Vanakkam bha!

Romba nalaiku apro marubadiyum varre, apdiye ungala kulukuluvaa akradhukaha indha update uh!

Elarum title padicha odaneye shock ayirupeenga, hehe! lighta shock dha, expect panalam thappilla! SO I am supposed to give the disclaimer here..

This oneshot contains mature content which is 16+..Read at your own risk! If anyone felt it uncomfortable, please do skip the portion marked between "****"

Padichu pathutu ada chei idhuva! apdinu kalaaika kudadhu! solitee!!!

Apro, I expect more comments makkale! romance ezhudhu ezhudhu nu solitu comment panama pona enna artham? pathu sirappa senju vitrunga, ilana apro ezhudhave mate pathukonga! 

Please ignore my typos!

Ipo vango story kula polam...

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'Valarndhu varum ilam nadigai Mamtha vudan kisukisukkalil pesappattu varum prabala ilam nadigar! iruvarum inaindhu nadiththa ultra-romantic padaththai parthu vitu "oru vela irukumo" endru pesikkollum nettisangal! Siriththe samalikkirara Mamtha?'

Sivaangi sat in front of the TV with tears brimming in her eyes. Almost all the YouTube channels were now covering one of the sensational stories of South. Sivaangi threw the remote control on the sofa and covered herself with the blanket, sobbing silently.

Her parents were out for a musical concert, and it was her and her brother left at home. He begged his sister to let him go out with his friends that night and Sivaangi had no mood to argue with him. For the past few days, she was heavily distressed by the happenings. 

'Show la venumna azhaga cute ah irundhirukalam, a handsome young man and a cute little girl can make a good pair in television, not in real life..'

When the show got over, she received such comments but then she brushed them off as somewhere in the corner of her heart, she remained carefree about such negativity, but the recent comments which she got to see after her transformation, undoubtedly made her vulnerable,

'Enna dha azhaga dress panalum make up potukitalum andha kozhandha thanatha matha mudiyadhu, she can never become mature..'

'They are concentrating on their own businessnu solikranga, aana nadandhadhu kandippa veraya dha irukum.. Ashwin oda personality ku ava suit aga mataa nu avare reject paniruparu..she still looks like a kid beside him..they are poles apart..'

Tears trailed down her eyes and she didn't bother to wipe it. A heavy thunder made her jerk and come out of her terrible thoughts. She took her mobile phone and checked her dm which was filled with thousands of messages. If it was some other day, she would have checked them but now, she didn't feel like doing it. She definitely knew what it was about. 

Mamtha worked with Ashwin in a recent movie and even before it got released, the production company wanted to promote the pair so they captured pictures of them, both at shooting and off-shoot to post in the social media. 

It was clear that the shooting clicks revealed the genre of the movie which is romance and intimacy. Many of Ashaangi's fans supported his work professionally so did Sivaangi. She always kept encouraging him for choosing such daring and different roles to prove himself. The previous crime-thriller he gave was a mass hit which the whole South India celebrated and wished the budding actor. 

  Sivaangi was able to see the admiring eyes of Mamtha in the shooting sets which she got to see in the social media posts, but she didn't think of it much. At last, it was Ashwin- her Ashwin, and that thought didn't let her think beyond. 

It would have not affected Sivaangi until she met Mamtha at an event. 

'Ashwin is a very sweet guy Sivaangi, he is a kind of man for which every girl dream for..' Mamtha said while Sivaangi nodded her head slowly. For the past couple of years, they were hiding from the eyes of publicity to concentrate on their career but that doesn't mean they remained far. To be honest, it brought them even closer which many were yet to know.

'Indha mari oru ponnuku respect kudukra heroes pakradhu romba kashtam, and I feel lucky that I have met him..' Mamtha smiled wider.

Suddenly, the media people surrounded Mamtha to ask some questions. Looking at that, Sivaangi shifted aside to give them some space.

'Ma'm, we are so excited to see you in a Tamil movie, you are already acted in a Telugu movie..and now Tamil..how does it feels?'

'Romba romba sandhosham, neenga thamizh laye kekalam..enaku nalla thamizh theriyum..(chuckles) so happy to work with a wonderful team..'

