******

I remember the day we met.
Too young to see the danger.
I didn't know the devil you were,
That you'd fill me with so much anger.

At first you gave me comfort,
Numbed me from the pain,
But the light you gave me faded,
Brought blackness to my veins.

Your trap worked as always.
I am not the only one to fall.
So many friends forever gone now;
No one's left to call.

Dragged me to rock bottom,
Each day a life in hell anew,
Felt there was no possibility
Of breaking this dependence on you.

******

" I want a divorce"

There was an awkward silence between both of us. He chuckled lightly at first and then he began to laugh irrepressibly.

"I want a divorce?" he mocked mimicking my tone.

"are you stupid or are you dumb?" he said getting close to me and each time I took a step back." Are you forgetting that our parents want a baby that to from 'us'? I simple sentence they want, mine and yours's which makes our baby"

"Tzuyu is pregnant, you don't need me" I mumbled. "but that doesn't matter, she's pregnant" I reasoned with a unstable vocal.

"you are not going anywhere till you give me a baby. Did you forget that you were sold to me? I am your master and you are my slave. You are mine. You are nothing but by sex toy who I have pleasure with. I'm going to give you pleasure so good that you'll forget your name."

" I know how desperate you are, for going out from here and do your job which is definitely whoring around instead of that, you will take care Tzuyu like her maid. At the end of the day you get paid more than you will receive than you get from one man and don't think about going out of house when the tenure is completed I, myself will kick you out" he snarled.

" I will not do such a thing. I don't care about the fucking contract; I am not living here with you and her and the unborn child of yours" I said sternly staring into his bloodshot eyes.

He chuckled darkly" what are you going to do about it, wife?" he caressed my cheeks.

"I am leaving" I said and tried to walk past him. He placed his hand on my chest and pushed me back into the wall. I cried after due to harsh impact.

"let's start the baby making process wifey" he said as he grabbed my waist.

"Jungkook stop-" I pushed on his chest but he didn't even budge.

"why? Don't you want this, y/n? this is reason you want go out from here right? Don't worry I can pay you. You were asking to do it with Jackson isn't it? You must be frustrated. Let me help you?"

He placed his face in neck and bit me roughly. A hurtful memory flashed before me. I pushed him again. He threw the bottle making it shatter into million pieces. He grabbed both of my hands in one hand and placed them above head. His hand under my top and pinched my nipples, my head started to spin.

I have never got this feeling from Jungkook's touch it's different.

"Jungkook please" I called him out, years flowed my face as he forcefully parted my legs.

His face became blurred and distorts. I blinked to clear my vision but slowly Jungkook's face completely transformed into him.

"is that what you want? Tell me you want more"

"I can feel your heart beating through your pussy"

"your pussy feels so good when it grips my rock-hard cock."

"take me in that pretty little mouth of yours"

NO!NO! NO! he is here. Jungkook is with me. I kept calling for Jungkook but I can't see him.

"y/n? y/n ? fuck, what is happening to you?" I heard Jungkook's voice but it was like he is somewhere far away.

"y/n,I am sorry" I heard Jungkook's pleading.

"JUNGKOOK!" I yelled but its like my voice never reached him.

"y/n, can you hear me? Fuck! Fuck!" I could hear his pleading voice.

It was getting for me to breathe. I feel like someone is chocking me so hard. Darkness fell before my eyes and all I could see was his devilish eyes staring back at me freezing every muscle of my body.

"baby please" Jungkook pleaded

I felt my back landing on something gently on a soft surface. I felt someone squeezing my lungs. I felt something coming out of nose and trickling down the side of my space mixing with tears.

"you are bleeding , baby. What is happening to you?" his broken voice fell on my ears.

"baby" his voice became heavier and then slowly faded as darkness enveloped me entirely.

Time skip~

I opened my eyes and saw a familiar ceiling. I looked around taking in my surroundings. I was in my room safe tucked on bed. I felt weak and tired, a pounding headache covered my entire head as I woke up.

I tried to remember what happened but its like my mind completely erased the memory.

After a relaxing shower I looked myself in mirror, everything was fine, I was fine but then I noticed a bruise on my neck. Memories hit me like a truck. I went to his office and I asked for divorce and he was there with Jungkook.

