ninety seven

danna finally woke up from her sleep a few hours later. and when she saw yoongi, she only had to look into his eyes for a moment to know he had been crying. the tears were quick to escape from her eyes as well. and it was her sobs which drew his attention to her and let him know that she was awake. 

"i'm so sorry, yoongi." she cried. "its all my fault. i should have been more careful. i should have done more to keep them from taking our little boy."

yoongi sighed, trying to keep his voice level. he didn't want to cry in front of her and make her feel worse. especially when he didn't think it was even her fault in the first place. "you couldn't have known something like this was going to happen."

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so when i compose myself and go back to the front of the store. he was the same as me. his uber screen was packed. his dt screen was packed. he was arguing at the window with a customer. and A hardly argues with anyone. so that means he was genuinely upset. so despite being pissed at him, i silently help him clear out the screens. and i make a point to slam the bags down on the counter so he can know i was mad. 

at five, moira and john come in. i put moira at the first window so i dont have to see her bc i just dont want to deal with her bs. and i have john replace A. but im still not talking to A. so i do everything through john. "tell A to go stock up." "tell A to bring this." until john kind of gets fed up and asks me why we aren't talking. i say "why dont you ask your friend." and so when A comes back, he asks him. and A just shrugs. "just ask her."

my boss arrives at 6 and she immediately asks me why our dt times were so high. our target is 120 seconds per car. our times were at like 410. but i burst out crying and explain to her what happened so she was pretty understanding. so she sends me on my break and i continue crying in the office. A passes by on the way to his break as well and i know he hears me crying because i have my head down on the desk and i see his feet as he walks into the office. i dont look up, and he just stands there for like ten seconds before he walks away.

so then when i return, my boss has me give moira her break at the window. and she asks A to make oatmeals IN THE BACK, in that tiny 4x4 spot where im charging. and it was so awkward and quiet. we dont talk, we dont look at each other. nothing.

-clary