact that he made him sad?

"Okay, I won't talk about it." Jungkook gives him a tight lipped smile. Taehyung nods.

The ravenette has his mind stuck on the one statement that the artist said about 'random fucks'. Did Taehyung really fuck a lot of people like he claimed earlier? The thought upsets him. He knows that he doesn't have the right to be upset with him because they were not together but the thought still makes him sad and he wants it to go away.

"Jungkook, are you okay?" Taehyung asks. The other just nods, not finding the words to reply. "I don't think so. You're frowning. Tell me what's wrong?" He says softly, putting his hand around the mafia boss and pulling him into his naked chest.

Jungkook thinks for a few seconds, debating if he should really talk about it with Taehyung or not. But he knows that if he doesn't do it, he won't be able to be at peace and the thoughts would hunt him when he is away from him.

He rolls his tongue over his lips and looks at Taehyung, "Can I ask you something, Tae? It's kind of p-personal."

The brunette creases his eyebrows and nods. Jungkook nods too and asks, "Did you... Did you really h-have sex with a lot of people in the past?"

The silence that follows the question gives Jungkook his answer. He feels hurt. Why is he hurt? They were not even together then. The fact irritates him as well. "Okay." The mafia boss whispers and gives him another tight lipped smile. He does not want to ruin this day for the both of them after they shared a wonderful night.

"I'm sorry, Kookie." Taehyung says, holding his hand firmly into his own. Jungkook shakes his head rapidly, "No. No, Tae. You have nothing to apologise for. It's... It's not like we were together. Initially, we didn't even think we would be in this kind of situation... so close. So I understand. You had every right to do whatever you wanted in your life, okay? So don't say sorry." Jungkook says, to himself more than to Taehyung. He is trying to make himself understand.

He is a mafia boss. Possessiveness runs in his blood. But he does not want to act all bossy towards Taehyung. He just can't.

"Jungkook?"

"Hmm?"

"What about you?" Taehyung asks. Jungkook opens his eyes that he had closed before and looks at Taehyung curiously. "What about me?" He blinks cluelessly.

"Uh... I mean... After college, did you get into a relationship?" He asks nervously. Jungkook smiles at the question and shakes his head.

The brunette feels his heart getting heavy. He gulps, "Any s-sexual relationship?" Jungkook shakes his head again, making him feel absolutely horrible. He starts feeling bad again, about how he treated him after they made love in Seoul a few days ago. Yes, he was mad and upset about the fact that Jungkook left him alone in bed but maybe he deserved it. He deserved it for doing the same with the people he slept with.

"What are you thinking about so deeply, prince?" Jungkook asks softly, cupping his cheeks. He is aware by the look on his face that he is feeling sorry.

"I just... I just want to apologise, Kookie. I'm so so sorry for the way I tr-treated you. I was mad at you for leaving me in bed that day and... and also about the fact that you kept me with you and I... said those hurtful words to you. I'm so sorry for discarding your feelings after that night. I'm s-sorry." Taehyung sobs.

Jungkook starts shaking his head, feeling deeply saddened by the crying face of his lover. He moves forward, hissing because of the pain a little. But he takes Taehyung in his arms nonetheless.

"Shhh love. Don't cry. The only person who needs to apologise is me. Do you understand? It's not your fault. You were angry b-because I acted like a total jerk to you. I brought you to Seoul and I kept you away from art. It's all my fault and-"

"No, I was at fault too." Taehyung interrupts him and pulls back a little, only to look at him in the eyes. He wipes his tears before continuing, "You brought those art supplies for me. You tried to make it up to me but I... I discarded those too and I... I hurt your feelings. I'm sorry. I-"

This time Jungkook interrupts him, "You know, Tae... We both have hurt each other. We thought that we were the ones getting hurt but we were hurting the other person too, knowingly or unknowingly." The ravenette sighs. Taehyung nods, placing his head on the other's shoulder.

"Jungkook, do you think we can forgive each other and forget whatever happened?" Taehyung suggests, looking upwards towards him.

"Forgive? Yes, we can definitely do that. I love the idea but... forgetting won't be easy, Tae. We lied to each other, we hurt each other and a lot of other shit happened so it definitely won't be easy to forget." Jungkook says, running his hand through his lover's soft hair.

"I know. But I forgive you, Kookie." Taehyung smiles, his beautiful box-like smile. Jungkook cannot help but peck his lips. "I forgive you too, prince. I love you."

