Lust And Hate

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Author's POV

The ride was silent.

But yet Jungkook never faced a silence that was so loud before and it's killing him. The tension was undeniable and if it was not because of the rain that was pouring on the glass; he believed he would already lose his senses and jumped out of the window. He didn't know what to think except for the fact that he was embarrassed because Jimin found him in this state.

Can you believe it? Out of all the people in this world, fate just needed to make it Jimin; the person he hates the most-  saves him. Can't it just be Taehyung instead? Or SeokJin or anyone in this town? Why does it need to be him? Well, technically he does not hate Jimin personally like what you think because he still wanted to taste the piece of the military man but in general, he does hate him.

But now, the one he hates is the one who saves him. 

It just has to be a joke!

Jungkook's thoughts were broken when the sound of someone clearing their throat suddenly echoed in the car, making him look to his right and instantly regret it when his doe's eyes immediately met the sharp phoenix ones… He cursed mentally by his own self-action but nevertheless, still returning the stare Jimin gave. It was cold and hot at the same time he even felt his throat go dry.

"Aren't you going to tell me what happened?" Jimin spoke out, waking Jungkook up from his daydreaming as he turned his head to look outside the window; watching how the rains were pouring on the clear object. What is there to tell really? Jimin had seen all of it, Jungkook couldn't think what to answer. What did the male expect him to say? That he's an entertainer and there's this fucking hot but crazy VIP customer who wants to fuck him but he didn't let it so the man sent bodyguards to chase him?

"What do you want to know? Didn't you see all of it already?" He asked, still looking outside the window, didn't dare to turn around because he could feel Jimin's hot stare on him; burning his body alive. He didn't know what got him, but he felt nervous… In a good way of course. Just imagining what they could do in the vehicle, moreover at the side of the road, got Jungkook eager and turned on already. He could feel his boner slowly popping under the blanket that covered his body, creating a tiny tent.

Oh, what a bad time… However, Jungkook couldn't be possibly more proud. With Jimin driving beside him, clothes and hair all wet; he couldn't dream of seeing any scenery other than this one. If he said that the older one looked hot in a military suit that time, the man is smoking hot now. It takes a lot of him to not just– boldly ask Jimin to fuck him there. Call him needy, manwhore, or whatever you usually call sluts for always horny, he didn't care nor will he ever. Sex is good, so why should he needs to be embarrassed about it.

"Why are those guys chasing you? And what are you doing here? Shouldn't you be asleep already?" Jimin bombarded him with questions as Jungkook sighed before rolling his eyes. It is very well known that he doesn't like it when people ask him too many questions, moreover when that person who asked is nowhere related to him. He found it annoying, like– why did they ask? Can't they just focus on themselves instead of wanting to know about his life? Oh, Jungkook found himself wanting to say those statements so much… But yet again, answering one of them won't hurt right? Besides, Jimin just saved him so the least he could do is respond.

"Work." He stated, irritated clear in his voice even though he already tried to keep it very low.  Well, I can't blame him fully. Jungkook himself is pretty sassy so it was considered nice enough for him to actually spit the reply without any hint of hurting anyone because usually, he would reply with something more… offensive, we could say. 

Yes, he knows that this behavior of his could get into much trouble so he did try to change; keeping his mouth filtered or sometimes shutting it down so he won't spit any venom. But somehow, it's like the sassy part of him is born with him from inside. It's like he was meant to be this way so at the end of the day, whatever his answer was; whether it's polite or improper; there's still a chance that the words will end up hurting people.

Humans always say that the tongue is sharper than a knife… So Jungkook says; he's the living proof.

"Work? With those clothes…?" Jimin muttered under his breath, unknowingly breaking Jungkook's thought as he glanced at the male side before looking down at himself, seeing the pinkish and fluffy blanket covering his body. A pang of reality hit his chest when he realized what the question would be rolling off from the older's tongue after and somehow, he doesn't know what got into him but he feels nervous about it.

"What's your job?"

"Not your problem!!" Jungkook snapped even before Jimin could take a breath after asking his question as that caught his attention, making his Phoenix cold eyes glance at Jungkook before back focusing on the road.

Not his problem Jungkook said…? Of course, it becomes his problem now that he's the one who saves the neighbor from all of this bullshit. He only wanted to know what's the younger occupation currently so that he could suggest different jobs. A job that at least, won't something similar to this happen again. But seeing how rude the answer is, Jimin felt ridiculous for even thinking of helping this cocky son of a bitch aka Jeon Jungkook. What a waste of time, Jimin thought.

"I just wanted to help you and yet you are being so rude about it–"

"Pft, excuse me Mr. Asshole! I don't need your help! I could help myself!" Jungkook cut him off as he glared at Jimin with hatred and annoyance.