I wore my clothes and ran out of my room. I need to get put of here. He is here and I will not let him touch me.

I ran downstairs. I skipped and fell down from last four steps, but I didn't stop. Pain shot through my ankle but I ran towards the main gate. I kept running until I reached the main gate. It was locked. I gripped the iron rods tightly in my hand and pulled them.

"madam, what are you doing?" one of the guards asked.

"look, I need to go out" I told him.

"I cant do that. You need Mr. jeon's permission"

"no, you don't understand, he is here and he will kill me, please, I need to leave, please" I begged but he wasn't listening.

"who is here, madam?"

"I can't say his name, he will hear me"

"madam you need to go inside"

"no, you don't understand? He is in there"

I saw robin running towards me, I ran to him and hugged him.

"I am so glad you here, robin"

"you need to come with me, my child"

"are you sure? Did you check everywhere?"

"yes, I have"

Robin and I walked back inside the mansion. She made me sit in the dining table and offered me a glass of water.

"why is she acting like a lunatic?" Tzuyu asked

"nothing Ms. Choi. She is fine"

Robin said and asked me to go back to my room. She came with a bowl of soup.

I sat there trying to make the puzzle correct. I was going crazy. Tzuyu is right I am lunatic. I should just like my mother. I am worthless, good for nothing. Jungkook will be happy if I am out of his life. I went to kitchen looking for a knife.

"what are you doing here? Do you need anything?" robin asked

"robin, I need a knife"

"you are staring to scare me y/nah"

" I am the reason you are been scared right? You wouldn't be scared If I wasn't here, right?"

"y/n, go to your room this instant" he yelled making me flinch.

I ran back to my room. Robin hates me. There is no one who loves me. I think I was born to hated, my father hates me that is why he sold me to Jungkook, my mother she left alone, Jungkook hates me. I don't have a reason to live.

"everyone will be happy if I die, I should die" I mumbled

"yeah, you should" someone said from behind me.

Author pov~

"yeah, you should" Lisa said

When Tzuyu saw y/n acting like lunatic she decided to call Lisa to make fun of her. Lisa skipped all her works just to be here not wanting to miss her chance.

"Lisa" y/n whispered

Lisa strolled into her room and entered her walk-in closet without y/n knowing. She came out with a box in her hand. She was curious to know what was y/n hiding the other day. It was her mother's box. Lisa smirked thinking about y/n's breakdown after this.

"is this yours?" Lisa asked raising the box, y/n widened her eyes after recognising the box.

" Lisa, please I will give you whatever you need, but let go that box, please give it to me" she tried reaching out for that box but Lisa kicked her and ran out with Tzuyu following her.

Everyone was busy in their work so they couldn't hear about the commotion happening there. Lisa ran until she reached back of her house where no one would come at this time.

Lisa finally stopped and turned to Tzuyu." You see this box; it costs her life. She will kill herself if anything happens to this box"

"you want her to die?" Tzuyu asked.

"well, don't you?" Lisa raised an eyebrow.

y/n came running behind them but due to her injured ankle she couldn't keep the same pace as them. The pain in her ankle was unbearable but it is nothing Infront of her mother's belongings.

" Lisa, please give that back to me, that is the only things I have about my mom" she fell on her knees begging desperately.

"NO! Tzuyu hold her" she ordered

"Lisa, give it back. It's her mother's" Tzuyu said

" if you don't hold her, Tzuyu I will tell everything to Jungkook" Lisa threatened.

Tzuyu signed and pushed y/n to ground. She sat on her so that y/n wouldn't get out of her grip. y/n cried and screamed for help but no one heard her.

Lisa went to mansion and brought a lighter and y/n's wedding dress. y/n struggled to get out of her grip as Tzuyu's weight was making her dizzy and breathless. She was crying hysterically.

Lisa took the lid off and pulled out the lighter. She lit the dress on fire and its delicate lace material caught fire almost instantly.

y/n screamed as fire reflected her eyes. Lisa dropped the burning dress into the box, lighting other things as well.

Tears streamed as rain, she lost it. She lost complete hope to live.

" what did I ever do to you?" y/n asked her in a broken tone, her vision blurred.

