Levi's POV

After about, what? Two hours? Of bawling my eyes out I finally got myself together. I've lost a lot of people in my time in the scouts, even before that I lost those I care about. But just like before I need to put this behind me and leave it for my nightmares... But I can't.

All those memories, the good and the bad. When I look back at those memories I wish I was nicer to them, less cold. Why can't I just forget!!

Mine! Forever Mine!

Eren's happy voice echoes in my mind. Whenever he's around he makes me happy, almost enough to smile. When we're making love~
My face heats up at the thought and my body shivers. He helps me forget about all my problems and focus just on him... He helps me forget.

I need him! If you get what I mean~

I open my door and was about to walk out when I saw a mess of brown fur on the floor. I knelt down beside the large wolf in my doorway, he looked so peaceful I almost feel bad for waking him up... Almost.

I started shaking him and he woke up instantly. Really? I thought I'd have to body slam him to wake him up. He stared at me for a few seconds before licking my face.

"Tch! Dumb brat." I muttered as he smirked at me... Well it looked like a smirk, for all I know he could be trying to smile. "Just get in here before I change my mind."

With that I got up and sat on my bed hugging my knees as he shifted. I'm so happy I don't have to go through that, I don't think I'll be able to handle it. He stood in front of me with his arms crossed.

"I can sense what you want and I don't think that's a healthy way to handle grief Levi." He's voice held a lot of concern which I can understand.

I'm not exactly in my right state of mind at the moment but even if it's for a second, I wanna forget just for a second. I look up at him silently begging him, it doesn't take long for him to crack. He sighs and raises his hands in defeat.

"Fine. But this is the first and last time we're doing this. Next time something happens we sit down and talk it out." I roll my eyes but nod none the less.

"Good. Honestly you have me wrapped around your finger," He turns around and locks the door before walking towards me. "And I wouldn't have it any other way."

YO!! SMUT WARNING!!!
I keep forgetting to do this! I apologize to all my people who don't like smut or are sensitive to it! I'll try to do it more, SORRY!!

I immediately start taking off my clothes and push myself further into the bed, Eren is immediately on the bed hovering over me smirking. He smashes his lips on mine and shove his tongue inside my mouth, I moan at the feeling, his tongue exploring every inch of me.

He breaks the kiss and attacks my neck. I lean my head back a little to give him more access, he latches into my mark and sucks. I scream out a moan and wrap my legs around his waist, I felt him smirk before he went back to sucking on the mark.

I slowly slid my hand down his torso to his waist and wrapped my hand around his cock which was already as hard and giving it a light squeeze. He growled lightly in my ear and my whole body shuddered at the sound. I slowly start pulling it down towards my ass, desperately wanting him inside me, I don't care if I haven't been stretched yet I need him.

But I don't get him to close before Eren pulls his hips up and away from my grasp. I let out a small whimper of desperation and Eren just smirks. He slowly goes lower and lower until his head is right next to my dick. He grabs it and licks up the side making me shudder, then without warning he put it all inside his mouth. I didn't even have the time to warn him before I released in his mouth. I lifted my head up to look at him only to see him swallow all of it and my face burned with embarrassment.

He started kissing up and down my thighs before pulling my whole body closer to him and lifting up my legs.

'What is he up to?'

My question was soon answered as I felt something wet and rough touch my asshole. I felt my whole body quiver suddenly at the feeling. He smirked at my reaction before quickly plunging his tongue inside, licking at my walls.

"H-hey! Ah! T-that uns-sanitary! Oh fuck!" I tried glaring at him but my eyes would always roll back.

I felt him put his tongue deeper in me and rub against something making scream as I came instantly. My whole body twitched lightly after the sudden orgasm, I thought we were done but I hope we aren't. I want more!

My prayers were answered when I felt the tip of his member slowly sink into me. Once the tip was inside he thrust deep into me making me scream. He relentlessly pounds into me as I moan like whore, which I honestly was but only for Eren.

He pulled out suddenly making me whine at the loss. He flipped me over and pulled my ass into the air before diving back in. He continued his rough, fast pace and I felt his hands grip onto my hips before they went down to my chest and pinch my nipples, pulling them in the process. It hurt but mixed with all the pleasure it felt so good!!

He pulled me up so I was basically sitting on his dick. He then lifted my legs up and continued to fuck me relentlessly, constantly hitting my prostate dead on. Before he only brushed past it but this time he hit a bulls eye.

My tongue sticking out as I was fucked so brutally and my eyes basically rolled to the back of my head as I came for the third time. I felt Eren's dick twitch before he release inside me. Usually we'd stop by now but not tonight! I don't care if I have to ride a horse tomorrow and my lower body will be numb or in pain. I just want him to fuck me!

"Fuck me! Please don't stop now! Use me! BREED ME!" My whole body lit on fire as I said the last two words. It felt like everywhere Eren wasn't touching was being fried.

"Dammit! I triggered your heat. I'm so sorry Levi. We have to stop now or we'll trigger my runt, we are not ready for kids!" He says as he set me down on the bed. He started putting underwear on and I wasn't having it.

"No! No! No! I said fuck me! Please!! Alpha!" I exclaimed as I started having a mini tantrum. He's supposed to use me as his cock sleeve! Not put on stupid clothes!

"Levi no. We can't, now that I've calmed down I can sense how close I was to starting my runt. If we continued I would have knotted you and you would've gotten pregnant! Rut plus heat equals kids and I can't get you pregnant on your first heat, who knows what would happen." He say concern clear in his voice.

I was about to respond with a 'I don't give a titan's left ass cheek!' When I felt a strong pain in my spine and my head. I whimper in pain at the feeling and almost instantly Eren was by my side.

"Shhh. It's okay Levi, just relax and let it happen." If it wasn't for the pain I was feeling I would've ripped those boxers off and forced him inside me, you have no idea how much I wanna do that right now!

After a few painful seconds the pain was gone and I was left with... Nothing. Eren seemed confused.

"Huh? I guess their not ready to come out yet. Oh well." He mutters before grabbing one his shirts. How did they get here again? Oh yeah! I put them in this room earlier, now back to getting my Alpha to fuck my till I can't walk anymore.

Before I could even think of something Eren forced me into his shirt. No!! I want you to fuck me! Clothes don't come on till we're done! WE ARE NOT DONE!!

I pouted lightly and crossed my arms. Eren chuckled and laid down in the bed and pulled me down with him. He started massaging my head making me slowly fall asleep but I forced myself up again. About two minutes later I was out cold.