Not only does the man ask too many questions already, the older one even said he wanted to help him and of course, being the way he is; couldn't help but feel bitter about it. Would you let someone you hate help you? Because Jungkook surely is not. There's no way in hell he would let that happen. What occurred earlier is only a one-time thing since it was so unexpected and even so, it already hurt his pride so much. He totally DID NOT plan to let someone he despised help him in any case sooner. Moreover when the human being is Park Jimin, the smoking hot general that dares to reject him.

Yes, Jungkook still holds grudges against that. No explanation is needed.

Jungkook's thoughts broke later on as he could feel the car stop, making him look at the handsome general with an eyebrow raised, waiting for some explanation.

"Oh, really? You don't need my help? Fine, now get out." Jimin spat simply, looking at Jungkook with amusement in his eyes when he heard the younger called him earlier.

Never had he ever thought until this day that there's one human being that is brave enough to call him with such an insulting name. Oh, he didn't become the highest-ranking general in the military for no reason. If he wanted, he could just snap Jungkook's head right here and right now and the man could do nothing because no one is awake at this time. But no… he chose to show the younger how really an asshole acts. That's more fun. 

He watched Jungkook's doe's eyes widen by his statement as he watched the man glance around outside then and noticed they were not far away from the neighborhood they lived in, but yet, it was raining heavily outside and that was enough for the man to scoff loudly. "You know what? You do be an asshole! I hope you rot in hell! I wonder how they even give you the star badges! You don't deserve them!" Jungkook ranted like a mad man while Jimin watched him silently without any words coming out from his mouth in return.

The five-star general might have not said this or admitted it but saw the younger act like this. Angry… Irritated… And perhaps childish we could say… Brings something to his stomach that couldn't help but makes it churn badly. He doesn't know why but it threatened him to smile widely while watching the scene in front of him. And not to mention the first day they met, he saw how the younger hugged a long pillow and punched it many times while rolling over the bed like a crazy man. If he doesn't know better, he would say that it's not him that Jungkook wanted to punch.

It amazed him how the younger one didn't seem to bother to filter his words or his behavior. The man went straight and flirted with him; not even afraid to show his attraction towards him.

"You asshole!" Jungkook muttered one last time before opening the door; leaving the blanket behind in the passenger seat as he then shut the entrance loudly; before slightly kicking it. And that's when Jimin lost it… A plain smile crawled up across his face as he eyed Jungkook outside the car, now stepping ahead from his vehicle; walking straight without looking back.

"Cute." He muttered under his breath; implying the tiny action as he then decided to follow Jungkook slowly from behind, teasing the young man and at the same time; wanting him to safely arrive at his house. 

To be honest, Jimin expected the other to tremble or anything that shows any signs of trauma by what just happened because really, getting chased by multiple men when there's no anybody else to help is no joke. But seeing that Jungkook was fine and even could insult him proved that it was not the first time it happened. The younger man acts as if he just didn't run for his life 10 minutes ago and it shows evidently to Jimin what kind of person his neighbor is.

A brave, sassy son of bitch who is also sexy and beautiful yet cute.

But again, unexpectable.

"Asshole! I fucking hate him!" Jungkook muttered under his breath, ignoring how the certain vehicle lights followed behind him slowly. He knows… He was hell sure that Jimin was teasing him and oh, he couldn't be more madder than he already is. He didn't know how many curses he managed to call Jimin but he was satisfied. It was something like this that made him question life, why do all hot men usually have bad personalities? Why couldn't the world have a single hot man that is also a gentleman? He couldn't understand it!

Is this why Jimin is such an asshole?

Because he was smoking hot?

"Fuck!!" He yelled, looking upwards; already forgotten the fact that Jimin was still behind him as he was into his thoughts. His doe's eyes closed as he took a deep breath, letting the raindrops fall continuously on his face; wetting his whole body; with his mind filled with his horny thoughts about Jimin. This was something about him that was kinda a problem too. Yes, no doubt he hates the general with his whole being but oh, even the percentage of his hate couldn't reject the package of the single father. Even thinking about the veiny arms and what was hidden under the military suit got him horny all over.

Lust and hate… Couldn't it be worse for Jungkook?

His thoughts were wiped out when a loud beep sound echoed through the neighborhood, making him open his eyes before rolling them and turning around to show his middle finger standing proud against Jimin who was in the driver's seat; knowing the man who was the one who honked at him. 

"Fuck yourself!" He yelled childishly and started to run with the tight, revealing clothes fastly; seeing his house is not far away. His wish was to leave Jimin behind and went inside his residing place in a swift motion but unfortunately, fate really said fuck today. He runs and runs and runs, almost smiling when he no longer sees the light reflections, indicating that Jimin was left behind.

But oh, can we talk about how stupid he is to believe that?