"everything! You stole everything from me! You stole my life, you bitch!" she yelled. Her face was red, her eyes red, her body shaking in anger. " I wanted to have Kim in my name but your father never gave it to me, because of you. I was grown in a poor family while you were born with silver spoons, I struggled in life but you never did. I did everything to make him proud to call me as his daughter but you never did anything but still got the pleasure"

"I wanted to marry Jungkook but you again came in my way. You stole my life bitch". She kicked y/n in her stomach." If you wouldn't come back I would have got everything I wanted. I am not my mother and I am not going to keep your dirty little secrets anymore"

She was beyond furious finally letting out all the aggression out, that she kept it for long time. Tzuyu was shocked by her words. Jungkook will kill her if he comes to know the truth.

When the box was next to become ash, they finally let go her. Lisa went back to her home and Tzuyu went to her room acting lie nothing happened. Tzuyu was scared that Jungkook cared about y/n even if he never shows it. What will she say if Jungkook asks her?

Robin was going crazy trying to find y/n, he asked Tzuyu many times if she knew where y/n was but she denied seeing her after morning. Robin considered y/n as his daughter. His daughter died at very early age. Whenever he saw y/n it remained of his daughter.

Meanwhile, Jungkook was busy with business meeting. He was trying to get out of all of it, he wanted to go home and check on y/n. after what guard told him he felt guilty. He forced himself on her. Her condition scared him. Her conditions sent shiver down his spine. He thought how she was shaking. How her nose started bleeding. How she was opening her mouth but nothing came out. How she was having difficult time in breathing and her face turned purple, her eyes went upwards.

He called the doctor who gave her medicines and injected her. She was still asleep when he left her this morning. He didn't close his eyes after tucking her to bed, he sat beside her looking at her all night. She was trying to run away, was she that scared of him? He felt beyond ashamed.

Finally he reached home, he parked his car and stepped outside. He waited there for few seconds. He needed the courage to see her. He ran a hand through his dark locks and finally walked inside. He saw a scared robin pacing back and forth.

" robin, are you okay?" he asked.

" master jeon. i-I called you....Mrs. jeon is missing. I have looked for her everywhere but she is nowhere to be found." The old man broke down in tears.

"what do you mean? Did she run away?" Jungkook's heartbeat quickened.

" she never left the premises, but still I can't find her"

He was exhausted after all day's work. It wasn't easy for him to handle his hectic schedule. He needed break and the only time he felt peace is when he looks at her. Even if its's a tiny peace but still it was everything for him.

He checked the entire mansion, every room but he couldn't find her. Strange and horrible scenarios play in his mind.

"robin quit crying" he shouted frustratedly.

"master jeon.... She was... she was looking for a knife" he sobbed even more.

Fear washed over his entire body." what do you mean?" Jungkook asked.

" she was not herself. She was trying to get rid of herself" the old man slumped on the ground.

He alerted his security to look for her. He went to her room. Someone knocked on the door. It was one of the guards.

"have you found her?" he asked

"yes, sir, but she doesn't look so good. You should come with us" he said.

Jungkook followed the guard. The guard took him to the very back of the mansion. The only time he came here was when he brought the mansion. Jungkook's heart sank thinking about why she was here. Was she trying to hide from him because she thinks of him as a rapist or a monster?

The sight in front of him made his heart clench. She was crumpled on the ground just as Tzuyu and Lisa left her. She was just looking at the ash. The box itself burned to the ground. She was numb, she didn't feel two presence behind her.

Jungkook on the other hand, thought that he was the reason behind her miserable condition but when he saw some weird things like burnt hairclips and melted hairbands, he couldn't help but wonder if y/n lit something to fire.

He gestured his guards to leave. He crouched to her level and tucked her hair away from her face. Her tear-stricken face came in to his view. She knew Jungkook was here but she didn't day anything. She reached her breaking point, nothing mattered to her now.

"baby, what happened?" he asked gently. "are you okay?"

When she didn't reply, he picked her up in his arms bridal style and walked into his mansion. Robin came running towards him and Tzuyu looked from the sight.

"where did you find her?" robin asked wiping his tears.

Tzuyu was praying that y/n didn't say anything about her.

"out" he replied, his gaze was struck on his wife. He walked mindlessly to her room. He laid her on the bed and sat down at the edge of the bed. He covered her with the duvet.

