Time was spinning wheels of weeks despite their hearts, which were kept in a frigid dungeon . Barista was wiping those tables until they became spotless though he failed to wipe out the dusty mist out of his heart. He looks like a little ghost with those heavy black pools underneath his eyes. Those few days he slept for hour or two was a big win compared to the tackle of sleepless nights he spent within the weeks. But his nightmares kept increasing because of the ongoing turmoil within him. Suddenly he felt dizzy and dropped the cup, spilling coffee to the cleaned table all over again. Thunder ball passing through the window made him conscious that he didn't have anything since the last night's cup of ramen.

The café door opened, accommodating the furious storm inside. He never expected any customer in this fuming weather.
Swardee khub, Welcome to the-
The familiar figure in front of him made barista's chest tightened .
Kh- Khun, may I help you?
Though he felt his absurd comment provoked a bittery tension in the air, he couldn't help as he was too afraid to make a remark on how soaked Gemini was. He kept his twitching hands behind his back which were ready to run and wipe out the rain drops from the handsome face, now a little above him, but, he was distant, for the first time.

Gemini couldn't stop the wiggling of his body. Those red bloody bottles were built in a pyramid near his bed by the end of the evening, if he couldn't seek comfort through the cat nursery, this was his only friend who never let him down till today. Fourth was quick enough to catch the taller before his body could completely hug the cold floor.
"Let go of me Fourth, Don't touch me, You aren't mine" while trying to remove the hold of the tender hands on his body, gemini couldn't help but notice a quick glitch on the little one's eyes. But his tipsy eyes failed to comprehend what exactly that emotion was.

"What do you mean Khun?", "Did you come alone?", "Why are you so drunk? .
This made Gemini more annoyed. He was not his, then why does he care so much? Why does this boy make everything hard for him. For the umpteenth time, gemini cursed all those universal fairies, which he heard through those bed time stories.

"Because it never left me out Fourth, I was never an option, I was never ignored in front of those bottles Fourth",
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"hm... Sorry for troubling you fourth , guess I just burdened you with extra things to mop out, I am leaving."
Gemini left out a sad chuckle and turned his back towards the door.

" Khun, please why are you like this, you can't drive like this, please stay atleast the weather calms down."
"Please stop giving me hope fourth" little guy took several steps back unconsciously.
"Why are you doing this to me? Why can't I let you go? Why was I late? Why I couldn't be the first? What do I lack? Why I am never enough? Why I am always just an option, even in the eyes of the person I like I am a mere option, I was never placed first in anything fourth. Why can't you like me back fourth? I want to be selfish for once fourth, for you, but he is my brother, what should I do? Why did I fell for you? I feel so tired, I feel worthless, I feel like shit fourth!!"

The smaller one's frame was shrinking amidst the furious sky growlings as well as those loud tantrums. He couldn't stop sobbing. Once again he was twitching his fingers mindlessly like he used to, when he cannot control his emotions.

" Answer me fourth! Why you came into my life, if I don't deserve you!!! Why it's always like this? And why are you crying? "

"I - I, kh-u-n GE-mi-ni, pl-ea-se do-n't sh-out, it h-urts, you are hur-ting me. " the little boy covered his ears as he couldn't bare the painful ringing inside them. He was miserable.

It was hard to comprehend his words between loud sobs. But the last sentence made him sober. He was hurting his little boy, he was venomous for that pair of sparkling eyes.

I, y-o-u a-lw-ays ta-ke ca-re of m-e,a-lw-ay-s, w-whic-h no one ev-er di-d, y-ou m-ad-e me h-ap-py, y-o-u m-a-de m-e f-e-el s-a-fe, th-at's th-e b-es-t fe-eli-ng ev-er I h-av-e fe-lt, y-ou-

Gemini couldn't control his own feet, which were nearing the little boy in front of him.
I am sorry nong , I am sorry for hurting you... Gemini kept ranting it.

The taller swiftly crossed any distance between him and his little kitten. Both of them could feel each other's breathe hovering over them.
"So-so I" gemini was welled up with emotions as well. Instead of saying anything he went with actions. Because words would never surpass the warmth of the physical intimacy. Thousands of unspoken words with a one swift action of love. He cupped the beautiful face below him in his hands and caressed it like a flower petal wiping off all the tear drops.

For once in his life, he decided to be a traitor to his brother, to the rest of the world, just to be a warrior to his one and only world. Yes, no matter how much he try to run away from those innocent eyes, he couldn't, at least for now he won't, because his little boy was shattering apart in front of him.

Finally he decided to be selfish.

"Can I kiss you?" his audibly inaudible voice came right below his chest awakened something in the little boy. Those overwhelming emotions inside the little boy made his body move first even before his handsome man.

Gemini was amused, as his little kitten crashed his lips on his.Buttery milk was no match how tender and soft he felt those lips against his. They were melting on Gemini's juicy lips.

Little boy understood he couldn't do as he expected, his heart was embraced in a mist of shyness to go beyond a light peck, boy was too embarrassed to face his handsome man in front of him.

"Look at me baby" gemini tenderly turned those pretty cheeks tinted in a colour of a rose bud towards him.
"Guess I am already addicted to them" Gemini's gaze was right on the newly discovered treasure of his, those lips. After couple of more seconds he continued to devour his lips. Invading those lips, he couldn't help but to feel pity for his little kitten as he already felt how obsessively he will mark a few of piecering bites on those pretty lips in the future .

Yes, this time he won't let go of this beautiful being in front of him. He was too precious to let go. He will put a good fight, so at least he will be able to be close to his kitten.

Once again the tension stepped its game to the next level.

An unconscious move happened from gemini made fourth sat on the counter top . Gemini was asking to explore the depths of the world hid behind those puckering lips. Fourth slightly opened his mouth giving access to gemini. None of them realised a train of tears were flowing from both sides due to the surreal pack of feelings. Slowly gemini parted fourth's legs and placed his handsome body between his legs performing the same actions on his mouth.

Little boy's tiny waist under his white shirt was crushed between those veiny hands as he carved for more warmth from the little body in front of him. His kitten has cupped his neck in those beautiful hands caressing the fluffy hair on the back of taller's neck.

Though Gemini’s actions could seem a little sinful to the world, to Fourth, it was assuring, his possessiveness screamed safety to him.

Amidst the heavy downpour, in a dim lit cafe, two hearts were entangled in a beautiful feeling which made them forget the ticking of the clock. Though some unresolved blood clots were still burried within those pair of hearts, they decided to give in. Atleast for the moment they couldn't control.

Hello there, I am not sure what the hell I wrote today, for real😂😭
Whatever, how do you guys feel about our two loves relationship lately (I am talking about the real pairing 😭❤️)

Gotta show you something, this is the exact image that I have in my mind for my barista fourth,

I feel like this is a gift for me😭

Bye Byeeeeeee ❤️