Ended Up Giving You My All

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Author's POV

The younger couldn't help but close his eyes tightly and bite his lower lips while gritting his teeth. He doesn't know what to feel, for the time being, he feels embarrassed for accusing Jimin without thinking deeper, yet he feels sinful by the way Jimin caressed his naked skin. It turns him on so much he could practically moan right then.

"You didn't answer…" Jimin mumbled, making him open his eyes as feels the rough hands travel to somewhere below; down to his asscheeks. "N-no, s-stop J-Jimin…" Jungkook mumbled, and he didn't know why he even said that when all he wanted was more. "Ahh!" He yelped in pain when the older suddenly smacked one of his ass cheeks, hard enough that he hissed when they burned. Yet still, he didn't back away but bent over the general further, asking for more without any words spoken.

"Stop?" Jimin chuckled. "With this useless cock of yours hanging, hard, and leaking out of the precum? Are you sure you wanted me to stop?" He continued and before Jungkook could open his mouth to answer back, the man moved his hands away and stood up; making Jungkook whine in return as he felt his boxer wet at a certain spot.

"How about you wash up first, I'll be in the kitchen." Jimin appointed, changing the subject effortlessly as Jungkook groaned loudly out of frustration mixed with annoyance by how the older one just left him hanging. It was too much for him to take, it was hard already! "Are you seriously going to leave me hanging?! What an asshole!" Jungkook cursed, almost yelling as he huffed; feeling his lower region scream for attention.

"I don't have any intention of fucking you in the morning, Jungkook. Also, why didn't you tell me that you work as a cashier at the 24 hours convenience store? I was surprised to find out." Jimin asked and Jungkook swore he almost burst out but the second statement caught his attention too much, he forgot he was hard for a second. Him…? Work as a cashier…? Since when? Where did Jimin even get the information?

"W-who tells you that?" He asked, confusion evident in his voice as he made his way towards the kitchen where Jimin was back-facing him.

"Ah, your friend. He said his name is SeokJin. He comes by to drop off food for you since he was worried you didn't have breakfast before heading off to work. I asked him what did you do and yeah, he said you're a cashier and he's the owner of the shop." Jimin explained, still occupied with the food in his hand as he took out the Tupperware and put it neatly in an air cooker; oblivious to Jungkook's nervous facial expressions when he mentioned this.

The younger male bit his lower lips anxiously; confused, and upset as to why SeokJin lied to the man in the first place. Not that Jungkook is complaining because he wouldn't tell the truth soon either but at least; make it easy for him. What would happen if one day Jimin got to know he's not a cashier but rather an entertainer? The job itself is far away compared to being a five-star general. Not to mention it was of those dirty works, the one that shouldn't even be called a job.

Will Jimin accept him? Or will the man treat him like other people too?

His thoughts soon broke by Jimin's raspy voice, calling his name as he looked over the general whose eyes already gawked at his face; as if they wanted to analyze what's wrong which makes Jungkook walk forward; don't want to make it obvious that he was worried. "Jungkook, are you okay? You seem dozed off a little bit. Is there something wrong?" Jimin asked, and somehow the raspy voice was soft and soothing… It's crazy but it sounds so sweet like golden honey.

Unfortunately, rather than making Jungkook feel at ease after hearing those questions; they burned him inside. This is it… This is something he couldn't help but treasure in his heart deep down. The soft yet sharp Phoenix gaze… the raspy voice that mixed with a subtle worry… Would it be the same if one day Jimin knows who he really is? Would the man look at him the same as the way those eyes stare at Jungkook now? Or would it be replaced with disgust and hatred instead?

"Ah, it was nothing. I was thinking about something earlier. That's all!" He answered, trying so hard to ignore whatsoever feelings felt at that time as he reached the countertop and placed himself on one of the seats; unnoticed the way Jimin eyed him.

"You didn't answer my question." Jimin suddenly declared, catching Jungkook off guard as his rounded doe's eyes landed on the older before widening a little bit when they were met with the same black brownish sharp eyes; almost cutting him two if possible. "W-what did I not answer?" He asked, stuttering along the way as he watched the general walking towards him. No, Jungkook is not scared nor does he feel nervous about the way Jimin looks at him, but something about those brown irises; makes him shiver and vulnerable. It makes him breathless that he couldn't even lie about anything.

He couldn't process anything but the next thing he knows is that Jimin was already standing right in front of him before spreading his thighs apart and placing himself in between them and all Jungkook did was nothing but stared at it; letting it be. He titled his head up and dared himself to gaze at the older before he felt the familiar rough skin palm texture cupping his left cheek and a thumb caressed near his cheekbone without hesitation. He could see it… The worry in Jimin's eyes… the troubled facial expression… the comforting movement.

It hurts.

Jungkook never expected this but the thought of losing these little things– hurts him like never before. His heart screamed for his mouth to say the tangibility right then so that it will not create any fights regarding this later but what did he do? Just like his usual self, he's scared, scared to face what will happen if he admits it now, scared to see Jimin's reaction after knowing he's one of those dirty human beings.

"I asked whether you were okay or not. But you clearly aren't. Is this because I know you worked as a cashier? Cause I remember that night when you became so defensive when I mentioned this." Jimin murmured abjectly; his hot breath nearly brushed against Jungkook's face by how close they were apart and it suddenly hit the younger when he realized.