'Ashwin kum ungalkum nadula andha chemistry screen la pakrappo romba nalaruku, kandippa padathulayum adhu azhaga express aagum nu theridhu..how are you both off screen? andha clicks la kuda ungala patha oru happening couple mari irukeenga..' a reporter said and Sivaangi's face turned pale.

Mamtha smiled for that statement, and definitely Sivaangi was able to witness a tinge of blush on her cheeks, which made her heart drop,

'Aww, thank you so much for that compliment..idhu engalku oru nalla start..we are definitely looking forward to work together..ipo nanga romba nalla friends, we care for each other..idhe mari epovume irukanumnu nenaikre, he is such a gentleman..' 

Her conversation got interrupted when she received a call. She purposefully slanted her phone so that the reporters could notice the caller,

'Uhm, sorry..it's a personal call..I have to leave urgently! thank you all!'

The next day, the channels flashed her mobile's photo with the caller which showed "Ashwin ❤️" Questions emerged about the caller and wondered whether it was actor Ashwin. Most of the channels confirmed that it was him. 

'Personal call il vandhavar namma Ashwin ah? oru vela irukumo?' the reporters flashed the news mercilessly to increase their views.

Sivaangi brushed it off as she didn't want to make it a big issue. Even though she developed a small worry, she didn't want to bother him until another social media post shook her. 

It was a photo of Ashwin and Mamtha in the shooting spot which was a hill station and the caption clearly mentioned "off-shoot clicks". In that photo, Mamtha was holding Ashwin's arm and looking at her with sparkling eyes and Ashwin was looking somewhere not particularly, not noticing her stare. 

Sivaangi noticed the dress which Mamtha was wearing. She looked pretty and hot at the same time in that sleeveless crop top paired with a short skirt. Her fit and slim physique seemed attractive like it couldn't be more perfect than hers. With a considerable layer of make up, she looked alluring.  Sivaangi's eyes then shifted to Ashwin who stood there handsome as usual.

If it was a random shooting post, she would not have been this upset. She would have called Ashwin and praised the click if it was from the movie, but the situation was different. She kept the phone aside and sighed, trying to keep herself calm. She didn't intend to behave like a sick girlfriend and bother him. She knew that it was his profession and she had never felt insecure until now.

She connected some dots regarding his behavior for the last couple of weeks. She knew that he was busy with the movie release promotions, but whatever it is, he will at least speak to her a couple of minutes which brings a smile on her face. But Ashwin rarely called her these days.

Sivaangi always asks opinion about her dresses, styling and he replies with enthusiasm. For the last few weeks, she kept sending photos of her getting ready for various events, even though it is a simple dress up, she will send photos. Also, it was very unusual of Ashwin keeping his words to the minimum, especially with her. Her romantic album song got released during the past week and what she got from him was just a text message wishing her that it was so good.

Sivaangi didn't realise that she was having tears in her eyes. She suddenly felt insecure. She ran towards the mirror and checked herself in it. She had definitely lost some pounds due to her workout routine, but still that bubbliness was intact in her. Even though he mentioned it as cute, she wondered whether it was attractive.

She adjusted her t-shirt and baggy pants with a sigh before reminiscing Mamtha's dressing sense. It is very usual for men to get attracted to someone like Mamtha. Sivaangi was not supposed to think like that, but her insecurity made her think the worse.

The next few days, she kept herself busy with her singing practices and didn't attend his calls or reply to his texts. He didn't even take the effort to talk to her about what's wrong. If it was another day, he would have come directly to her house. Everything happened according to her false thoughts and she couldn't keep herself sane.

Yet, she attended a couple of events which she committed earlier, keeping her thoughts aside. She lied to her parents that she was just stressed out due to her lined-up events.

A small spark spread like wildfire in Ashwin's matter. He was suspected to be in a relationship with Mamtha. Even though Sivaangi knew that media people exaggerate things for their own benefit, her few days' thoughts and worries made her believe them to some extent. Even if he was not in a relationship, he might have got attracted to her! her silly mind thought.

Today was the day of his movie release and she didn't dare watch it. Also, she was tired of everything and thought that being at home and locking herself might help.

A knock on the door brought her out of her train of thoughts. She checked the time and it showed 11pm. She reminisced that her brother said that he wouldn't be coming tonight and wondered who it was. It had already started raining outside and she didn't want to open the door at this time. She jerked when she heard him calling her,

'Sivaangi ma, na dha..'

