Was I really thinking about being a stripper ?

I mean what else can i do .

Plus , i know how to move , that aint a problem ✊ .

Im shy , but I'm not shy soo ....

But I'm making all these assumptions an dont even know what i will be labeled as by my family .

What will my mom say ?

Im just gonna ask her a few questions an beat around the bush to see how she feels about strippers later on .

I know porshia would support me , no doubt about it ✊.

The way Remy was looking at the strippers , she shouldn't have a problem, hell .

All this is going through my head while I'm sitting here in the parking lot of my new school .

Should i even go to school , i mean i just got out grade school .

I finally waved all my thoughts away & crunk up to leave.

while bumping plies song "Got you gone man" off The last real nigga left 2 album , my phone ringed .

I almost didn't hear it cause it was a plies song too . I love me some plies lol .

Lenox correctional facility ran across the front of my phone ...
I wonder who this could be calling me from a damn jail house .

Then it hit...the only person i knew that was behind bars was Tyrone.

Tyrone was this dude i used to mess with long years ago , he was like the only person i talked to when i moved down here from Colorado with my great auntie , so like he was in the drug game or whatever , i was supposed to be his ride or die , but when he got locked up , at the time i wasn't driving an couldn't receive calls from the jailhouse . So i never talked to him . It's been 2 years since he went.

I know that sounds kinda bad , you riding for a nigga , then he get locked up & your no where to be found.
I heard that nigga was gonna legit ride . So I'm not finna be lonely all my life , i had to move on , it was hard but i did it .

I know he had a bad temper before going to jail so I'm pretty sure he mad at me , an confused on why i havn't hit him up .

"Hello , is this tanashe"

"No wrong number , ", i said, while feeling a queazy tickle in the pit of my stomach.

I know its not good to lie but i don't want any part of him no more .

"Sorry ma'am , she must of changed her number on me "

"No prob" i said an hung up the phone quick .

I cant believe he still remembers my number .
Why haven't he called me all this time . If he really liked me , the phone works both ways , that nigga tryna be sleazy . Why all of a sudden he want to call me out if the blue .

It's been 365 times 2 an some change, that we havnt talked & he just out of nowhere calls me .... Nigga no , bye!
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-whats next ......😯👂