"Jungkook..." Tzuyu whispered slowly

"Tzuyu, not now" Jungkook said

" Jungkook, are you pushing me away because of her? I am the mother of your child!" Tzuyu said hoping that he wont change his mind about y/n tells him the truth.

"AND SHE IS MY WIFE!" he snapped. He sighed and controlled his temper. " get out, Tzuyu"

She glared at y/n and stomped out of the room raging.

Jungkook kept thinking about what had happened to her. He sat beside her caressing her hair until she fell asleep. He traced his fingers over the rashes on her cheeks from crying too much.

He remembered that he had cameras all around the mansion. He slowly walked out of her room making sure she doesn't wake up.

He went straight away to the security room and asked the guards to show him the footage of the entire day where y/n was found. He saw Lisa and Tzuyu pushing y/n to the ground and lightning her wedding dress and other stuff on fire while she cried helplessly.

No one could read his expressions, he was calm, a little too calm. His security knew that the storm was brewing in his mind. He calmly stood straight with his hands tucked in his pocket. He nodded at his guard and went back.

He saw Tzuyu was sitting there and watching TV.

"Tzuyu"

"Kookie, come on, join me" she patted the space beside her.

"do you know what happened to her?" he asked

"who? Your wife?" she asked feigning innocence.

"yes"

"how would I know? She doesn't tell me anything. She was acting like a lunatic all day long anyway" she rolled her eyes.

Jungkook was only giving her a chance because she was pregnant with his child. He wasn't even sure if the baby was his or not. But he wasn't an idiot, he'll find out.

y/n was his. His to torture, his to love, his to punish, his to care, his to adore, his to torment. No one had any rights to her but him. His blood boiled thinking about it. Lisa has guts to mess with him.

He entered her room and sat on the chair beside her bed. He couldn't believe that she was capable of all the things she did. He caught one of her lies when they went to doctor. What if all was a lie? But why did she do that?

In his heart, he always believed that something was wrong.

Now, no matter what she says to push him he won't let her go and he is never going to divorce her, she can ask for it all she wants.

He smiled and kissed her.

Time skip~

He woke up from his deep slumber and found no one beside him. He doesn't remember when he had last slept this well. He did his daily routine and got ready for the day. He went downstairs and noticed y/n dressed up in a professional outfit, her hair tied up. He furrowed his eyebrows confused, When she noticed him, she stood up.

"come on, let's have breakfast" he said to her and she walked behind him with her head down.

Tzuyu was already sitting at the breakfast table. Jungkook walked in with y/n behind him.

y/n slowly took the bite of her fish and eggs , its taste didn't disgust her anymore.

"you don't need to eat that, y/n" he said but she shook her head.

"no, I am fine, thank you" she said playing with her food, she wasn't really hungry.

"when did you become so polite?" he laughed trying to lighten up her mood. When she didn't react his smile fell and he cleared his throat." I need you to come to the office today" he added watching her closely.

"okay" she mumbled without raising her head. He knew something was off about her, she wasn't herself.

y/n felt like she was intruding between the couple, they needed their privacy. She felt the need to give them their space.

"can I leave?" she asked looking down and this made Jungkook shift his attention to her.

"why are asking? You don't need permission to leave, y/n" he said

y/n stood up and picked her dishes.

"maids will do that" he said to her. She silently put them back on the table and left.

Times skip~

"y/n" she turned and saw Jungkook standing. He was string at her but his gaze was different.

"yes Mr. jeon?" she asked

He was completely taken aback" what did you call me?" he asked with a frown.

"Mr. jeon" she mumbled

"you called me Mr. jeon are you okay?" he asked

"y-yes"

"how long have you been waiting here" he asked

" about half an hour" she said looking at her feet.

He pressed his lips into thin lips as anger consumed him" for fucks sake you could have called me"

" I am sorry, Mr. jeon I will be careful next time"

"what game are you playing ?" he scrutinized.

" I am not playing any game Mr. jeon" she said plainly.

He squeezed his eyes shut." Jungkook. Just Jungkook"

She kept her poker face." I don't think I am allowed to call you that. I am just telling you this that I am in no position to call you by your name"

"you are my wife!" he hissed

" only on papers"

He didn't know what to say. He looked away for a second and decided to drop this conversation.

"just get in the car" he said and she obediently sat in the backseat beside him.

*****

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