By the moment he reached his porch with a satisfied smile, he turned around and hope could see the certain vehicle lights from afar but instead of seeing what he hoped for, his doe's eyes were greeted by Jimin's car parked right in front of his house with lights turned off; meaning the older had already reached earlier than him but he didn't notice as he was lost into the wish of leaving the other behind.

"Ugh!" He groaned in annoyance, watching Jimin get out of the driver's position; making him powerfully cross his hands while his eyes didn't leave the general; thinking the older man came to perhaps apologize. So, from having five meters of space in between them, Jungkook found Jimin standing right in front of him on his house's porch, leaving no space behind just in one blink he made.

And that's when he was awestruck.

Jimin was handsome– wait no, the man was unreal, indescribable. The damped hair that covered his whole forehead… The soaked black shirt… The pink plump lips… The sharp phoenix eyes… The wetted eyelashes… Everything. There's no word enough for Jungkook to characterize the general charm.

"Staring is bad, don't you agree?" Jimin asked, bringing Jungkook back to reality as he quickly looked away in embarrassment; feeling his cheeks getting warm when he heard the other chuckle. The rough voice… Please, it is not deep or anything but he's sure if the older did that again, he would beg the man to fuck him right there on the porch without hesitation–

Or not.

"What do you want?!" Jungkook hissed, cutting his thoughts before they could go deeper where they shouldn't have as he glared at Jimin with lust in his eyes; completely opposite by what he expressed. "I know you wanted me," Jimin started, catching Jungkook's attention immediately by the words as his ears perked. So is this how is it? Is he going to get the dick now? Because that's more likely, Jungkook thought.

"I wanted to let you know, you can forget it." Jimin spat out the rest, leaving Jungkook to stunned for the second time; too shocked to say anything. Is this… his second rejection…? From the same men on top of it all…? Wow, the audacity– did Jimin hear what he just said?

Realizing what just happened, Jungkook's lips immediately curved upwards before settling in a smirk position. If you think that he's going to let this go then you're wrong completely. He actually thinking to get laid later and accepting the fact that he won't get Jimin because the man was such an asshole and a father too, but oh look, after receiving the second rejection from the general; the spark inside him immediately grow back. And this time, faster than the last.

He. Is. Not. Going. To. Give. Up.

Jimin just made this game his possession.

"Oh, General…" Jungkook whispered under his breath, making sure for it to sound breathless as he marched forwards to Jimin; leaving no space in between them if that even makes sense. He holds out his hand and landed it on the older's shoulder blade before slowly dragging it; watching Jimin's phoenix eyes watch his movement intensely.

"You're right. I want you. I have no shame in that…" Jungkook trailed off, still dragging his fingers tip as if he was memorizing every inch of the older's body structure, and at last stopped at Jimin's neck. "And yet you rejected me and think it would make me stop." He mumbled and bend down to reach Jimin's neck as he let his nose touched the area before taking a deep breath; only to find out the perfume the man wore smelled so masculine and fresh.

He waited. He waited for the other to push him away, or at least say anything. But he didn't receive any. The general stayed quiet and it was honestly surprising because that means one thing…

"But I know you wanted me too, don't lie~," Jungkook said in a smirk as he closed the gasp and place a small peck on Jimin's neck before backing away when he felt the man's right arm slide around his waist and pulled him closed until their body crashed. "Oh, really? You're so confident Mr. Jeon…" Jimin whispered dominantly inviting, a smirk performing across his lips as his sharp eyes stared down at Jungkook in hungry eyes.

"Did I tell you I'm straight?" Jimin asked, despite his not so straight action while still keeping his smirk on his handsome face; making Jungkook feel hot all over even though the climate is literally raining.

"And did I tell you, I don't care?" Jungkook asked instead of answering the question, watching Jimin's eyes glowed in amusement; probably didn't expect his response.

It was evident, both of them were attracted to each other, both of them wanted each other. But hey… What kind of story they will create if there's no indecisiveness and entertainment? That's what makes it more fun right? It was thrilling to see who was going to lose. Jimin has high self-control, and Jungkook knows how to play the card… Both of them were just waiting for the moment.

Not now but soon. Soon enough,

"Really? Then–" Jimin cut his own words as he does what Jungkook did earlier; letting his nose touch the younger's neck and listening to the uneven breaths rapidly. "I'll be waiting for you," He finished off and closed the gap, letting the soft skin meet his plump lips and immediately hearing the other trembled in participation.

Oh, both of them were so down for this…

____________________________________

[A/N: Aight, here me out. I'm sorry for my sudden disappearance. I fell sick and was unconscious just to wake up in a hospital bed. Hell, I didn't woke up for what– 16 days? Prolly more. But whatever, I'm here now and update would be everyday from now on💜💜]

Vote, comment, and share!!

Thank You!! 💜💜