Monday. Great monday my least favorite day of the week ,i walk into homeroom and yet again Beatrice and yasmine are dying at some video i sit in front of then smiling

"Good morning bitches what are you laughing at now?"

"This fucking bottle that makes a funny ass noice" beatrice says while dying, she hands me her phone then i start dying really hard as well i look to my left and i see Yailynn sitting by herself I remember she hung out with us long time ago at that arcade place. I get up then walk over to her and sit next to her.

"Hey, how are you?"

"Hi I'm great and you?"

"Good would you like to hangout with us?, I remember you from the arcade and plus you seem like a cool person"

Yailynn smiles then nods her head "sure" we get up in unison and walk over to these dumb idiots then look up and smile

"Hey Yailynn" they both say at the same time they look at each other at the same time them they start laughing really hard, Yailynn sits next to me and we start watching a bunch of vines.

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Jungkooks POV

I'm sitting in this hospital shaking my legs praying he doesn't die my brother has been in this hospital for a while and i just got in contact with him because I've held in so much pain that i blocked everyone out. Even the ones who were there for me the most my dad sits next to me and rub my arm "he's going to make it okay? Have a little faith in him alright"

I shake my legs then stare at the floor "I'm just tired of people leaving me as soon as i get attached"

I lift my head up to see the doctor making his way to us with a disappointing face if he tells me he's gone I won't be surprised but i will be angry. I may just brust out in flames and just walk out. My dad walks up to him and they start talking I've been here every since i dropped off ariella and still no response from him, my dad comes back to me and he wraps his arm around my shoulder

"Dad just tell me he's gone already so i can get pass this, it's always going to happen to me why me? Is it cause of everything I've done? Bad things happen to the bad guys huh?" I feel my tears streaming down my face and i start shaking my legs, i swear he's going to pay if my brother is dead he's going to pay even worse cause he touched ariella and his little minion.

"He's not dead, he's breathing and he wants to see you" I turn my head and look at him with my red shot eyes and my wet face. He wipes my tears away and pulls me in for a hug i began to sob and sob in his chest he rubs my back then he kisses the top of my head.

"You're not a bad guy you're a great guy look at the way you treat ariella i know i didn't raise you that way I'm so glad you didn't come out like your stepdad, i was talking to ariella some days ago i wanted to know how my future daughter in law was and the way she would go on and on about you was just the most beautiful thing ever, she says sometimes you intimidate her and that's when she knows you love her, she was also telling me how she's scared for you"

I pop my head and i wipe my tears with my jacket sleeve then sniff "why me?"

"Because jungkook, she feels as if you have so much guilt and pain in you that you're afraid to open and let go she feels as if your using a mask and pretending you're happy and she wants to take that pain away from you day by day"

I smile then look at the bracelet she made me i play with the beads then sigh "excuse my language dad but i fucking love her so fucking much"

"I know son i know go see your brother okay I'll wait till you're ready"

I walk into the room and jacob is drinking some apple juice he looks at me and his smile disappears "did you doubt me little bro?"

I scoff "yeah a little but your dumbass prove me wrong"

He pats the space next to him and i sit down slowly trying not to hurt him  "well you should know I'm not a quitter I'm a fighter"

"I try to be a fighter but sometimes i think I'm weak or i know I'm weak" i say while playing with my bracelet

"Well if you put it that way your thoughts are weak not you, you just meed to change the way you think, now let me tell you what they were talking about while they thought i was unconscious"

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Ariella's POV

I get up from my desk and my ankle hurts i fall back down all three of them walk up to me and they grab my books and they help me up "i got it I'm fine" yasmine ignores what i said and she picks me up then walks to the lockers as we walk towards the lockers i see jungkook talking to the principal his skin is all pale and his eyes are red my heart breaks and yasmine lets me go and i take off running towards him he is my baby and i gotta see what's wrong with him.

The principal walks away then jungkook opens his arms and i don't hesitate to go in his arms i hug him so tightly and he chuckles "you dont want me to breathe today?" I don't say anything i just look up at him then he kisses me, my eyes start to water and i see his face soften.

"Hey hey What's wrong babygirl?" He says while caressing my face

"The question here is what's wrong with you baby?" I say while tears fall down my face

"But are you ready to know?, cause it's alot to take in it was alot for me to take in" He says while wiping my tears with his thumbs

"Jungkook..if i asked you i wanna know I've been ready your-" before i could reply  he presses his lips upon mine very harshly he cups my face and caresses my cheek

"Okay, you're going to know everything i cant hold it in forever, like someone once told me" he says while looking into my eyes and caressing my cheek

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He unlocks his door then we sit down on his couch then he sighs and caresses my thigh "so baby this is my dark story, when i was little i never had my dad around I thought he would come back i waited for so long wishing for that day to come by then my mom made up the lies of he left when she was pregnant my dad was a druggie and he wasn't a good father nor husband he thought that because he has two boys he had to give up his job bullshit like that but at the time I understood and told me to forget him and in a hurry next day she was dating a new guy My stepdad i started liking him until he used me to deliver drugs and force me to be the man of the house so every time i would deliver it I had to spilt it the way he wanted to ,oh and not to mention he would abuse me choke me till I couldn't breathe slapped me until my face was black and blue and if i were to dare tell my mom he wouldn't hesitate to snap my neck, I was about 13 years old and I wanted money so I just kept doing it ,he had me selling drugs he even made me take some when the cops were there , he had all types of drugs then whenever I would disrespect my mom he would choke me , beat me and even one time threat to stab me so i didn't say anything i planned my new life everyone lied to me my mom, my brother even my old best friend, my stepdad even made me date a girl just for the hell of it just to show him I'm a man and even sometimes to drug them so he could grabbed them and rape them and if i told anyone bullet to the skull"