She sighed in relief and opened the door without thinking. For a second, she cursed herself for forgetting all her struggles and opening the door to meet him, but the moment she looked into his eyes, she felt like everything vanished.

Ashwin stared at her for a second, trying to read her mind,

'Ipdiye mazhai kulurula veliya nika vaika poriya?' he asked breaking her silence and she immediately apologised and let him in,

'Sorry, ulla vanga..' she avoided his eyes and let him in before locking the door.

'Indha nerathula yena inga?' she asked while he stared at her,

'Unaku enachu Sivaangi ma?' his question made her look at him,

'On..onumilla Ashwin..I am fine..' she looked away, and he gave a knowing look,

'Ashwin nu kupdrappove theridhu..' he said with a raised eyebrow and she sighed in defeat.

'En calls pick panala, texts ku reply panala..I thought that you were busy..aana last few days ni avlo busya ila nu Vinayak sonna..' his words clearly showed that he was here to check on her and find the reason for her silence.

Sivaangi cleared her throat before moving towards the room, confusing Ashwin. After a few minutes, she came out with a towel and forwarded it to him,

'Ipdi nananja joram dha varum, thodachukonga..' she looked somewhere and handed it to him which made him frown. He sighed and got it from her to dry his hair. All the time, his eyes got fixated in her and he didn't miss to notice that she had touched up her face and tied her hair neatly.

'You are not okay..' he said, making her look at him blankly. Ashwin stepped front but frowned when Sivaangi jerked back a little. 

Ashwin was worried about her change of mood. He thought that it was some random fluctuation but the moment she stepped back from him, he realised that something was seriously wrong. That's when his eyes fell on the television which got muted and still paused at the video which mentioned about the ongoing gossip. 

Ashwin was quick to realise what should have happened. He was a little hurt when he thought that she didn't believe her,

'Enna nee nambalaya Sivaangi?' hurt was visible in his eyes which made Sivaangi regret instantly,

'Ungala matum dha nambre Ashwin, aana...' she tried to swallow the words but Ashwin was determined to get it through her mouth,

'Aana ena?'

'Aana avanga pesradhu kuda thappilla nu thonudhu..' she tried to control her tears,

'Indha marra evlovo nadandhiruku, evlovo pesirukanga..aana ni indha alavuku yosichadhilla..unmaya solu Sivaangi ma..what's bothering you?' he asked in worry, still maintaining a distance with her, yet he was closer than before,

'Na ungalku correct match illa Ashwin..' this time, she didn't stop her tears which trailed down her eyes. Ashwin got startled at her words. He had never seen her this vulnerable before. She keeps asking sometimes, but he never felt it too serious. He always replies to it playfully, not knowing that deep down she had her own insecurities.

'Enna pesra Sivaangi nee?' he was about to hold her hands, but Sivaangi pulled it back which hurted Ashwin a bit,

'Na ennaikume ungalku correct pair ah iruka mudiyadhu Ashwin, apdi dha elarume solranga..ipo enaku kuda apdi dha thonudhu..' her voice shivered when she said that. Ashwin couldn't believe that he was hearing it from her.

Ashwin tried to maintain his composure, but Sivaangi was not yet done,

'Enaku ipo 23 vayasu agudhu, nanum enala mudinja varaikum enna mature ah kamichuka try panre..enoda age la irukra ponnunga avangala carry panikra mari enala mudila Ashwin, people say that I am cute, but I am nothing more than that..'

'Epo paru eee nu ilichukitu, konjo kuda seriousness eh ilama edho en paatuku oru flow la poitu iruke, mathavangala sirika vachu pakradhu avlo pudikum aana en pakkathula irundhu sirikravanga kuda, enaku pinadi iva yena da ipdi chinna ponnu mari pannitu irukkaa nu dha solranga..'

'Keechu keechu nu oru koral, enala olunga onna convey pana kuda mudiyadhu.. na pesinale neraya perku na comedya matum dha therinjiruke..edhuku ipo nadikra nu ketavanga dha jaasthi..'

