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Today is my moms birthday i wish she was here to celebrate it with me but sadly she isn't here, i roll out of bed and sigh i see jungkook walk in the room drying his hair i let the hair fall on my face then look down at my bracelet that she gave me jungkook moves the hair from my face then kisses me softly i smile in between them as he cups my face he finally pulls away and then looks in my eyes.

"You're not being sad on my watch , so smile for me babygirl" he says while softly kissing my neck , i gasp because he caught me way off guard
"I would if i could babyboy" i say with a slight smile upon my face
"Why what's wrong?, tell me?" He says with a stern look
"Today is my mom's birthday, i kinda miss her and on this day she loved hanging out with me and just going to pizza hut and buy ice cream and just watch disney movies all day, it was just fun and i was much more happier when she was alive"

I feel the tears starting to build up in my eyes i start weeping a little then i began to sob jungkook pulls me in quickly for a hug then he sqyeezes me tight then caresses my hair , he starts kissing my head multiple times trying to calm me down.

"Shh i know i know it hurts but she's still with you , shes always going to be with you and she always will love you as well she's probably smiling right now just seeing you here happy again but i know it hurts alot but I'm here for you always" he says softly eventually i stop crying and now im just sniffling softly.

"I kinda just wet your whole shirt I'm sorry" I mumble
"You're worth it, it's okay" he says while caressing my hair

I take my head off of his shoulder then he wipes my face with his thumb i smile a little bit then  chuckle "im such a little bitch bro"

"No you're not you're a strong woman you held all of this in and now it's be released death is hard no one can get passed it or get over it but all you can do is move on but the memories of them stay in your heart forever" he says while kissing my forehead "sadly we have to go to school so let's go!"

"Ughhhh fine!" I get up then i head into the shower I really don't feel like going because i feel like pure shit right now i really just wished she was here.

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After a couple of minutes we make it too school then i head straight to my locker and he goes sith his boys out of nowhere i feel arms wrap around me i smile slightly they walk a little back from me then i look at them.

"Hey ariella how you holding up i know it's your moms birthday how are you?" Beatrice says while rubbing my arm.
"This morning i started crying but that's it really"

Yasmine grabs my forearm then caresses it softly "we're here if you need wait let me repharse that we are going to help you weather you like it or not"

I smile then chuckle softly "thanks guys i think i'll be fine"
"Okay good shit" yasmine replies with a smile.

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Jungkook's POV

Yesterday my friend called me and told me that my stepdad i meeting with me today just the thought of his face in front of me makes me want to just end him right then and there, but i don't want to go to jail for first degree murder nor does ariella , but i have so much hatered towards him that it's becoming unhealthy for me.

"Jungkook?" I hear my name being called i turn my head in that direction then i look at jimin dead in his eyes.
"You alright jungkook?" He says with an eyebrown up
"Yeah it's just i have to meet my bitch of a stepdad today, and i dont know how to tell this news to ariella" i say while folding my arms across my chest then looking dead at the floor.

"Hey just sit here down and talk to her she'll understand okay?" Jimin says while patting my shoulder softly
"I hope, i just don't want her to run away" i sigh softly
"She won't she's in love with you"

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After class was finsh i decieded to go and confront ariella about the whole situation i lean against the wall and wait for her to come out as soon as i see her i grab her by the wrist and pull her towards me , she softly screams then punches me in the chest.

"Don't fucking do that!, you gave me a heart attack" she says while raising one of her eyebrows
"Well then that would be a great excuse to kiss you and give you cpr"
"Ha ha you funny jungkook you know that"

"Okay seriously i have to tell you something important" i say while looking in her eyes
"Okay what is it?" She says as she hold my hand
"So today i'm supposed to meet with my stepdad , i dont know what we're going to talk about but he wants to talk to me and my friends" i say while looking into her eyes

"Okay , just be careful don't get smart with anyone okay? Promise me that" she says while squeezing my forearm.
"I'll try you know i don't know how to shut up when i'm mad or someone has your name in their mouth" i say

She punches my chest then i giggle in return i wrap my arm around her shoulder "i'll try , but i can't promise you that"
"Jungkook" she says while sighing
"Okay i'll be careful"
"Please because you know he wants to hurt you in anyway" she says while caressing my arm
"I know , i know i'll be careful i promise"

I give her a quick peck then i hug her, it wasn't as hard as i thought it would be i thought she was going to freak out and panic but by surprise , she was pretty calm but we should all know that on the inside she's freaking out. Im not surprised that much, she always hide her feelings cause she's scared that it'll hurt my feelings but in honestly i want her to tell me.

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Ariella's POV
I look at him then i pout , he smirks then kisses me again
"You have to go now?"
"Yes, sadly just looking at him i get mad all over again" he says whike clenching his jaw
"Calm down he'll get what comes to him just wait okay?, don't take revenge into your own hands let life do it"

He sighs then kisses my cheek "okay i hate how you're always right and you're always stopping me from doingh things i want to do, cause i have no filter at all"
"Yes sir you don't now go before you're late"
"Okay bye baby see you soon" he kisses me softly then hugs me tightly.

"Bye baby" he walks away and i bite my lower lip softly then watch him leave i feel my eyes getting watery because i'm really scared for what will happen to him, i don't him want him to go through any pain anymore in his life and i don't want him dead either.

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I made it home i took a shower then i layed in the bed staring at the ceilling , jungkook please don't cause any trouble okay? , knowing jungkook he'll get sarcastic at everything it can be a serious convo and he'll get smart with you. Just as i was about to fall asleep i get a facetime call from him.

"Did you do anything bad?" I say softly
"No, i love how you always think I'm always causing chaos, i swear i didn't do anything"he chuckles
"I don't believe you"
"Well believe it i'm telling the truth" he chuckles "you look tired go to sleep"
"Fine, don't do anything stupid out there" i say dryly
"I'm coming home what's the worst i could do?" He says while giggling

"I don't know you're jungkook"
"Wow thanks baby goodnight i love you" he says while scoffing
"Goodnight i love you too"

He hangs up the phone and i put it to charge, jungkook i really hope you made matters better not worse. I'm really worried about you.

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