h u n d r e d e i g h t

"oh my gosh, yoongi. are you listening to the delusions of your crazy girlfriend now? she's unstable!" she said the word unstable slowly, emphasizing it. "she does not know what she's talking about. why would i kidnap jonghyun when i'm allowed to see him whenever i want? do you think i'm not suffering his disappearance?" she let out a sarcastic laugh. "he's my only son. i love him."

"i'm not crazy." danna argued. "i know you have jonghyun. if someone who wanted money had taken him, they would have called for a ransom by now. yoongi and i have money, we could give them any amount they wanted. but no one has ever contacted us."

"whatever." areum huffed with a roll of her eyes. "i have things to do. i'm leaving."

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so then i replied to A. "what are you talking about? all i said was oh."

and he said. "you don't even need to say it. but i know you were mad at me for it. i know you so well."

and i said, "okay. and i didn't say anything because i didn't want to start an argument. am i not allowed to have feelings in silence anymore?"

so then he said he never flakes on plans (which is a huge lie), and that the one time he does, i had to get mad at him and make a big deal for no reason. so then i said he was the one starting an argument and making a big deal. i understood that he had to stay home and take care of his mom. i was bummed he couldnt come, but i would get over it. but i have feelings and needed a moment to process them. and then i said that if he still wanted to end things, we could end them now. and i went ahead and blocked him. because i was also tired of it. if he had decided we weren't going to talk anymore, i was going to make it easy for him.

so he immediately realizes i blocked him and messages me on snapchat. "why did you block me? i'm in the middle of trying to tell you something."

so i unblocked him and we talked. and he said he still wanted us to be in each other'slives.and that he was sorry for overreacting. so then i made him pinky promise we weren't going to fight anymore. but that was short lived.

we argued again the following month.

-clary