She looked down at herself gulping the tears, before speaking,

'Enoda height ah parunga, epovume elarkoodavum kuttiya dha therire..people say that is cute, adha thaandi edhume ila Ashwin..(smiles painfully) heels potu enna height ah kamichukanumnu nenacha, enala oru high heels potukitu oru manineram kuda olunga ponnu mari nadaka kuda mudila..'

'I can't wear all dresses, enaku try pana aasai irukum aana enala andha dressla enna carry panika mudiyadhu nu nane reject paniruve..evlo girls avangala groom panikradhula time and energy spend panranga, adhelam epovachum pannikitta kuda na ennaikume special ah feel pannadilla Ashwin, it has been always the same...'

Tears brimmed in her eyes and she spoke further,

'Elarum enna avanga veetla oruthavangalaa pakranga, elaru kannukum na kuttiya cute ah therire but adhuku mela, na edhume ila Ashwin..' she hung her head down which pained Ashwin.

'Ungaloda azhagukum personality kum match agura ponnunga irukanga..unga height ku konjo kammiya, slim ah fair ah azhaga, apdiye avangala azhaga carry pannikra ponnunga irukanga..avanga lam pakrappo azhaga therivanga, aana na, just cute..unga kannukum na cute uh matum dhane Ashwin?'

'En thala, kai, shoulder ah thaandi unga kai vera engayume idhu varaikum pattadhila, that kind of a gentleman you are..aana adhuku mela ungalku na endha vagailayum attractive ah thonala Ashwin, because I am nothing more than cute..'

Ashwin was flabbergasted by her break down. He never expected her to think of herself this much inferior. Sivaangi was full of positivity, that's what everyone including him were attracted towards, but this side of her left him stunned. How can a perfect woman like her think of herself like this?

Sivaangi never knew what Ashwin was going through. Being a man in his early 30's, he had many desires by himself but his determination was stronger than that. It was that one girl who should be his everything and that never changed for him. The moment he decided it to be Sivaangi, he learnt to keep everything lowkey until she was there with him in the same pace.

He never thought of her not being mature enough, but he wanted to give her the time and space to explore herself in her twenties more than getting trapped with him in the name of relationship. He didn't want to force her into his desires as he wanted it to be mutual and gradual in their love life.

Until now, they had only been sharing hugs, cheek, hand and forehead kisses and rarely pecks on their lips. Ashwin wanted her to take the next step in their relationship even though he struggled to hold back himself, yet he enjoyed this phase with her. When his patience had made her misunderstand his whole feelings for her, he was about to burst out anytime. His eyes turned deep and he stared at the woman in front of her in disbelief.

Sivaangi hesitated for a while before she continued,

'I can be a bubbly girl but never be a perfect woman..physically..adhuvum unga...' before she finished, Ashwin pulled her harshly by holding her arm and sealed her lips with his. Sivaangi was stunned at his sudden act and tried to push him back but his hold was so tight on either side of her neck yet gentle to make her feel comfortable.

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He kissed her like he was really waiting for this moment for a long time, torturing the woman ruthlessly who tried to keep herself in her senses. She was able to feel the heat of his breath on her sultry lips and her body tingled at the very moment of feeling his passion towards her.

They moved behind and she hit the wall gently. When she tried to stop him once again, he pushed her up a little and held both her hands above her head before deepening his kiss more like he really meant it; filled with longing and passionate bliss.

Sivaangi had no other choice but give into his breathtaking kiss. His one hand travelled down her curves to reach her bare waist under her t-shirt which made her gasp and allow him to explore more into the kiss. When she found it difficult to keep up the pace with him, Ashwin wrapped his hand around her bare waist to lift her up a little so that they could get the needed access to each other. 

The moment he loosened the hold on her hands which he held up, Sivaangi wrapped them around his neck to pull him closer as it was even possible. Ashwin's free hand untied her hair which she tied neatly and pulled her hair gently to tilt her head more. 

That all-consuming kiss truly meant something. When their lips touched, it was electric, cosmic. Uhm, they felt it everywhere. It stirred their emotions, their heart, their very soul. When you find that right person, that kiss truly everything, all consuming, earth shattering, epic! At that moment, it's undeniable that their souls had found their mate, their home.

