Always Meant To Say Goodbye

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Author's POV

Jungkook was moaning.

Of course, he does, how could he not when he was fucking himself on the dildo for over 10 minutes already and now was reaching his climax. And not enough of that, his mind flooded with images of Park Jimin's body that he memorized in his head along those times he stared at the single father. Oh, those thick thighs… thick ass, and the not yet discovered abs… He would sell his soul to Satan if he got to taste them.

"F-fuck! Ahh, daddy!!" He moaned louder, fastening his pace as he moved back and forward; feeling every inch of the thing slide in and out from his asshole quicker. He trembled slightly when he felt his legs start to shake; giving him a signal that he was so close to reaching his culmination.

"I'm cumming, I'm cumming!! Ngh, ahh!! Fuck! Daddy, I'm close!!" He whined, mouth opened wide as his body jerked with his head faced up to the ceiling and his eyes closed. Waves of pleasure hit his body when he once again hit his prostate, making him clench his hole around the dildo before he felt his dick twitched; indicating he was releasing his cum as he watched the stains fall on the floor while some of them were on the glass.

"That's one hell of a masturbation…" He mumbled breathlessly as he slowly pulled out from the playtoy while catching his breath. He closed his eyes and leaned back against the cold glass, chest moved up and down fastly as he felt strength start to come back to his fragile legs again. An image of Jimin's cold orbs meeting his doe's suddenly entered his mind, making him open his eyes and think deeper about it.

The gaze…

It shows no emotion…

The voice…

It was enough to make him shiver…

He bit his lower lips; couldn't help but let his mind wonder what happened. It's impossible for a man to be that cold right? Fine, maybe being cold is his natural behavior because he's the general but what about that stare…? It has no feelings at all which is strange because normal people aren't like this. Jungkook doesn't know what got him but he genuinely believes that the real Jimin is not like now. The male is probably strict and all but he believes he has feelings, unlike what he faced earlier… totally emotionless.

He has a baby, after all, there's no way he's– wait, baby? Right, speaking of that, where's the mother?

He truly believes that the kid has not even reached 2 years yet so it means they still need their mother's milk– he's unsure whether the newborn is a boy or girl so he prefers to call them rather than assume and then be wrong about it at the end of the day– so back to the mother… Where is she…? How does the kid survive? Formula milk? That's not a healthy lifestyle considering the fact the child's body needs something natural instead of processed.

"Ah, why the hell do you even bother?" Jungkook spoke out to himself as he cupped his face and set his thoughts aside; decided to not think about it further because first, the father is a rude dick and they didn't even know each other. Second, it is not his problem and he doesn't care.

With that, he turned around; pulling the dildo from the wet wall before dropping it on the floor; letting the water from the shower clean it as he sighed and ran his fingers through his black locks. He won't admit this but he couldn't stop thinking about the male… Something about the way they encountered earlier, makes him wonder and question what's going on with Jimin's life and why he moved here with that baby alone.

"I really shouldn't think about this." He mumbled to himself, thinking of hundreds of ways to distract himself from thinking about Jimin.

"Remember all the things we wanted~~
Now all our memories, they're haunted,
We were always meant to say goodbye~~" He sang softly, closing his eyes and he felt the warm water calmly running through every strand of his long hair; making them dampened on his forehead. Slowly, the thoughts of Jimin washed away as the melody of the song entered his mind; preoccupied him.

"Even with our fists held high~
It never would have worked out right, yeah,
We were never meant to do or die~~" He sang beautifully and reached the bath foam and continued with the shower. The meaning… It was buried deep inside his heart. Even though he couldn't understand the lines enough because he was not in the place, he loves the melody ever since he heard it for the first time.

Well, how would he know that one day... He got to understand it more than ever...

The lyrics then went on as he sang until the end before deciding to finish the session off as well. So he washed his body one more time and walked out of the area before straight to the door without even a towel covering his body as he only lives alone which means no one will see him.

But oh boy, how much he's wrong about it. He forgot there's one human being that has his spare keys.

"What the hell?!" He gasped when he opened the toilet door wide; only to see Taehyung on the bed; back leaning against the headboard as he was on his phone. Jungkook quickly rushed inside again to grabbed his towel as he wrapped it around his lower torso before finally getting back out; hoping for his best friend to go already but surprised when he found the blondie still there.

"What are you doing here, hoe? Don't you know privacy? I wanted to change!!" He sassed as Taehyung scoffed at the statement before setting his phone aside on the nightstand; looking up to see Jungkook only covered half of his body.

"You know I already see your whole body, don't need to hide it–"

"But that's when I was 5!" Jungkook intervened.

