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placing a hand on her daughter's shoulder, her mother nodded. "well if he makes you happy, all i can do is support you."

"that's all i ask." danna smiled and wrapped her arms around her mother.

she went to greet her father with a hug next. then she introduced her parents to yoongi, who felt awkward, but tried his best to make conversation with them. danna linked arms with him while he attempted to carry on a conversation, on her face was a proud smile that he was making an effort for her.

the five of them went to the dinning room in the house. the adults had bacon, ham, eggs, and potatoes for breakfast. her parents had asked the kitchen staff to make chocolate chip pancakes shaped like bunnies for jonghyun. danna eyed the food on jonghyun's plate hungrily, before looking down at her own food.

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november 27th was the day before thanksgiving, and moira's bf roger broke up with her. he did it through text and he was really cruel about it. they hardly ever saw each other though, so i think it was for the best. she didn't even like him that much anyway. she was in love with rohan. 

on this day we went to the santa monica mall and A bought a 100$ jacket at urban outfitters. it was cold and it started to rain. and my jacket was really thin. so he saw that i was shaking and he says to me. "you're cold... :( you wanna borrow my jacket?" and i refused because it was an expensive jacket and i didn't wan to ruin it. also bc A is VERY THIN. like he wears a men's size small. and i weigh more than him. i wear a women's medium. so i was self conscious.

i thought to myself. "fuck no. i'd rather suffer in the cold. i'll look like a whale in his jacket." i feel bad for refusing though bc apparently when guys offer their jacket it means something. 

so for the next four days i had paid holidays from my office job. so i went to work at the restaurant for that extra money, but mostly to see A. we worked all the same hours. on that friday, we all went to the santa monica mall again. and then the pier. and then we met up with leexi at the park bc her dog was gonna get put down the next morning. the only time i actually felt some kind of sympathy for her. she was crying. genuine crying. but when we arrived, bitch again goes to A first. but i let it slide bc i liked her dog. her name was alita. RIP.

-clary