Ashwin didn't have patience to wait until he gave her lips a break, and he moved down her neck to place gentle kisses on her skin. Sivaangi felt like she would burst anytime. Her legs shivered to even stand up straight and he came to her rescue by lifting her by her waist to wrap her legs around his waist. Her back supported against the wall when her man trailed down tormenting kisses up to the base of her neck.

The moment an uncontrollable moan escaped her lips, she felt him groan against her neck before feeling his teeth on her supple skin. She hissed at his sudden contact but the moment he trailed down to reach her upper chest, she gently pulled him up which made him kiss her back on her lips fervently.

Tears escaped her eyes and they trailed down, reaching their joined lips. Ashwin not only absorbed her tears but also her insecurities which she held for a long time. When he felt her gasping for air, he released her slowly and withdrew himself, looking at her face which got flushed due to their passionate moment. Her eyes were still closed and that showed how much she relished this moment with him which brought a small smile on his lips.

Sivaangi slowly opened her eyes, only to look into the most enchanting eyes of him which was still intact with the same effect of their kiss. She wetted her lips as she felt it dry and numb, and she didn't miss how his eyes were still yearning for the moment as he was insatiable, which made her stomach do a flip.

He let her stand on the floor slowly. They stood closer and their breaths collided, still expressing their want towards each other. His hand on her waist, caressed it slowly and his other hand captured her locks, smoothening it as it was some soft textured silk. The kiss itself gave her the answer but now his eyes did.

He whispered looking at her eyes,

'En kanna pakrappo lam enna pathi seriya purinjukita ni, idha ivlo naal purinjukalaya di?'

She gulped at the way he sounded like a breeze, so soft and dangerous at the same time. She looked into his eyes and they expressed how much he was resisting his passion in front of her. How will it feel when a calm sea suddenly crashes on you with its ferocious tidal waves? Sivaangi felt it today as she could never doubt herself anymore.

'Unaku theriyuma ni enna yenna lam panra nu? do you have any idea?' he asked seriously, and the next second he pulled her towards her room and made her stand in front of her mirror. He stood behind her, wrapping his hands around her waist authoritatively. 

'Yar sonadhu ni cute nu?' his words made her face shrink but the next second she gasped when he inserted his hands under her t-shirt,

'Unna na cute nu nenachiruke, until I saw the mature you..'

Sivaangi looked at Ashwin through the mirror while he continued,

'Endha ponnoda kannum enna indha alavuku badhichadhilla..adhula therinja unmai, kurumbuthanam, unconditional love, the way you look at me with those eyes each time..ufff! ipo nenacha kuda enamo lam pannum..' 

'Ipo kuda na solradha ketutu enna ipdi en kannukkulla pathutu nikrappo unna iluthu vachu kiss pananumnu thonudhu, do you know how much I resist?'

Sivaangi averted her gaze which made him chuckle immediately,

'The damage is already done, aana enaku idhu pudichiruku..' he traced her waist which made her gulp,

'Na pesradha ni kan imaikama kekradhu, enaku onnu na enkooda nikradhu, the way you support me, enakaha ni podra efforts, enna purinjukra vidham, enmela ni vachirukra nambikkai..idhu ellame enna inume unna noki izhuthukittu dha iruku Sivaangi..'

'Unoda sirippu enaku evlo periya bodhai theriyuma? adhu un odhattula irundhu mattum varradhila, un manasula irundhu varudhu..adhanala dha avlo azhaga iruku, you make me stumble each time when you smile wider and crinkle your eyes..'

He traced her lower lip from behind and Sivaangi closed her eyes, relishing his touch.

'Epovume siricha indha odhatoda unoda inimayana koral la ni solra "Ashwineeyy" enna ethana naal thoonga vidama panniruku theriyuma? ni enna pathu paadra ovvoru paatum edho enakahave ezhudhi vachu ni paadra mari therinjiruku, it felt like it was meant to me..the way you speak, the way you smile, even the way you breath..ellame enna inum paithiyakarana dha aakiruku di..'

'And indha height, do you know how turning on it is? Ni enakkulla mulusa maranju porappo, unoda andha iyarkayana vaasatha na fulla onarrappo kedaikra andha feel..adhelam varthayala express pana mudiyadhu..'