"I love you too, Kookie. So much." Jungkook chuckles, pecking his whole face and making him giggle. Taehyung is so cute. He looks completely opposite to how he appeared last night.

"Kookie," Taehyung calls out between his giggles.

"Yes, love?"

"If we can't forget these horrible memories, let's make new memories. Let's make a lot of new memories... so that all the horrible memories disappear and we only think of good times when we look back after many years." Taehyung suggests. Jungkook nods, smiling brightly with his bunny teeth showing wide.

"That sounds amazing!" Jungkook says, pulling him into his own naked body as now the blanket is pooling near their waists.

"But I do want to say something." Jungkook starts. Taehyung slowly nods his head, stroking his hand that is resting around his stomach.

"I just want to tell you that... I brought you to Seoul because I knew there was a potential threat around you and I wanted to keep you safe. That night, there was a person from some other gang too at your house. Now we know he was Changkyun's man." Jungkook says, gritting his teeth at the end of the sentence. Taehyung turns around and places a soft peck on his temple to make him continue.

"Anyway, I figured out that since Mingyu was a having a really hard time trying to find this enemy of his. I thought I could help him... help you basically, by keeping you safe because obviously, I love you and I can't see you in danger. But I know I could've explained that earlier. I'm sorry for being so late." He says, his voice dripping with honesty.

Taehyung smiles at him softly, "It's okay. I understand. It's Changkyun's fault mainly. Your intentions were good but the approach wasn't the best. It's all okay though. We learn from our mistakes." The artist's words make him feel at ease. Jungkook feels relieved after talking to Taehyung, as if a weight has been lifted off from his shoulders.

"But I want to tell you something too." The brunette says, clutching his hand tightly. Jungkook encourages him by smiling.

"I just wanted to say that... Even though I've slept with many people, it was nothing compared to what you and I did together. Making love with the person you love is always special. It's beautiful and I know you're the one for me so please, please don't ever think that you are anything less than my whole world, okay?" Taehyung says to him.

Jungkook smiles. He feels so special. This feeling is something something he is experiencing it for the first time. He didn't even feel it in college. It's just so special. So beautiful. So incredible.

"Okay. So let's move forward, alright? And not look back." Taehyung suggests. The ravenette nods his head and starts moving from his position in order to stand up. "And to move forward, I have the perfect thing with me." He announces, making the other all excited.

"And that is?" Taehyung wiggles his eyebrows.

"Patience, baby. You gotta--- ouch!" Jungkook hisses in pain as soon as he stands straight. The brunette sprints on his feet and quickly moves in his direction, holding him to support him.

"I'm sorry for being so rough on your first time, Kookie." Taehyung says lowly.

"I enjoyed it so it's all good." The other smiles. He hasn't smiled so much in days.

"I'll get painkillers for you. Freshen up until then." The artist says while guiding him towards the bathroom. After telling Jungkook where all the things he would need are, he steps out of the bathroom to grab some fresh clothes and bring painkillers for him.

The ravenette sighs when he starts the shower. This moment is so peaceful...

Until he hears...

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Hey lovelies! I hope y'all liked this chapter. It made me so soft. I loved writing it and I hope you loved reading it. They forgave each other and decided to make new memories😭

^So you're telling me that Jungkook hovered around Tae and casually sat on his lap. How tf do I process this?? This is sooooo romantic😍

^This sequence!! Tae's expressions go from 🥵🥵🥵🔥🔥🔥 to 😍😍🥰🥰❤❤ real quick!

^Today's concert was just--- TAEKOOK! TAEKOOK! TAEKOOK!

^It's because of Taehyung that I realised I have a vein kink and hand kink. Just look at his arms!!!!

^He looks so badass!

^Y'all want some water? Or should I say--- Hobi water??

^Y'ALL YOONGI SAID IT! NOW IT'S A MATTER OF TIME WE HAVE A CB!!!! AND IT'S GONNA BE HUGE!!

^They look soooooo good! Anyway, D2 was amazing!! Waiting for the rest and a CB announcement!!

^Is Jimin ageing backwards??

^Why are they so attractive?!! Idk why I suddenly remember this but I broke up with my ex because he disrespected Jungkook. And I'm proud of breaking up with him even though it hurt me for days. I don't know what story he told his friends about our break up but I told my friends the truth--- at least the ARMY friends 'cause I know they won't judge me. I think I deserve better that a close minded jerk, right? Don't we all?

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