"Jungkook.." i say softly

He smiles "oh theirs more, but it's too gore for you" he caresses my cheek "you're to beautiful and innocent to know that side"

"But i wanna know all of you, i dont care how bad it is you know my story" i say while smiling i can feel my tears softly sliding down my face

"Okay , so then I had a crush on this girl but she didn't even notice me I went to ask her out and my stepdad grabbed me by my forearm tightly too and talked to me and told me that he wants to pick who I date the first girl I went out with I started to like her then she fucked me and left with my stepdads money and what's even more fucked up was that she use to date jimin then she hopped to me then to cam"

"She took your virginity? That's sad"

He kisses my hand " yep my stepdad paid her to do that he thought she would change my mind to go back to working for him, so then I grabbed my step dads money and moved away from him which is this big house right here, I couldn't take him no more I had to escape , then my mom knew how good I was doing and she tried to get back on my good just for my money , I had cut off all types of family connections off , I said fuck relationships and I started having flings and one night stands but then I met you and I was like she's the one , I need to settle down before someone takes her and gladly that someone is me"

I look up at him and he's smiling softly "I thought my life was dark"
"Not by a long shot baby" he says while kissing my cheek
"Jungkook I'm sorry"
"Don't be that pain made me into a better person, I'm now strong enough to take care of myself and you and many more people"

I start caressing his arms with my fingernails and he smiles I don't quite believe his smile but I'm not going to push him either I stand up in front of him and I hold his hands then pull him to get up

"Get up"
"Okay but why?" He gets up then looks down at me I tipy toe then kiss him I start walking towards the bathroom and I turn on the bath tub nob

"We're taking a relaxing bath baby" I say while looking in the medicine cabinet I see my bath bombs and I grab the prettiest one I turn around and look at him with a smile

"You still have my bath bombs" I look into his eyes
"Yeah I don't touch them because their yours and plus the story behind those bath bombs make me laugh really hard" he places his hand on my waist

"Look it was last one I had to fight her for it" I say while putting on my pout face
"You're so fucking sexy when you're mad" he bites on my lower lip softly then I push him softly

"Start stripping papi" I say as I take my shirt off
"Don't say that while you're semi naked " he smirks and I start giggling I love him so much

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After we got naked we sat in the tub my back lay against his chest just watching the bath bomb dissolve into the water while jungkook plays with my fingers I tilt my head at him a little and he looks down at me .

"Stop thinking so much" I say while grabbing his face
"So you want me to stop thinking about you?" He says while kissing me
I turn around then place my hand on his chest I kiss him then I start kissing down his neck to his chest I grab his face then kiss him again
{a little 18+}
"I'm here , is there anything else you want?"
He smirks then I look at him with a frown out of nowhere I feel fingers insert my womanhood I gasp and latch onto jungkooks should his fingers start pumping in my fast and I lay my head on his shoulder and nibble on the flesh of his neck I feel the climax building up and my body starts to get out, my legs trembles as I can't take no more

"Jungkook..I can't..I can't.." I dig my nails in his skin and I hear him groan which makes me cum even more he pulls his fingers out of me and tastes my juices I roll my eyes at him "that's all you wanted? No baby boy I'm going to please you you're always pleasing me"

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We get out of the tub and I pin jungkook against the wall then I start kissing down his neck to his waistband I lick his tip very softly and slowly I move my wet hair out the wall then I insert his manhood in my mouth I bop my head up and down , then I use my two hands I hear him groaning and I get turned on a little I bop my head a little faster he slides his hands in between my wet hair then pushes my further after a few more strokes I feel his warm liquid in my mouth I swallow it then I kiss him.

"I love you to much" he caresses my cheek
"I love you too baby"

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Jungkooks POV
She lays on my chest as I caress her ear lobe I kiss her head then smile
"Are you sleep Babygirl?"
"No, not until you fall asleep" she says softly
"I've missed you so much , yeah I know I see you everyday at school but to have you in my arms j's just a blessing but I'd rather have an empty house and seeing you at school than an empty house with destroyed furniture and guilt in my heart"

"Baby nothing's going to happen to me"she says while outlining my abs with her finger
"Yeah I know but I want you safe , even if that means I can't hold you in my arms "
"I love you jungkook remember that"

No need to remember I already know

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Authors note :

I'm back my fellow readers! I should give y'all a name🤔 I'll think about it but This one isn't all that bad but it's super long lol so how do you feel about jungkooks "dark past" it's not really that dark just a lil sad lol but Um yeah this is mine idk what else to say but enjoy and I love you all byee

~ps. If theirs any grammatical erros let me know😽