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"that's not true." danna swore through her tears. what was more important to her wasn't that ara believed her, but that yoongi believed her. "they snuck up behind me and took jonghyun away. i tried to stop them. i do take responsibility for not being able to defend him properly. but i didn't plan this. i love jonghyun."

"i know, jagi." yoongi wrapped an arm around danna's shoulders and pulled her close. she buried her face into his chest and he shot ara a glare. "leave danna alone, ara. she's already stressed enough as it is. and fighting isn't going to bring jonghyun back to us quicker."

ara let out a sarcastic laugh. "so, my son is out there, possibly in danger, and i'm supposed to have consideration for her? how about some consideration for our son, yoongi? he got kidnapped and you're here acting like he doesn't even exist. or did you forget about him now that she's giving you a child too?"

"i didn't forget about my son." yoongi said firmly.

-

so in the car he was quiet, like stewing in his own little brooding juices. and when we pull up at his place, he sighs real deep and turns to me. he says, "thank you for waiting. but...you know you don't have to do that, right?" 

and immediately my mind goes to the teasing earlier. my heart breaks into a million pieces and i just nod my head. and i tell him. "i know. i want to do it. its not like a burden or anything." and he nods too. and he starts to explain that he just wants me to know that i dont have to do that for him if i dont want to. he says he's not forcing me to do it. 

so i feel like crying. but i just stay quiet. and he gets out of the car and says he's sorry and he'll see me tomorrow. i drive home, and immediately grab my phone to text him. i ask him if he was embarrassed that everyone was making jokes. and then i ask him if i stress him out bc while i was waiting for him, one of the kitchen employees sees me sitting in the office and she says to me. "go home already." so when i tell her i was waiting for A, she tells me. "just leave him alone. you only cause him stress."

i tell him what she said and he says that's not true. and then he says. "i didn't tell you that so you'd take it the wrong way."  so i say, "well then how the fuck am i supposed to take it though?" so he says the teasing was kinda awkward. but because EVERYONE was staring. even the customers. so i reply. "okay then. its good to know how you feel."

and he tells me again not to take it the wrong way. but i dont reply.

-clary