Ashwin buried his face into her hair, grazing his lips on her neck which made her instantly breathless,

'Unoda indha koondhalukkulla en mogatha ipdi podhaichukitu enoda moochu kaatha ni feel panrappo un odambula therira andha silirppa na onarrapo kedaikra andha bodhai epdi irukum nu therinjuka evlo thavichiruken theriyuma di?' 

Unable to resist himself, he gave an open mouth kiss on the nape of her neck, making her shudder,

'Ash..Ashww..win..' she tried to complete his name but that became a huge task with his sensual touches. 

'Don't turn me ruthless, enga na en control ah meeri poiruveno ngra bayam enakulla epovume irundhiruku..maybe that was the reason..aana ippo..ni venum venumnu matttum dha thonudhu..' his voice descended an octave lower, and he sounded perilous which made her gulp. She closed her eyes when he moved her t-shirt aside and kissed her shoulder, letting his linger there for some time. She felt goosebumps when his hand on her waist caressed across her tummy sensually. 

Sensing her body turning hot, he slowly released his hold and turned her to face him and held her face,

'Do you think that the dress, makeup and all these make me want you more? idhu edhume panamaye ni epovo enna chithravadha panna aarambichuta..'

Sivaangi stared at him while he continued,

'Ovoru vaatiyum unoda morning face ah pakrappo edho en nenja kuthi kizhikra mari irukum..your crumbled t-shirt, andha kalanja mudi, thookka kalakkathula kashtapattu thorandhu enna pakra kangal, thookatha keduthutaangale ngra kadupula sinungra unoda indha odhadhu..you drive me crazy Sivaangi..it is not the Sivaangi who tried to keep herself presentable a few minutes before..'

He traced his long fingers on her face like it was the precious possession of his to worship.

'Unoda indha azhagana mogam, enna epovume imaikama pakra indha kannu, kuzhi vizhura indha kannam, enkooda cute ah kochukra indha mooku, enna vai neraya kupdra indha odhadhu..idhu elame dha di ni enaku venumnu nenaika vaikudhu..'

His hand descended down further to travel along the side on her curves perfectly caressing places which he yearned to touch. Sivaangi became breathless when his fingers were inches apart from the places where she had never imagined of him touching this soon. He reached the small of her back and hugged her tight, gluing her body to his. 

'You are more than perfect for me Sivaangi..' he whispered.

Sivaangi's face got flushed when she felt her man's need against her abdomen. Her audible gasp made him release the hold slowly. He was not shy to express to his woman who was rightful to know what she was doing to him when she herself thought that she was nothing more than cute for him.

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He withdrew his hands and ruffled his hair with closed eyes, hoping to calm himself. Sivaangi stood there, not expecting her man opening up his pent-up desires for the first time. 

'For the past few days na naana ila Sivaangi, I always try to cage myself but niyave vandhu enna usupethite irundha..unoda photos, the way you looked at me during the video calls, the way you dressed sometimes to impress me..unna apdiye kadathi en veetuku kutitu poiranum pola thonitu irundhuchu..'

'And that music video..my God! why why? yendi, nadikrappo kuda unmaya dha irupiya? do you know how real it was..apdiye enna pathu kekra marra irundhuchu..sethutten di..(sighs) andha director matum en kaila kedachaa..' he huffed and Sivaangi looked at him bewildered.

He chuckled at his stupidity and continued looking at Sivaangi's startled face,

'Ipdi panradhellame ni panitu edhume theriyadha mari, actually unaku theriyadhu dha..apdi ni irukrappo ivalom panna unna epdi lam..' he fisted his hands to control his words, looking at her face which changed into a hue of pink. He groaned before composing himself,

'Okay, now don't make me a sinner..na sonadhula unaku evlo purinjudhu evlo purila nu kuda enaku therila..but you know, this too makes me high..' she gasped at his words and he tried to control his smile.

'Ipo solre, ni cute ila..you are beautiful, alluring, breathtaking, hot..enakanava epdi irukanumnu aasapatteno adha vida pala madangu jaasthi di nee...kudikka thanni kuda ilama dhaagathula kedandhavanuku paayasatha kondu vandhu kudutha epdi irukum? (chuckles) en kanavula irundha ponnuke na elathayume kudukanumnu aasapattiruke, adha vida adhigama elathayum enaku kudutha, kuduthukitu irukra ponnuku na ennalam pananum epdi irukanumnu aengitu iruken nu theriyuma?'

