im so pissed
im so fucking pissed

our new photography teacher is such a shit teacher im fucking sobbing

all his developing things are weird and for film when you develop it he doesnt say to rinse it????? anywhere????? hhhhekcidjcjd im so pissed and upset and stressed im trying so hard not to cry in the corner of the class oh my god

first i shot 400 speed film on 100, fucking

then the fucking
the fucking roll sticks to itself on the reel so it turns out with bright white "YOURE A FUCKING LOSER" spots covering like two photos at a time and just FUCK

its not like it would have fucking turned out right anyway because i fucking ruined it the minute i fucking touched it just like everything else

god i wasnt prepared for this week i dont wanna be here holy fucking shit i cant do this

im late on everyhing and im gonna get a zero for my end grade and im gonna fail im gonna fail fuck

a week isnt fucking enough to do a photo and go through trial and error and WHY ARE YOU TELLING US WHAT TO TAKE PICTURES OF YOU FUCKING CUNT BUG NUGGET OF A FUCKING TEACHER YOU AND YOUR SEXIST PHOBIC ASS CALLING A FUCKING DRESS PROVOCATIVE IF YOURE SO FUCKING WORRIED ABOUT FINDING ME ON THE ROSTER YOU'D FUCKING CHANGE MY NAME ON THE GODDAMN SIGN IN SHEET BECAUSE HEY GUESS FUCKING WHAT LEISA FUCJING TOLD YOU I GOT MY NAME CHANGED ON THE THING FUCKING

im not okay