What is this…?

How can a meaningless neighbor turn into someone Jungkook doesn't want to be hated?

Since when was Jimin even important to him…? So what if Jimin hated him? It's not like they would live together, Jungkook's intention from the very beginning was to have sexual intercourse with a man. He make a move and greeted Jimin every time he saw the older in the yard cause he wanted to have sex. From the very start, it was sex, sex, and sex for Jungkook. Nothing more, nothing less and he's sure Jimin also thinks that way. He's sure the man wanted the same thing, but what now? What's with the affection?

"No, no, it has nothing to do with this. I was just thinking about what to eat for dinner." He prevaricated subtly, slowly pulling his face away from Jimin's burning touch as he nibbled his lower lips painfully. Looking at Jimin makes it harder for him, there's something about it that makes him feel terribly guilty even though it is not a big deal for him to tell lies to anyone.

"How about this, come to my house tonight after your work shift ends. We can have dinner together, I'll cook. Sounds good?" Jimin offered out of the blue; catching Jungkook's attention as he came back again to look at the older man. Dinner together… Jungkook never expected to experience it with the general. Even though he has known the man for almost two and a half weeks already; he never imagined what it feels like to be in this situation where Jimin would cook for him.

"No! I mean, what about M-Min Ha? Won't it be a bother?" He said, sputtering badly as he tried to make thousands of excuses to decline the invitation without being audacious about it; gaze dropping down to the cold marble floor with an apprehensive facial expression that after then turned into a confused one when he heard the older let out chuckle before laughing; making him look back at Jimin just to regret it. Totally.

Why?

Because he was awestruck by how beautiful the sight was in his eyes.

He had been through hardships and through sorrow, he never expected what would happen tomorrow, he had given up on love and was about to give in, but then he met Jimin; a new life for him started to begin. He had also been in love before and had happiness too, but deep down; he knew it wasn't really true, he guessed he didn't know how the feeling of loving someone truly felt, but then he met Jimin and lost all the doubt without him even noticing it.

His heart had been broken and healed before, and every time it happened, he came back for more. He knew it could happen but he never knew when, but then he met Jimin and knew that it wouldn't happen again. He had lived a full life yet had some regrets, he had done things in his life that he rather forgot, but then he met Jimin and doesn't dwell on the past anymore. Now, he looks forward to tomorrow and what life has in store, with Jimin, every day is happiness, and he can't wait for more.

His life was missing pieces and all he felt was empty, but then he met Jimin and he can say that his meaningless life is now complete with purpose. It makes him realize.

He's falling…

He's falling for the Park Jimin, the smoking hot general, the newly moved neighbor with whom he always had quarrels, the single father for a daughter with the name Min-Ha, whose Phoenix eyes never failed to take his breath away.

And he could do nothing to stop it…

"Ah, Min-Ha isn't home. Her uncles had already picked her up while you were sleeping earlier. She'll be staying with them for one month or more– based on when I'll come back so I make sure to pack her clothes enough. It was tiring really…" Jimin chuckled at his own remark; didn't notice the way Jungkook was staring at him earlier as he walked away and reached the microwave; taking out the fresh heated dish while Jungkook just watched his movement from his back with his mind processing the older's words beforehand.

"Based on when you will come back? One month? Where are you going? Can they really take care of her?" Jungkook unexpectedly bombards him with questions; making Jimin crack up a smile at how cute the younger sounds as he chuckled softly before putting the dishes on the countertop and glancing straight at the walking beauty.

"Yes, Jungkook… she will be staying with them. Don't worry, it's not her first time either. And yes, I'll be going away for work. Our defense gate now was somewhat not protected anymore since one of my soldiers caught multiple North Korean people and of course, as the leader; I need to take care of it. Ugh, I hate them." He explained and watched Jungkook's lips turn into an 'O' before they curved into a smile but somehow, he could feel the fakeness dripping from it; showing all the insecurities, and worries that really caught his attention.

But he didn't ask and respect it.

"So it's kinda like a mission? Would it be dangerous for you? You'll come back right?" Jimin could only smirk when he heard the last question, his flirty self kicked in as he placed both of his palms on the countertop; leaning forward a little bit; subtly showing what was under the black fabric he wore.

"Why? Miss me already?"

"W-what?! Excuse me, you're so full of yourself Mr. Park! That's very shameless of you!!" Jungkook babbled like his usual self; face burning red as his ears flaring; pathetically denied the statement and defended himself by saying he was just asking, it doesn't mean anything while the reality is– Well, only he and the creator knows. The behavior somehow made Jimin's sweet laughter fill the house once again.

"Whatever you say, love… So, dinner tonight?"

"O-okay," Jungkook mumbled and quickly left the room.

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I still remember how the dinner went. Do you still remember? It was at that moment I realized I didn't only want a taste of you, I wanted all of you. I wanted to wake up and sleep with you, wanted to cook with you, wanted to watch you grow old, wanted to hear those beautiful raspy's laughter, and wanted to be the one you hold onto.

I wanted to love you.

And I did so I ended up giving you my all, every inch of my heart was given to you, every inch of my figure belongs to you. I ended up giving you my best, but what you give back is nothing.

But a goodbye.

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