He grabbed her hand and placed it on his chest. Sivaangi was able to feel his heartbeat which was erratic and thudding mercilessly her presence. She looked up at him who was already looking at her with a struggle,

'Ipo onnu solre nalla kelu, indha mari effect unna thavira endha ponnalayum enmela erpaduththa mudiyadhu..Whatever you see in social media is nothing in front of me..yaru vandhu enna kalaikka nenachalum adhu mudiyadhu, yen na en dhavatha mulusa kalachu enna paithiyakaran mari ipdi nikka vachavale en kannu munadi nikraa..indha Ashwin oda kadhal, kaamam elame ni matum dha..'

Sivaangi was stunned. She didn't expect such a confession from Ashwin, her man. She wondered whether she was worth enough to be his woman, but he proved that she was wrong. He proved that it was worth it, only if he was with Sivaangi. 

'Kattukku adangaama unakkaha thavikkra indha ennangal mattum kaamam illa, andha ennangala kadivaalam potu unakkaha mattum thaekki vaikradhum kaamam dha..porumaiyilama thavikkrappo porumaya kathirukra andha sugam iruku la? adhu unmela irukra kadhal, kaamam elathayume inum pala madanga aakudhu..'

'I wanted you to initiate whatever the moment that we were about to share, aana epo ni unnaye ni thappa purinjukitiyo..there is no point in holding back nu thonuchu..un kannula na innaiku pathe, enaku unmela enna iruko adhe feel unakum enmela irukradha pathe..that made me take the first step..' his genuine words made Sivaangi emotional. 

Why do people only portray that men are physically more needy than women? People find equality in everything but why isn't this? It is normal to be physically needy for a woman like men. If she was with the correct man, then it would be the heaven she could indulge in. A man who understands her needs, faces her vulnerability with his courage and love, handles his woman like his precious possession would be the sexiest man she could ever see. Ashwin seemed like nothing less now. 

When Sivaangi thought of obvious features like outer look and perfect physique, Ashwin proved her that he found her attractive not because of them but the subtle features which she herself didn't realise they were attractive. She being herself was the first and foremost thing which made him fall for her. 

Is it always the physical features which attracts men? If we think yes, then it is wrong. More than that, being a genuinely confident woman with emotional maturity, who can feel good about herself is the top quality which men admire and easily fall for. Ashwin fell for the genuine her. Other factors followed it, surging up his desires to have this woman for himself.

'Na ennaikume namma kaadhal la kaamatha thaedanumnu nenachadhilla, yen na kaamam ngradhe kaadhal dha..it is a way of expressing our love..another step into our love phase..not necessarily, but yeah..only if both of us liked it..' he finished, making her smile.

She hugged Ashwin immediately which made him stumble a little. He smiled and hugged back her tightly, not willing to leave her at any cost. 

'Na pesinadhu edhadhu purinjudha?' he asked playfully, earning a smack on his shoulder,

'Aahh! valikudhu ma!'

She laughed with him which made him smile in contentment. He bent to her level and looked into her eyes,

'Are we equally into this?' 

He asked and she nodded with shyness which made him glare at her playfully,

'I don't want actions at this point darling, I prefer words here..' he winked making her gasp. She chuckled with a blush before looking into his eyes and spoke,

'Aama Ashwineeyyy..' she said and covered her face with her palms, making him smirk in victory,

'Then get ready to experience this side of your Ashwineyyy! exclusively for you baby!'

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Author's Note :

Hi Makkale!

How was the shot? Kulukulu la freeze ayiteengala? hehe!! 

Sorry if I went overboard and made anyone uncomfortable..romba naala mindla irundhuchu, apdiye oru karuththoda padhivu panalame nu thonichu..hope you liked it!

Aduththu epo nu kekadheenga, adhu enake therila..actually "Lovestruck" la epo romance varum nu elarum ketu ketu enala mudila! *in thalaivar tone* hope I compensated here! adhu ff nga adhu paatuku poitu irukum, when time comes, elame pakkava nadakkum! porumaiye perumai! You will witness a different dimension of love there! 

Inume padika arambikadhavanga irundha please do give it a try! I will be really happy makkale! Do shower your love and support!

See you all in the next!

With Love,

Aathvi