"Doesn't matter! I already see all of it. Also, I come here because I could hear you moaning from the window… You should really lower your voice." Taehyung mumbled and Jungkook chuckled while shaking his head before making his way towards the closet. I know you're expecting him to feel embarrassed but hey… it's Jeon Jungkook we talked about here. What's the problem? So what if Jimin heard it? He didn't find it as an issue.

"I know it's not a problem for you but dude, pity the baby! He got a child for fuck sake!" Taehyung responded; as if already know what's Jungkook thought as he heard the younger laugh softly while his hands grabbed a pair of black hoodies and black sweatpants, making Taehyung raise his eyebrows in confusion at what was so funny.  

"The baby? I bet the kid's ears are blessed after hearing my moans, hah!"

"I– you're becoming hell bold, I wonder where did I do a mistake in growing you up but whatever, I wanted to go to buy new clothes. Want to join?" He stated, knowing the younger is strong-headed and won't listen to anyone else than himself as his eyes stayed still on Jungkook; watching the male start to wear his hoodie and the pants with the towel still hanging; waiting for the moment to fall down.

"Shopping…?" Jungkook mumbled to himself as he glanced in his closet; recalling the moment where he got upset when there's no other color than the three which are black, grey, and dark grey. Then he thinks about Jimin… if he needs to get closer to the man, he needs to wear something more attractive right? Even though the general already sees half of his body, he still needs to wear something nice next time, so shopping would do right now.

"Yeah sure," He answered and Taehyung nodded as they both get out of his room and went straight outside the house only to see Jimin was cutting off the grass on his own porch. Immediately Jungkook concluded one thing; the male would obviously hear his moans. Oh, he couldn't help but feel proud of himself…

With a smirk, he went a little closer to Jimin as Taehyung went the other way to bring his car.  "Hey there, handsome… What are you doing?" He greeted boldly, shamelessly calling Jimin out without caring about the man's reputation as a general. He already decided it, he wants to have a piece of the male. It's either he got it or no one else will… Not that other men don't have dicks, but this one caught his attention the most so he will have it. Topic settled.

"Are you blind?" Jimin answered simply as he continues to move the machine while Jungkook gasped at the insulting answer.

"Yah, why are you so rude? I'm just trying to be nice to you because you're a new neighbor." Jungkook spoke out loud, crossing his arms as he glared at Jimin who shrugged off his existence and turned off the machine before starting to sweep the grass that has been cut earlier.

"I'm don't need your nice so leave me alone." Jimin replied which after Jungkook scoffed loudly, finally getting the whole idea as he stepped in the man's porch; consciously to make the general mad as the male stood up straight; now glaring at him. "Oh, I finally have your attention now?" Jungkook asked; still walking on the porch as he slowly approached Jimin with a smirk.

"So tell me, General Park Jimin… You purposely rejected my help, and rudely replied to me so that I'll leave you alone? Is that it?" He mumbled, stopped right in front of Jimin as he now looked down. He didn't show this but even though Jimin is a little bit shorter than him, he feels very small in front of the man. The dominant aura that reflects in the other, screams evidently; making Jungkook feel shivers ran through his back.

"Because if that's the case then–" He trailed off, getting close to Jimin as their faces were inches away.

"I'll make sure to never leave you." He whispered against Jimin's plump lips, trying so hard to not just capture them.

Based on whatever sanity left inside his sense, he turned around and walked away; didn't want to stand there any longer because Jimin's dark orbs are killing the strength inside his body; making his legs go wobbly all over. God knows what happened if he didn't move away, he probably would have kissed the general right there and right then.

He doesn't know what got into him, but he means it when he said he won't leave Jimin alone… Now that he got to know the reason why the male's being so cold; which is so that he will leave him by himself, Jungkook will make sure to won't let that happen because peace is the last thing the single father should have. After hurting his pride that evening, there's no way he would let this opportunity go.

"Oh, general… Whether you accept it or not, I'll have that dick." He mumbled to himself before reaching Taehyung's car as he opened the front passenger door before glancing back at Jimin; noticed the man still glaring at him which he winked in return before getting inside the vehicle.

"Park Jimin. And no, I don't need your help."

He scoffed at the memories.

"Didn't need me eh? I'll show it's the other way around General Park. I'll make you gay, sooner or later." He mumbled to himself, ignoring Taehyung's weird stare as the older started to drive off the car while Jungkook keep his eyes outside the window; thinking about none other than their newly moved neighbors.

Thinking about Jimin… Jungkook couldn't help but ask himself, why did he still bother with the male? It is because Jimin didn't show any interest in him during the first time they met so he feel challenged? After all, all those men he meets would be already on their knees, begging to fuck him. But when it comes to this particular handsome general, it's happened opposite with what he expected.

Is it because he's straight? Jungkook himself doesn't know but if that's the case then he would only have one option left because really, he wants that dick–desperately if you haven't noticed– so he doesn't have any alternative but to do something about it...

He'll make him gay.

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