thirty seven

over the next couple of weeks, yoongi and danna continued to see each other. yoongi stopped trying to contact ara altogether. if she didn't want to be in contact with him or jonghyun, he was no longer going to beg for her attention like a dog. and danna stopped messaging taemin, who went about his life unaffected. he thought danna was a nice girl, but he wasn't in love with her.

at first, the two found each other coincidentally. it was as though something was pushing the two together. something like fate. they eventually started making plans to see each other each day.

danna especially loved seeing jonghyun.

with all the time she was spending taking care of him at the daycare, she had easily grown very fond of him.

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so when mila tells me that she thinks A likes me, i ask her how come.

because tbh guys, i have a hard time believing anyone could like me. i mean personality wise i think im rather boring. and then i feel like im below average when it comes to looks. while A has a personality like mine and we like all the same things, so we relate. but in looks i think he's sooo handsome.

and she says that we became really close in such a short time. and that he always gravitates towards me when we're all together as a group. 

"when he talks, he always looks for you first, to see your reaction to what he said." she told me. and then she added, "and when i used to try to go out on dates with him, he'd see something and say, 'i bet clary would like that'."

so i lie and say that i've never thought of A like that.

-clary